KNIGHT / BORN *

█ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ Is ... Is this some sort of interrogation? It sure felt like it was. Izumi had drive and seemed to be a bit accusatory, or maybe that was Tsukasa simply misreading the mood as he spoke. While Tsukasa understood his questions and his want to know if Tsukasa loved Leo deeply, But ... was it really his business, let alone his place to be questioning such a thing? Leo was the one to ask tsukasa to date him, to initiate everything ... Tsukasa was far too shy and timid but he could say there was a bit of a sting with Izumi asking these questions like this, Though he’ll try not to take it to heart since he knows it’s from a good place and Izumi wasn’t one to ever mean to be hurtful, he was just upfront and didn’t sugar coat anything. 

           ❛ Sena-senpai, With all due [respect] ... is it really something you should be sticking your nose into? ❜

█ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ Maybe that was a little rude to say, but it was how Tsukasa thought. He was raised to keep his private life just that, Private. In koi he was a little bit more open but that was also thanks to Leo rarely hiding anything. Tsukasa had tried to be subtle about their relationship but Leo was touchy and clingy and very open so keeping it hidden lasted all of five seconds. He loves Leo from the bottom of his heart, he has for a long time. Perhaps a part of him did lack the determination, prior to this, to pursue Leo since tsukasa didn’t have confidence in his skills to love him in a way that was enough for the composer, but holding himself back from the happiness that he could have because of some shortcomings he didn’t even know truly existed wasn’t fair to himself or to Leo once he made his feelings clear to him.

█ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ He took a deep breath, purple eyes meeting blue as Tsukasa tried to think of a good way to answer his questions. 

          ❛ Sena-senpai is rather [accusatory] right now ... If I’ve done something wrong that upset you, It’d be better to say it rather then let it fuel into the questions of mine and Leo’s [relationship]... ❜ He sighed softly as he finally broke eye contact with the older man. Maybe he shouldn’t say what he is saying, he knows Izumis coming from a good place but Tsukasa really didn’t like to be interrogated. He got it enough from his parents and he was finally off their leash so he felt a bit attacked right now, It was misplaced really. ❛ Since you asked... I love Leo a lot, Perhaps it was [obvious] to everyone else ... I don’t know how well I am at hiding such things since I’ve never experienced it before. To answer your first question, [Everything]. Everything about Leo interests me, everything about him is [precious] to me, I want to help him as best as I can and support him through everything. I’m not blind, Sena-senpai. I can see cracks and knicks in his persona, I know [something] deeper is lurking that he has hidden inside of him, and no matter what it is, when the time comes... I would support him, show him [kindness and compassion] and listen to anything he says or stay by his side if that’s simply what he wants. ❜

█ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ He was having a hard time structuring his words. He was always viewed as the baby of Knights, as someone they babied a bit but he has grown and they all accepted him as their new king, So he hopes that Izumi can have a bit more faith in him to act like a grown-up and be able to love Leo to the fullest, even if there was still hesitation, though all that hesitation was purely on Tsukasa and it wasn’t linked to anything related to Leo or Knights as a whole. It was all just his home life that worried and scared him, but for now, he didn’t need to worry about it. He could just be happy in Koi, So he hopes that Izumi can lighten up a bit on him.

█ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ It tickled. That’s how it felt as a hand brushed the hair away from his face, causing his eyes to slightly flutter open softly. A soft groan escaping him as he shifted, rolling onto his back as he stretched his arms above his head and stretched out his whole body. He doesn’t know what time it is but it’s warm under the covers, So he quickly stuck his arms back under, rolling back onto his side and directly into Leo’s chest. Making himself cozy as he closed his eyes again. He nuzzled against his hand when he felt a thumb swipe against his cheek, listening to Leo talk about how it’s a new day and he’s spending it with him. It made his heart race a little, waking him up more because of the embarrassment and blood rushing to his cheeks to show his embarrassment. 

