@titanomakia

Reblog this post and add in the tags

your URL

if you’re a single muse or a multimuse

if they're canon or an OC

from which game they're wrom

your muse’s name

EXAMPLE: scrunklyrpblog, single muse, animal crossing verse, Scrunkly the Mighty

to be added in the list!

NOTE: if you have a multimuse blog, write as many muses as you have; if you’d like, feel free to give your muse a “title” to describe them!

i ask this one thing: let me go mad in my own way.

why are you so in love with things unbearable?

you are not the only one in the world who has stood in the glare of grief.

you make your own pain. why keep wounding yourself?

while life is in me i will not stop this violence.

leave me be, let me go, do not soothe me.

do not breed violence out of violence.

there is something bad here, growing. day and night i watch it. growing.

my mother is where it begins. she and i are at war. our relation is hatred.

if i had the strength i would show how i hate them.

do i not live? badly, i know, but i live.

you bend—you go ahead and lick their boots. it’s not my way.

you won’t listen to reason at all, will you?

you astonish me—do you really believe such gifts will cancel murder?

you think me degenerate? here’s my advice: perfect yourself before you blame others.

why do you live this way?

i am the shape you made me. filth teaches filth.

there is something grotesque in having my own evils save my life.

one day you will say i was right.

i thought i could save you.

why do you stare at me? why are you so sympathetic?

i cannot close my eyes—fear stands over me instead of sleep.

i’m anxious—i’m not sure what lurks in the dark.

let me keep my little life to myself.

i never dreamed that at my death i’d be buried in the place i love best.

why pick at old wounds?

oh come on, relax your principles.

i’ll not be insulted further.

why did you bring me here?

no more riddles.

you haven’t been listening at all have you?

i pray for an easy death: one clean stroke and then—i close my eyes.

what’s the matter? why do you jump back?

i said a lot of things before that sounded nice. i’m not afraid to contradict them now.

whether you praise me or blame me i don’t care.

what poison did you eat or drink to make you so insane?

i have no idea where to turn, everything’s falling apart.

where am i? how did i get here?

i am an impossible burden, aren’t i?

to live or die with you—it comes to the same thing for me anyway. without you what am i?

you’ve got testy in old age. you used to be smarter.

no don’t say my deed was evil. unlucky, sad, disastrous, yes. not evil.

do you think i would choose to live without you?

you won’t kill me?

hey, i’ll miss you when you leave.

i was a boy once, now i’m a kind-of-adult.

i feel it all, i feel everything.

i’m terrified of loving ‘cause i’m terrified of pain.

i was only a kid when i fell and you tossed me aside.

can you still show me the way?

what can i do if the fire goes out?

i’m not leaving tonight.

get that thing out of my face.

i’m not dumb and you people can’t dick me around.

you can rot in your sleep.

i’ll watch as you bleed.

i have come for my shit and i won’t take less than that.

i will love you, but love not the powers you serve.

do not grow complacent and take less than what you deserve.

i’ll always struggle to think of you in a harsh way.

i know that it’s weird but i still see you for the human beneath.

i wish that i was in love with your endless bullshit.

in my blood, some electric holy yearning carries an impulse to get shit-faced on you.

i’m trying, honeybee.

since we’ve been talking, i’m not sure if i believe anything.

when did everything get this weird?

did you ever believe in me?

i deserve better than this.

do not let this thing you got go to waste.

where you go, i’m going, so jump and i’m jumping.

there is no me without you.

no audience could ever want you.

you crave the applause yet hate the attention.

it’s not worth it, ____.

don’t listen, ____.

you asked for my counsel, i gave you my thoughts.

no one asked for your thoughts.

can you hear me, ____? i’m talking to you.

i thought i had a real understanding then of loss, but i didn’t know a thing ‘til you were gone.

i used to wanna be important, now i just wanna be alive.

it’s okay to feel unbelievably lost.

i live hard 'cause i am scared that i won’t mean anything.

you got to persevere.

you want someone to want you for who you are.

look at me and tell me what i already know.

sometimes life sucks, everything is lame.

you give me a good reason to be heartsick again.

it’s no secret that i’ve been losing my way.

it’s not a bad time, time spent with you.

we never have to talk again, whatever, up to you.

i want someone to want me for who i am.

i’m not looking for redemption nor some shallow kind of bliss.

lay me down and kiss me deeply, show me everything i missed.

the heart is a muscle and i wanna make it strong.

i let bad love betray me once and i guess i fear the same results.

i wanna be loved, i wanna be whole again.

i just ask you to be patient if you’ll have me still.

not everything means something, honey.

won’t you fear me tonight?

let’s drink, drink the best wine now.

i will accept you, warts and all.

i’ve forgotten who i was.

you’re only human after all.

our time is short.

let me love with a vengeance.

did i tell you that i spent most of my sister’s wedding stoned?

say yes to grace! say no to spite!

say yes to me! say yes to love!

