mindless little lee

on a similar note, i would like to get better at being more dominant in certain situations but i think i will always love getting teased/provoked by lees because yes i do wanna tickle you REALLY BAD and I WILL i just might be losing my mind when i’m doing it. and i know by you doing that to me that you want to get tickled and it makes me even more flustered.

not to bring switchy stuff into it too much but revenge is my thing i love revenge on both sides in the forms of tickling and teasing. so provoking and teasing me to get what you want, im weak. tease me, get revenge on me for being so mean before. ill get revenge on you back for teasing me like that. we’ll be in this cycle forever. i want to tease you back i want to know what teases get you the most, which ones like the most, and which ones you really HATE love.

i also love lees that whine or squeal or anything like that. i love laughs so much but if you are also whining, complaining, begging, squealing, or moaning i’m obsessed hfhfhdjsjs.

ok ok ok and i love lees that are shy you’re so cute pls don’t be shy STOP HIDING YOUR FACE ill tickle you more about it… when they’re shy but still show that they love it as best as they can… when they try to tease or provoke me even though it makes them flustered it definitely gets them the tickles they want.

on the other end bratty lees. go crazy with the teasing and provoking and bratting i love it and i will get you good

and and i love lees that are clear about their boundaries and communications. one of my biggest personal struggles with being ler and/or dominant is tied to guilt and ocd. tons more to say about that i wont elaborate for now but. open communication about anything and everything before & after sessions isn’t only important for lees it’s something that i value a lot to be able to feel comfortable being a ler too!

YOU SHOULD'VE BEEN A SWITCH, YOU SHOULD'VE BEEN A SWITCH, YOU SHOULD'VE BEEN A SWITCH BLAAAAAAAAAADE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

edit: nvm I'm liveblogging it after all

he also gives him a kissy on his dick lmao, so that 3 kisses total I guess hahaha

Also he looks so so so so so very cute in his room 2, I think a bunch of the other characters would absolutely love this view (Dandan~).

Everything can be about bladerin if you are deluded enough

The cutest, sorry, no contest, no one does it like him. I want everyone else to pass him around 😩 Blade pls. take it up the ass at least once.

Anyway unto the rest

Is anyone reading this, do you need context? Blade is catsitting an essence cat and while he and Eiden mess around they accidentally knock off the cat's carrier and it escapes (the cat's name is Iddy, but in jp it sounds like Edo, which the writers want to convince me sounds like Eito even though there's literally a character who Blade calls Edo Edo and who also stars in the same event lmaoooo). Anyway, Blade and Eiden chase after the cat.

This isn't your ssr what are you doing here (from the time before the game banished all the romantic interests from each other's "routes" I guess, because they also appear in Idol Blade's rooms..But I'm curious, does Blade appear in anyone else's rooms??)

What are you doing here?? #2 Also lmaoooo Yakumo can understand animals? I feel like it doesn't come up often enough lol

Also while they are chasing Iddy Blade is getting more and more worried and frantic and Eiden notices this lol On the one side I still find it cowardly that the characters are only allowed to express jealousy over npcs and faceless characters instead of each other, on the other hand there's a special level of pathetic over get jealous of a cat lmaooo. But really, since they acknowledged this I would like to see Blade taking care of someone else... :m... like a black panther...

What are you doing here?? #3 lol this is another thing I wish they would bring up again because it's so funny but specially if Rin gets added and starts sneaking around at night.

Aster put some "security" vine monsters outside that trap intruders. I want to see Rin trapped by one lol.

Continued reading room 4 and I'm.gushing so.much, I don't remember these rooms being so cute? was I just too bitter back then?? 😆😆 they are so cute tho!!!

Ohh to be a little kitten and get a kiss on the nose by Blade. Iddi eats essence so Blade was trying to help him replenish it.

Iddy still seems a bit put off and exhausted and in shock from getting attacked by the vine monster, so Blade puts on lipstick on to remind Iddy of his owner Blade's maid friend and Iddy lets him continue replenishing his essence.

I also didn't remember there's a small flashback to Eiden's childhood here, where he nurses a cat and the cat scratches him. He's a little upset about it and the director explains to him that he should do nice things for the sake of doing them and not to get a reward. He also gushes about baby Eiden being a little brat feeding a kitty lol.

After Blade is done he lays a sleepy Iddy back in his carrier and Eiden approaches him and gives him a kiss

SO HE DOES INITIATE SOMETIMES, I'M SORRY MISTER EIDEN I HORGOT I HORGOT. I'll forgive a couple more of your crimes.

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"But I still want to hear you say it" hehehehehehehehhehehe I love it when he says that

hehehehehehehehjzhdkHdmzhdksjzhsnznzn seriously how did I forget this was all so cute, did I just read it at a bad time??

More kissies huehuehueheu

Room 5

ahahahha.... ah damn....hahah I must have.... the worst fucking memory ever, holy crap. oh.my gosh...

There's a ton of kisses, this whole room is kisses, I'm sorry mr. Eiden #2 lmaoo I was wrong, you can continue getting your ass eaten, sorry sorry ahahahah

I like that for a second Eiden's brain shuts down and he starts thinking with the same Blade-like logic lmaoo like cmon man. Also holy shit the jealousy with the damn cat.

He.does ask for kissies I'M SO SORRY MR. EIDEN #3

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I'MSO SO SORRY MR. EIDEN #4 I'M SO SO SO SO SORRY I'M SO SORYY OMG dhhshshshshshshssn

I am in literal tears from laughter at myself. As early as Blade's 2nd event, Eiden had already told him he liked him. HOW DID I FORGET THIS? Did I read it with my eyes closed?? WHAT HAPPENED??? LMAOOOOOO I've been living with so much bitterness at this moth- mr..Eidenmdhhdhshznznnnnsnzzn I'm sorry I take it all back, you are the best viva el bladeei ahhahahahahahah ahahahah

ah did I not screenshot the other? Blade tells him first that he likes darling the most

also some important Blade musings

Yes, cherish yourself baby

ahahah I wonder what it is lol he even said it's not about the fact that Iddy's not human lol (I'm assuming it's just a deeper type of affection but yeah lol the way they leave it like it's so mysterious what the difference between Eiden and a cat is lolol).

Dang son, I also forgot Blade also has kept secrets from Eiden but it's sweet how accepting he is of it (but then it.feels like an innocent secret,.I wonder if there's any serious ones and how Eiden might react at those).

Blade answers that he will.

Maybe I was a little upset when I first read it because it felt like Eiden was babying and looking down on Blade a little too much, I had a different impression of Blade when I first got into the game and was surprised the characters and the narrative itself infantilized him so much. But I can see it with a different mindset now and I found the whole story very heartwarming, specially considering it is very early into the story and Blade hasn't been living there for long. It also helps that it points out that yes, Blade reads a lot but it's different to put that knowledge into practice and he does put effort in these rooms to put himself in other's shoes and also notices that Eiden was feeling lonely from watchng Blade caring for Iddy (lmao). That said it is more noticeable recently that Blade has grown and he does try to understand how others are feeling so there is certainly growth.