            ❛ Mmm...It’s warm here, Let’s stay [together] a bit longer, okay? ❜

█ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ He asked curiously, nuzzled under his chin like a cat would. He burrowed himself as deep under the covers as he could. Curling up like a cat would. In a little ball and angled himself so he could still stay close to Leo. He was comfortable and very pleased to be like this with him.It was warm, cozy, and peaceful. Of course, he shouldn’t ruin the schedule he has had for years that his parents practically ingrained in him. So after another minute over he uncurled himself, whining a bit as he truly didn’t want to get up, but the longer he laid there the more guilty he felt for no other reason then the words of his mother echoing in his head. She wasn’t even here yet he could hear her voice so clearly telling him to wake up or he was wasting his life away. Ugh, what an annoyance... Even in a different world, she was hounding him.

█ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ A kiss was quickly placed on Leo’s cheek, Tsukasa smiling softly to make himself feel better. He’ll just forget about his mother now. Instead, he can focus happily on his boyfriend who looked very cute in the morning, even if he looked a bit like a mess. They’ll just have to do his hair later and get proper clothing on, but breakfast sounded now.

Gifted boundless energy and been living a happy life for the past few months, it’s easy for him to spring back up. He wanted to make an impact on Tsukasa, show him that these sorts of things were okay, that he didn’t have to be fearful for expressing them or worry over what he would think. When the other closes his eyes and hiccups, he keeps the warm smile on his face and continues to delicately rub at his face, showing a gentleness that was okay for the other to indulge in. He probably rarely gets treated like this with how upset he was. It reminds him of times with his mother when he ever got upset like this, she would be there to comfort him. Unfortunately, Tsukasa didn’t have that luxury, did he? Well, no matter. Leo would provide that for him, just like he was in this very moment.

As he has been during this whole experience, Leo remains patient, watching carefully as Tsukasa tries to compose himself again. He would stay by your side literally and figuratively, Tsukasa. He would go to the ends of the earth and back for you. He’ll even throw himself in front of something if he had to. If anything made him upset, he’d fight it until Tsukasa felt safe once more. His eyes would capture the glance of Tsukasa’s, expression soft as he stared at him, loving gaze and nothing more than that. It was at this moment that he caught the other’s smile and what a blessing it was! Heavensent, a small smile just for him at this moment. He was greatful to see such a thing, even if it was insignificant compared to everything else. Not just a smile, but a laugh too! Oh, how Tsukasa’s laugh sounded like a beautifully plucked harp. He committed these sounds, these visuals and emotions to memory— he was going to use all of these things and make a masterpiece later.

“Let yourself be infected by my smiles, wahaha! Laugh! Laugh until the heavens above! Let the angels see your smile and hear your laugh, they would be envious of what beauty you’ve been blessed with, Tsukasa.” As the other moved by his side, hand taken by hand, he closed his eyes to widen the strength of his grin. Leo didn’t mind that he was nervous, he understood that such a thing like this could make anyone a ball of nerves. Squeezing his hand back, his thumb would run across the exposed part of his hand, glad to be able to do such actions freely. All of this really was a relief.

“Aah?!~ Of course it’s alright! I would have asked the same thing. I wanna spend more time with Tsukasa~♪ …—” He pauses for a moment, grin widening as he seems to get more jubiliant. “Tsukasa, my boyfriend ♪, I can call you that right? Too soon? If so that’s okay— Let’s go! My house, we can get snacks on the way and curl up. Be all nice and cosy! Wahahaha~”

Standing up suddenly, he pulls up Tsukasa with him. He’s so excited he’s getting spontaneous again, right to the point that he’s even now lifting up the redhead and carrying him on his back, piggyback style. He seems strong enough to hold him up for now. Turning his head, he looks back to Tsukasa, smiling brightly as he made his way towards the door, already hasty to get out of the apartment and possibly even show off to his roommate that he gained the confidence to finally confess to the boy he loved; even if it was obvious between the two of them when Tsukasa would come over.

“I want to make you happy~♪ So let’s get some sweets and gummies~♪” An impromptu song, he was never good with lyrics, but he didn’t need to be good to express how joyful this moment was making him.

█ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ Seeing Leo so Jubilant, almost like sunshine... It made his heart race more. Under different circumstances, Tsukasa is sure this wouldn’t have gone so smoothly. He has a lot of doubts and his family controls him endlessly but here ... Here it’s okay, right? No one is going to stop them so he can happily say “I love you” and hold his hand, hug him, sleep together, they can do anything and no one will be able to stop them from simply being happy. Maybe that’s why he was relaxing into this quickly. The fear can only bother him so much before he is able to reason away that his parents aren’t here! They can’t do anything! He is free to do what he wants, to be happy. 

█ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ Once the words “Boyfriend” pass Leo’s lips, Tsukasa face heats up. Ah, that is what they would call each other, isn’t it? Boyfriends ... He likes it. It makes him happy to be called Leo’s boyfriend.

          ❛ That’s fine, Leo-san, You can call me [anythin] -- L-Leo-san ! ❜

█ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ A yelp and calling out Leo’s name as he was suddenly lifted up and put onto the others back. Tsukasa was, admittedly, shocked over such a thing. Leo wasn’t this strong last he remembered, so he must have gotten some of his strength back while he was here. While that’s a nice thought and all, this is still incredibly embarrassing. His face warmed up quickly and his wrapped his arms around the older boy, burying his face in his hoodie to avoid making eye contact with anyone as Leo happily dragged him to the store to get supplies and sweets. He was happy, but he could already tell he was going to end up embarrassed a lot.

█ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ The impromptu song that Leo was singing was cute. It made him smile a small smile while he kept most of his face buried, only having it so his eyes can see what is ahead of them, just in case Leo got distracted and didn’t notice something in front of them, after all... He was still quite the airhead and he didn’t want Leo accidentally walking into moving traffic or something of that nature. Maybe he should give him a bit more credit, since he does have tsukasa on his back, but he can’t help but worry just a little. He can be an air-head at even the best of times so it’s best to be vigilant. 

         ❛ ~ ♪ Leo-san’s voice is always nice, even if his lyrics are a bit [silly]. ❜

After saying all those words, he had taken a knee, kneeling down before Tsukasa, to show this person he viewed as his King that he would forever be his loyal Knight.  Perhaps a bit over the top and alluding to a proposal rather than asking Tsukasa out, but he just wanted to show the boy how special he was to him. The things he said prior didn’t offend him in the slightest. No, it was just the frustration of not being able to convey feelings until now!

His own stomach was in knots too, anxieties and fears, wondering if this was the right choice to make, if he had made it too soon or hell— even been misunderstanding the situation from the very beginning. He never thought of that until now. What if Tsukasa didn’t feel the same way he did? What if Leo was just getting ahead of himself and now he’s ‘pressured’ the other into a situation where he has to pick between how he wants to go about this? Stupid. His heart feels heavy, the more time of an answer being unspoken makes him more unnerved, head slowly tilting back up to look at him. 

He wouldn’t dream of ever hurting someone like this, there was no games or gimmicks in this situation. To hurt someone, especially when it evolved feelings like love (of any kind)? Hell no, he absolutely refused. Sure, he’s played things off or given vague answers but he would never do something that would intentionally hurt another. Leo could see the fear, he could sense that fearful aura around him like something was going to go wrong. The tears alone were indication enough that he was struggling with this. As much as he would like to give Tsukasa some space to pull himself together, he doesn’t want to leave the younger idol alone right now. The poor boy was crying, something like this was a really big deal to him, more so than Leo was expecting. He expected a lot of confusion, maybe a bit of crying but this almost seemed like they were going to part ways for the rest of their life.

Yet despite that, he saw the signs that Tsukasa was trying to get an answer out, that singular breath of trying to calm himself down gave Leo’s anxieties over this a bit of relief. He would watch carefully as the other crumbled before eventually wrapping his arms around him tightly. Tsukasa hasn’t spoken like this around him, nor cried like this either. He was always trying to be so strong, so naturally, Leo wrapped his arms around the other and patted his back. “Shh, shh. It’s okay. Take all the time you need, I’m not going anywhere unless you want me to.” The ginger continued to rub comforting circles into the other’s back, head tilting to make the embrace what he assumed would be more comforting. 

The redhead seems to finally calm down enough to form words, Leo smiles at him reassuringly, now taking his hands and giving them a squeeze. Tsukasa doesn’t seem to pull away, in fact, he squeezes back! Green eyes would now watch him— he’s trying not to stare, he knows that puts more pressure and adds more to the nervous feelings, so he looks down every so often to make it feel like he’s not on display, reminding the other that it’s just the two of them here and that no one else currently matters.