‘  when i was a kid, whenever i’d feel small or lonely, i’d look up at the stars. wondered if there was life up there.  ‘

‘  tens of thousands of lives were lost.  ‘

‘  this was just the beginning.  ‘

‘  to fight monsters, we created monsters of our own.  ‘

‘  we got really good at it. winning.  ‘

‘  hey, kid. don’t get cocky.  ‘

‘  please, after you. age before beauty.  ‘

‘  you know what i’m thinking.  ‘

‘  worry about yourself, kiddo!  ‘

‘  ___, listen to me!  ‘

‘  suits and ties, flashy smiles. that’s all they are.  ‘

‘  bad news: three guys died yesterday.  ‘

‘  well, orders are orders. what else am i supposed to do?  ‘

‘  took me a while to find you.  ‘

‘  i can’t have anyone else in my head again. i’m done.  ‘

‘  haven’t you heard? the world is coming to an end.  ‘

‘  so where would you rather die? here, or ____?  ‘

‘  oh, no, call me ___. only my mother calls me doctor.  ‘

‘  he was 2,500 tons of awesome. or awful. you know, whatever you wanna call it.  ‘

‘  shut up. i don’t love them, okay? i study them.  ‘

‘  things have changed. we’re not an army anymore, we’re the resistance.  ‘

‘  i didn’t know it was this bad.  ‘

‘  sorry about your brother.  ‘

‘  you haven’t told me what i’m doing here yet.  ‘

‘  numbers do not lie. politics and poetry, promises, these are lies. numbers are as close as we get to the handwriting of god.  ‘

‘  politics and poetry, promises, these are lies.  ‘

‘  and this… is the point where he goes completely crazy.  ‘

‘  fortune favors the brave, dude.  ‘

‘  they won’t give you the equipment, and even if they did, you’d kill yourself.  ‘

‘  she’s one of a kind now.  ‘

‘  i think you’re unpredictable.  ‘

‘  you take risks that endanger yourself and your crew. i don’t think you’re the right man for this mission.  ‘

‘  wow. thank you for your honesty.  ‘

‘  one day, you’re gonna see that in combat you make decisions. and you have to live with the consequences.  ‘

‘  you promised me.  ‘

‘  vengeance is like an open wound.  ‘

‘  to me, you’re dead weight. you slow me down, i’m gonna drop you like a sack of shit.  ‘

‘  i’ve raised him on my own. he’s a smart kid, but i never knew whether to give him a hug or a kick in the ass.  ‘

‘  it’s a dialogue, not a fight.  ‘

‘  better watch it.  ‘

‘  i’m not crazy. you felt it, right?  ‘

‘  this is worth fighting for.  ‘

‘  if you’re listening to this, well, i’m either alive and i’ve proven what i’ve just done works, in which case, ha ha, i won. or i’m dead and i’d like you to know that it’s all your fault. it really is, you know, you drove me to this. in which case, ha, i also won. sort of.  ‘

‘  are you gonna say anything?  ‘

‘  you look good.  ‘

‘  like when you blink your eyes over and over and over again and all you really see are like, frames. it was emotion.  ‘

‘  i’m okay. just let me control it.  ‘

‘  you are a goddamn disgrace. you’re gonna get us all killed.  ‘

‘  why don’t you just do us all a favor and disappear? it’s the only thing you’re good at.  ‘

‘  so, what, you’re grounding us?  ‘

‘  one: don’t you ever touch me again. two: don’t you ever touch me again.  ‘

‘  now, you have no idea who the hell i am or where i’ve come from, and i’m not about to tell you my whole life story.  ‘

‘  you know, you live in someone else’s head for so long… the hardest part to deal with is the silence.  ‘

‘  well, that’s classified. so i couldn’t tell you. even if i wanted to. but it is pretty cool, so i might tell you. i’m gonna tell you.  ‘

‘  jesus, we can’t just sit here and watch them die.  ‘

‘  let me in, i’m a doctor!  ‘

‘  we have a choice here. we either sit and wait, or we take these flare guns and do something really stupid.  ‘

‘  as harsh as it sounds, there is no time to celebrate. we lost people. no time to grieve.  ‘

‘  how sick are you? and why didn’t you tell me?  ‘

‘  i haven’t exactly had a very good day, okay?  ‘

‘  we’re gonna own this bad boy!  ‘

‘  by jove, we are going to own this thing for sure!  ‘

‘  today, at the edge of our hope, at the end of our time, we have chosen not only to believe in ourselves, but in each other.  ‘

‘  today we are canceling the apocalypse!  ‘

‘  as for you, well, you’re easy. you’re an egotistical jerk with daddy issues. a simple puzzle i solved on day one.  ‘

‘  i just don’t want to regret all the things that i never said out loud.  ‘

‘  well, my father always said, if you have the shot, you take it. so let’s do this.  ‘

‘  all i have to do is fall. anyone can fall.  ‘

‘  i can’t find his pulse. i don’t think he’s breathing.  ‘

‘  no. don’t go. please.  ‘

‘  you’re squeezing me too tight. i couldn’t breathe.  ‘