Thoughts

Day 2

Exam went fine for today. I'm kind of loving the vive I have in my room right now. It's really cold outside. I'll just make coffee and study for a while.

Slow songs, a cup of coffee is all I need rn!

Day 1

I can and I will!

People joke making life partners and their whole life becomes a joke after that.

Everything they say feels like a lie.

The words become mirage as they meet reality, dissapearing in thin air as if they never existed.

Choosing whom to spend rest of my life would never be my own decision, but letting my parents would be worth it.

Men are liars. Haha speaking from experience of 23 years.

My own father was, my brothers are.

They are just there for that fucking one thing while women are struck inn the their turnoil of emotions for the rest of their life.

Could I have been free of emotions I would have made get sentence for their lifetime but my emotional connection wouldn't let my own people fucking suffer.

They wreck up and then expect us to feel nothing.

Isn’ life is hard for everyone? Everyone is having some sort of problem right now and if they dont, they create one.

We think we are alone in this shit but we aren’t instead it is rather opposite as we don’t coverse with a lot of people we never know that they are struggling with some unique set of possiblities pf problems that we can’t even think of in our dreams. That’s funny but true.

Some cater financial problems, some physical, some cater with emotional ones but in the end. We all have our lives disturbed around certain stupid stuff which truly won’t even matter after few years.

Aint that stupid that my mind is always filled with random thoughts like these but i myself actually need this stuff to be in my brain to actually guide me through the dark, I myself am left with lonliness and all sorts of negative thoughts.

Relations getting complicated,

Reality is never cherished,