‘I love Leo-san’ 

Those words alone felt like all of his worries, all of his fears and anything else he was afraid of just fly away like a bunch of white doves. Freed from their cages and away to the skies without a second thought. His heart pounds, a sparkling feeling which could only be likened to fireworks burns within his body, shining and bright, myriad of colours which ended in a loud explosion.

Even if his speech got slurred, even if Tsukasa was an emotional mess right now, Leo heard every word as clear as a ringing bell. He doesn’t hesitate to envelop the other into another tight hug, head resting in the crook of his neck. One arm wrapped around his midsection, the other snaked around to hold what he could of his shoulders and head; right hand stroking comforting motions through his soft ruby-coloured hair. He’s entirely silent for a moment before the slightest puff of a giggle, soon bursting into a proper laugh. It’s airy, joyful and conveying the sort of feel like when spring rolls around. It’s refreshing, new, revitalized. A blooming feeling of something new and rarely ever expressed like this.

“I’m happy! I’m so happy to hear that! Wahahaha! This feeling— ah, it’s so great! I haven’t experienced this kind of happiness before. Can’t you feel it too, Tsukasa? I love you! I love you, I love Tsukasa so much! I won’t ever leave his side. I’ll always stay with you. So, please try and stop crying, Tsukasa.” He pulls away, moving his hands to wipe the tears away from Tsukasa’s cheeks, offering affection rubs just underneath his eyes. Green eyes were gleaming with a new form of life, a new form of happiness. Love. Love for Tsukasa Suou. 

His hand brushes back the other’s fringe, placing a kiss onto his forehead before resting against him. His arms slide down his sides, taking his hands once more and raising them up to give a squeeze. His smile shows no signs of dimming, voice speaking in a much softer tone now. 

“To stay by your side, it’s all I could ever want, Tsukasa. I want to make you happy, so let’s smile together.”

█ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ Leo had this quality to him, that no matter what he could almost bounce back and be the happiest person alive in a matter of seconds. It seems that quality really shined through here. Despite Tsukasa’s tears and his apologies and fear, Leo showed him happiness and assurance. Tsukasa could feel his heart race more and the knots in his stomach come undone, though he could feel butterflies fluttering about as he listened to Leo’s ramblings. He closed his eyes as he felt thumbs wipe away his tears, a few little hiccups still coming out of him. He truly felt like a child right now but it was warm, he felt protected and comforted. He was happy even if he was still overwhelmed with a lot of feelings he hadn’t expected to surface like this.

█ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ He wants to be able to smile for Leo, to laugh and be happy but he is still scared. Fear still grips at his heart and making it hard for him to be totally sure at this moment. He is sure he loves Leo, he has known that for a while. His heart races around him, his face heats up, he always wanted to be around him and stay by his side, but the idea of losing him, being separated from him. It scared him. Taking a deep breath to try to steady himself more as he sniffles softly. Okay ... It’s okay. Right now, nothing can take Leo away from him ... Everything will be fine and he can stay by his side as long as he wants, right? That won’t bother Leo, would it? Well, he already said he wants to stay by his side but that’s more figuratively, but he is sure Leo won’t mind if Tsukasa literally stays by his side for the rest of the day and through the night.

█ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ Leo’s happiness was very cute though, it did make him happy. He could feel it swelling up inside him despite the fear and crying. He wasn’t sad as much as he was scared so once he was able to breathe a bit more, he was able to stop the crying for the most part. He just hopes he’s got it all out of him now. He looks back to him, Purple eyes meeting green. Leo was full of love and life and it made his face warm up again. Ah, he truly does love him. He can tell just by this moment alone, Leo’s full of nothing but love and happiness. Tsukasa can’t help but finally smile, a small smile but a smile nonetheless, a small laugh passing his lips as he closed his eyes from it. 

