kohama village arsonist

(yes, a very late post)

seeing dean lewis live with my friends and absolutely sobbingggg; the many hugs at the concert

space conference + THAT whole experience = proof that I accidentally built a life worthy of being immortalised in someone's series xddd

lotr marathons with the girlies; true fellowship but with snacks, crying, and questionable sleep schedules xdd

career goals actually career-goaling: interviews with the fucking mpia and getting into a super competitive summer research program. who let me cook this well bro sksjskjs

"he said he’s busy and bad at texting" My friend: so are you. you have a life. fuck him. liberation unlocked because if someone wants to act like a fucking child, they are welcome to do so but you ain't welcome to sit and take it <3

8th March flowers with the girlies. soft girls with sharp minds and petals everywhere <3

chill days with the bro making future property plans like Yeah in 20 yrs we’ll own land and take our families on holidays because stability aint gonna manifest itself

interpreting at a conference and then getting contacted by the biggest journalist/news agency in my country like Surprise bitch, you now have an article with us :))

friends going to zurich, cambridge, paris, singapore doing insane MSc and PhDs with full mad-scientist vibes; the gc's basically a nobel prize waiting room xdd

finished the entire first proper draft of my book. the whole book. made a universe and then closed the document. edit + publishers next year?? insane sentence to write 🥺

getting everyone absolutely hooked on my fav gothic show & watching their faces when a threesome appears on screen xdd cuz art is meant to disturb baby <3

staying at my friend’s house and her mum handing me genesis to read because oh my god does this woman have taste. proceeded to have the deepest, most intimate conversations about life, love, and being human

late night in a berlin riverside bar with ducks and beers while the table next to us spilled the hottest sex tea imaginable xdd not kinky enough but still fascinating

my pt pulling through with her own grant money to fund my project cuz women in stem are literally holding up the world

reading and music on the shores of oslo, islands in the distance, feet in the ocean. The most peace I’ve ever felt in my life was on that shore.

meeting the best dudes on the train from bergen and talking nonstop for 7 fucking hours cuz we are all yappers. or that's just what happens when you get a physicist + cyber security dude + mechanic in one place = elite carriage content xdd

making connections with solo travellers: canadian granny climbing norwegian peaks for her 80th birthday. czech corporate girlboss who added me to her whatsapp empire when I said "rocket scientist" lol linkedin could never xddd

driving my friends up to the observatory every morning

watching the social funeral of certain people because if there is one thing I have, in fact, learned throughout the last 5yrs, it is that the world looks out for me genuinely

moving into the cutest little house by the river with cutest ducks everywhere. paddleboarding and kayaking every day after work with the others

"why isn’t your mother dead?"

"this Barbie’s job is accelerators 💅"

"I have two fingers. That's a fact" xdd how did harut manage to lose 40 cigarettes and smoke 500 in 2 months

visiting friends all over Europe + seeing salvador dalí in person finally and omg they are gorgeous

my friend’s parents taking us to cocktail bars for her dad’s birthday because they are the coolest

pre-techno mochi rituals, my beloved. sacred.

explaining to my ukrainian friend what an orgy is as she nearly joined one by accident xdd

fish market at 5am => friend gets shot in the face with a bb gun => hospital => other friend lost their passport => still laughing cuz we somehow made our train on time xdd train experience #2 of the year LOL

"iT iS tHuMbS dOwN"

prague. all of it. thrd year in a row making core memories on the vltava. swear i belonged to this city in a past life or something sjsjsn

karaoke with my slavic friends. first time i ever felt truly me in front of people. first time i felt truly seen and appreciated, and not just the "useful" and "nice" me. belted amy winehouse with my slavic friends and some cabaret classics <3 night before my huge snr presentation in front of the whole institute. aced it and my friends slayed btw 😎

getting absolutely soaked and jumping in the river with everyone. no bar can compete with that last night babezz that was amazing

mountains, people, hospitality, the balkans hit different. didn’t know how much I missed it until i was there among the lands that have fed and nursed my ancestors.

absolute chaos on the train, got a marriage proposal, somehow the best company of the whole ride. true balkanism. train experience #3 of the year.

last halloween with everyone. time really be rude.

my brother in the hippocratic oath. if over-the-counter analgesics were sufficient, I would not be sitting here cataloguing my organs to you like a victorian naturalist documenting a cursed specimen. i admire the optimism. truly. i swear if paracetamol could defeat a systemic inflammatory disease, the nhs would simply issue it with a fucking cape

asked for a gyno referral. got one for an orthopaedic leg specialist. because why not lmao because as we all know, pelvic pain is famously stored in the femur :)))))

am absolutely fascinated academically by the way the system will bend itself into increasingly abstract shapes to avoid offering effective pain management. opioids? dangerous. hormonal treatments? let’s not rush. specialist referral? perhaps later. but paracetamol, nOW WE ARE TALKING paracetamol is eternal. paracetamol is hope. paracetamol, paracetamol, everyone asks for the fucking paracetamol. paracetamol apparently is meant to outwit a disease that infiltrates organs and rewrites pain pathways :))))

I get to drive us girlies through the hills like some caffeinated chauffeur of fate, we get the free coffee and roll up to this building that feels halfway between a university and a spaceship, and then spend the day like. actually Doing Science. like wdymmm we are cool scientists now o.o