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Shane loves his personal space. Ilya also loves Shane's personal space.
yes shane not realising people are flirting with him but also shane not realising that HE is flirting with men he finds attractive shane who naturally flutters his big brown sparkly eyes more often whenever hes talking to a big strong handsome man shane who automatically tilts his head slightly down so his gaze is directed upwards shane whose voice turns soft and buttery while heâs delivering smooth jabs and quick compliments shane whose mouth quips into a glint of teeth and scratches the back of his neck so his bicep strains against the cuff of his t shirt shane who says âyeah youâd like that?â without thinking and hums round and airy âmhmmâ in acknowledgement shane insisting âi was NOT flirting with him.â when ilya brings it up later and ilya shrugs and says âyou cannot help itâŚyouâre super gayâŚi donât mind, im the only one that makes you nervousâ and grins wickedly while shane blushes and makes a sound in the back of his throat as ilya descends upon him
Made a sticker pack about Chinese summer ) Heh, I really miss Beijing's tanghulu đĽ˛
#just so happy and proud to ragebait đ

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When your bro is also your bunny it can be something so special.
deliriously ripping open the sexy fishnet tights of a beautiful woman named bag of mandarins
You ride to war, but not to victory.
The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King (2003) dir. Peter Jackson
Which of the three remaining european countries in the World Cup colonized your country?
Spain
France
England
my shaney

