a half empty girl

Be it her frustration with trying to vocalize the nuances and differences between her experience of same gender attraction and her attraction to men…(or the social pressure NOT to vocalize this because bi women are seen as inauthentic if we have varied experiences of attraction instead of equal, etc).

Or how her experience of biphobia/homophobia is innately and irrevocably knotted up with misogyny in many painful ways and is suffered in her most intimate of relationships…

Or how her attraction to men isn’t always positive or a blessing but can be confusing and highly unwanted, making her question how much her experience of attraction is informed by internalized homophobia and compulsory heterosexuality.

me reading that shit at 15:

i’m not totally sure what is happening in the rap world but kanye went on a long and really unhinged twitter rant where he accused drake of threatening to kill his family or something and it was super one-sided and equally scary/unnerving/a lil funny to watch. ariana and miley were dropping songs that night and ariana tweeted this:

and then kanye tweeted these things this morning as he was simultaneously tweeting things like “i have no more handlers only fear god” and “we should stop looking at my tweets as rants and more like ministry”

so ariana responded with:

and then someone said something about how she shouldn’t have apologized and she said:

and then just for fun and because things weren’t fucked up enough already, pete chose to chime in (and bring in the notes app) by posting this and basically accusing ariana of shaming kanye for his mental health, despite the fact that he did a whole segment on snl about how kanye needs to go back on meds