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ILYA WEEK | day 7: free choice
shane hollander would hate being a gay icon actually
mmmmm yeah. just another element of tokenization to stack on top. now he's gotta be Palatable Gay. now he's gotta be Corporate Gay. now he's gotta be sexless, above all blame & reproach. pulling double model minority duty. he's gotta work even harder to ignore it every time he gets a "pretty boy" or a "twinkle toes" on the ice or in the locker room because it's said in a different tone of voice, now. they really mean it, now, in an ugly way that makes him feel kind of sick if he thinks about it too hard. overnight he becomes hockey's token twink and he's gotta live every day knowing that the whole hockey internet sphere thinks (knows) he's a bottom. that everybody thinks (knows) he's less of a man. in some ways he's not even really a man at all anymore in the eyes of the public. special edition Pride Tape, by Shane Hollander. every june billboards up everywhere with some bullshit tagline like I'm true to myself, in #mycalvins. featuring Shane Hollander. is reebok an ally? is rolex his friend? does anything he's doing matter at all to queer youth? or are they just saying that to try and make him feel better? is he making a difference? should he actually be trying to make a difference? was it worth it? will it ever get easier? is it ever going to be worth it? is it too late to take it back? is it too late to hide again, to be perfect again, to give perfect polite press-ready answers in perfect polite fucking french and keep this for himself, just this one fucking thing, all to himself? because every day it skins him raw. every day he exhausts himself by worrying about optics. Gatorade's Pride Month campaign featuring Shane Hollander and the ad is just another faceless man pouring Gatorade into Shane's mouth because that's what he does now. it's all tongue-in-cheek now. i'm gay, remember? don't forget. every four weeks a mic'ed up scandal where another player calls him a slur and it goes mega viral and shane has to keep his head down and say "yeah i didn't really think about it much at the time it's all good" and pretend it doesn't kill him to know just how personal and how deep their hatred is. but he can't get mad. he can't throw gloves. he can't get violent. he can't get revenge. because he's a good boy, he's shane fucking hollander and he never fights. he just shows up and plays his hockey and smiles for the cameras and nothing ever gets to him and nothing ever throws him off his game. a million jokes about stick handling. a million jokes about stooping at center ice for face off. a million jokes about spitting and stretching and simply just sitting there on the bench doing nothing at all. it's never forgotten. it's never switched off. and he never asked for any of this at all. all he did was fall in love. and now it's a job. now it's a duty. now it's a marketing shtick. now it's a mantle around his shoulders and a millstone around his neck and it exhausts him. it's always been exhausting to just be himself but now it's even worse. and he never wanted to make a difference anyway, he just wanted to play hockey. homoerotic Speedo commercials playing on big screens at malls. starring Shane Hollander. and every night he goes home to his husband and he hates himself for feeling like maybe it wasn't worth it. if he could've kept this thing for himself, maybe he would've. but he knows it would've killed him, would've made him miserable for the rest of his life, to hide and to lie. and he knows this was always one game he was never going to win. NHL's pride night exclusive rink-side interview. starring Shane Hollander. what's it like being out? what's it like being an openly gay player? it's awesome. it's great. he doesn't really think about it too much. he's just here to play hockey.
The reason why the criticism of the NHL and its many flaws falls so flat in the game changers series is because Rachel Reid refuses to examine the role that race plays in your experience of hockey and hockey culture in Canada, which is honestly very in line with the Canadian, âwell, we barely have racism up here!â even though people of color, especially Black and South Asian immigrants and First Nations people of color will tell you otherwise.
You cannot criticize and examine hockey culture without the foundational understanding of the role that whiteness plays in the toxicity of hockey culture.
When she said that Shane doesnât carry grief or trauma it becomes glaringly obvious that she is missing one of the core problems of the toxicity of hockey culture in Canada. Whiteness is what enables this toxic and abusive behavior to continue. Yes, the NFL, NBA, and MLB all have them problems and issues and Iâm not denying that, but those leagues all have players of color who would never be allowed to get away with what NHL players do.
I mean even when it comes to the rules of their sport, you think a 6â8, 300lb Black linebacker is getting a 5 minute penalty for shoving a ref or for getting in their face and yelling at them? You think a bunch of Black athletes could be living in billet homes in small towns with a reputation of violence against little white teenage girls and it would still be a national problem? Whiteness and racism is core and central to the problems in hockey. Look at Gavin McKenna, an indigenous man, being charged with a felony by State College police because they couldnât wait to make an example out of him.
âShane doesnât carry grief or trauma.â
Iâve been reading hockey player memoirs and one of them is about an âaverageâ player in the NHL. He was by no means a super star or prodigy, just very good at his sport and he talked about how, as a 6 or 7 year old child, he was already facing bullying by adults for how good he was at hockey. Parents of other players resented him so much for scoring they would tell their kids to target him and would scream obscenities. He was even flipped off as a child and humiliated by coaches because he was good at hockey. And this was a white man.
Add in the fact that Shane is Asian Canadian and hockey is a matter of national identity and lm willing to bet that the first time Shane remembers being called a slur, it was while he was playing hockey, and it was by an adult. Because if they already hate that a child is better at hockey than their child to the point of harassing them, how much worse does it get when the parent realizes that it is Asian child who is better at hockey than their kid? Shane wouldâve been punished at every level of hockey starting at 5 years old for being good at the sport and being Asian because he would make white teammates, coaches, and fans feels âthreatenedâ because for so long hockey has been centered around their whiteness.
Not only would Shane have been called names, parents wouldâve been calling for their kids to âtake him outâ to take cheap shots and probably screaming slurs at Shane. And Iâm willing to bet the coaches and refs did nothing unless the Hollanders threatened to sue, and not Yuna, David had to go down there and flash some legal might around and also the fact that he works for the treasury board and probably knows a thing or two about hockey Canada.
But Shane wouldâve been punished for being not white and being good at hockey and it wouldâve been severe because whiteness is the cornerstone of this sport.
Laila Edwards has talked about experiencing misogynoir as a hockey player and has, probably in the best interest of her PWHL draft and desire not to be harassed by racist trolls, not been as outspoken on vocal as she could be.
Look at Jason Robertsonâs exclusion from the Olympics roster and the handwringing of hockey podcasters who âdonât get why the coaches made the decisions they made.â Itâs because the foundation of this sport and its success is whiteness and white people feel threatened when people of color succeed so they have to knock them down a peg even to their own detriment because thatâs how much they hate seeing people of color succeed.
Whiteness is the foundation of this sport and racism is so imbedded that parents will scream at their 10 year old to hit a six year old just because theyâre brown and good at hockey
Like Hockey Canada is struggling to recruit and retain players of colors even as Canada gets more diverse because of the racism.
Even the big book about toxic hockey culture in Canada brushes over the racism even though whiteness and the excuses we make for white men ar front and center as to why hockey culture in Canada got to be the way it is.
You cannot address the issues in hockey Canada unless you also address the fact that the reason why it was allowed to get this bad is because of a whiteness and racism.
To add: this is about the whole game changers eco system and the fact that RR tries to tackle NHL Issues in game changers.
You cannot address any problem in hockey without first sitting with the fact that whiteness is centered at every level of this sport.
Concussions, enforcers and mental health issues, abusive coaching, rape culture. All of that in hockey is because of the foundation of centering white people
Iâm paying to force seven thousand strangers to see a photo of my late husband having fun with his dog. Tumblr Blaze is totally worth it. XD
Thank-you to all of my new Internet stranger friends for being so gracious about having my post shoved onto your dashboards. I loved reading all of your kind tags and comments! Both Martin and Bosco have been gone for several years now but for 24 hours, they felt very present in my life. I greatly appreciate this gift. â¤ď¸
Reblog to have your dashboard be visited by the spirit of joy that death can end but not erase.
Thank you to everyone who commented in their tags or messaged me. Indeed, today is âMartin and Bosco Dayâ. I originally whimsically blazed this photo on 13 July 2022. I never expected Martin and Bosco to travel so far and make so many new friends. The experience has been such a gift for me.

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She's being so big and brave.
Oh god Hollander