           ❛ Leo-san’s happiness is contagious, I can’t help but smile. ❜ It was simple but he is sure the words would assure Leo and make him happy to see him smile and laugh, even if it was small. Tsukasa took one of Leo’s hands into his own, giving it a small squeeze as he got closer to him, truly staying right by his side. He was still a little nervous, but he’ll get through it. He is strong and he has Leo, So nothing will stop him from being happy. He deserves this, he deserves happiness and security with someone he loves and cherishes and that loves and cherishes him back. 

█ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ Now would be a good time to ask though ... If he was allowed to stay with Leo for the night. It wouldn’t be inappropriate, would it? They have already stayed together overnight many times so he is sure it wouldn’t be any different now... Maybe they could even get some snacks together at the stores before heading back. Of course, Tsukasa didn’t want to disturb Leo’s roommate, but he seemed very nice so hopefully he wouldn’t mind just one night ... (Even though Tsukasa has came over many times in the middle of the knight, gotten caught by him while doing it and all he did was poke a bit of fun at him for it but otherwise never cared)

█ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ Ah, had he upset Leo with his words? It wouldn’t be the first time he has accidentally hurt someone because he is rude without intending to be. His parents often said things in a tactless manner so he picked it up over manner years, So he was unlearning it with time. While he had gotten better, he still often said rude things on accident and would apologize afterward if he was told it was rude. Though Leo’s words left him perplexed before his cheeks were grabbed, causing him to let out a small confused noise, about to ask Leo was on earth he was doing, but before he could even open his mouth lips were pressed against his own firmly, a muffled squeak coming out of him as his eyes went wide with confusion, What was Leo thinking right now?!

█ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ Those few seconds felt like forever to Tsukasa. His heart was racing, his cheeks hot and his stomach in knots. He felt like he was going to be sick from the feeling and he felt a stinging in his eyes. He was going to snap at Leo any moment for teasing him so cruelly. What sort of knight or king messes with someone's feelings like this! He doesn’t know why Leo would do such a thing to him, but even when he tried to say something, Leo spoke first. Saying his first name and Tsukasa finally processed a bit more of how Leo looked. Just as flushed as he was, and he seemed to be equally as frustrated as Tsukasa was feeling. What was he talking about ...? Make his feelings clear? Was he not teasing him? What is going on?

█ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ A lump formed in Tsukasa’s throat as Leo spoke, getting down on one Knee as if this was some sort of proposal. He didn’t know what to think but he listened carefully, inspecting every word, listening to the tone, his actions, everything. He needed to make sure this wasn’t an incredibly cruel joke but ... He knew Leo would never do such a thing but the fear still lurked there. Tsukasa didn’t believe he could have such nice things, after all, every time he had something he loved his parents somehow snatched it away from him without remorse and no matter how much he would cry and beg and promise, they wouldn’t give it back, So there was a nagging fear that he could never truly have anything if he loved it. So having Leo proclaim his love to him, saying he wants to stay by his side no matter what, no matter his own emotions... It made Tsukasa a little bit scared.

█ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ He knew in this world that his parents couldn’t somehow rip them apart, but what about when they ended up home again ...? Would they even end up home again? Now he is just thinking too much, he needs to focus on the thing at hand. His over thinking had caused tears to start streaming down his face though as his face was completely flushed. God, that didn’t look like a good reaction and the last thing he wanted to do was make Leo think that he hated him. he quickly wiped his face with the back of his own hands to try to hide the fact he was crying now. Okay, Just breathe Suou Tsukasa, breathe... (Okay it wasn’t working, he was pretty worked up)

            ❛ T-Tsukasa is s-shorry !! ❜ Oh, gods above. He wants to die. He can’t even talk properly now! How embarrassing, how undignified... He just hopes Leo will forget he ever heard him speak this way. A small hiccup passes him  ❛ Sho--Sorry ❜ Another sorry as he tries to sort himself out. He was forcing himself to calm down now so he could just answer. He wanted to stop feeling this overwhelming feeling. He can’t get his feelings across like this so to avoid some misunderstanding sprouting he is just gonna grab Leo and hug him close to him. Hiding his face in his shoulder as he tries to calm down. It’ll only take him a minute or two, he just needs something stable to hold onto and something that comforts him which Leo is both. ❛ M-mm... O-Okay ... ❜ He pulls back now, a little be calmer and grabs Leo’s hands which he doesn’t oppose too at all, even giving him a reassuring squeeze back. 

█ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ Ah, thank goodness. He wasn’t teasing him at all about his candy habits. Tsukasa sparkles happily as he pops one into his mouth, his cheeks heating up once more as he smiles over the candy. How yummy! It was sweet and sugary, he could tell it was cheap to but that’s okay, even if it was cheap it was very yummy and he was quiet happy. He was about to pop another one into his mouth when Leo asked him a question, causing him to tilt his head to the side slightly as he looks perplexed. What kind of question is that? He could just look up to the sky and he would know that it’s blue. Is this some sort of trick question, a joke maybe? Tsukasa was feeling self-conscious again as he overthought this question.

             ❛ What do you mean Leo-san – ❜

█ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ His question wasn’t fully complete before he felt a piece of candy pushed into his mouth by the other boy. His eyes going wide as his heart started to thump quickly in his chest. Such action shouldn’t have made his heart race but it did. His face heated up in a very warm manner, cheeks turning red as his stomach turns to knots, and Leo went right back to acting like it didn’t even happen! Tsukasa didn’t know what to think or what to do! He was embarrassed, embarrassed to the point he almost felt tears in the corner of his eyes. He felt like he really was being teased, so he just took a deep breath and shoved more candy in his mouth to avoid any further embarrassment. He didn’t understand at all what Leo was doing and it was just a little bit frustrating!

             ❛ Hm? ❜

█ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ Tsukasa turns to the former leader of knights, tilting his head to the side. He seems like he is up to something with the giggle and the very obvious smirk on his face which made Tsukasa’s face twist to concern for a moment. He was expecting some sort of prank or something disgusting shoved at him like a child, Though he was wrong. In the hand of the other was a bag of candy, specifically konpeito. Tsukasa’s face brightens, cheeks dusting a soft pink color as his eyes get a sparkle. Ah, how childish! He was so embarrassed to get so excited over candy but he couldn’t help it. He loves sweet things so much and Leo was even offering him some! He hesitantly reached his hand towards the back of candy, even if it was cheap he didn’t care! Cheap candy was still as good …

█ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ He … he is nervous that he is gonna get teased by Leo for this. A small self-conscious look on his face as he looked at Leo, The look clearly reading that he wanted some but he felt like he was going to be teased. He hopes that Leo won’t tease him.

Even if they were just going to a place that Leo had in mind, there was still something exhilarating of taking Tsukasa by the hand and dragging him to a location he wasn’t familiar with. Letting out a happy laugh, he lessens the tugging on the other’s arm since he agreed to join him. The streets begin to merge, carefully weaving through people as they passed into the Cappucino District. 

“Yes! We’re going to Twist n’ Slide! I wanna take you rollerskating, it’ll be fun! I promise I’ll hold your hands and help you skate~”

      ❛ Roller skating ...? I’ve never done such a thing, Leo-san ❜ the honest truth ... The closest was Ice-skating which they had done together but Tsukasa was still nervous. He imagined they were still pretty different and he didn’t want to fall and make a total fool of himself, or even worse ... end up actually hurting himself by falling. He is sure that won’t happen but that still doesn’t stop him from being scared about it. Leo promised to hold his hand though and help him... and he seemed very excited, So tsukasa couldn’t say no to the idea. If he wanted to then Tsukasa could give it a try (Leo always was going on about how he needed to live a little)

              ❛ T-That’s a bit unfair to ask, Leo-san … ❜

█ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ Leo and all of knights knew he had obligations to his family, an obligation to one day be the Heir to his family and, more than likely, leave idol work altogether and do whatever his parents wanted him to do. So, asking a question like that was just unfair. He can’t leave his family, he could never abandon them. They’ve done so much for him, letting him be an idol and all. (But was that really that much? before this, he never left the house, never had friends. He was treated more like a dress-up doll than a person. If he was told to do this he would, if he was told to move like that he would, but he was conditioned to think he owed them.) If he just abandoned his family like that … Well, He doesn’t know if he could handle that sense of guilt he’ll feel. 

█ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ Truly though, He’d love to go anywhere with Knights. it doesn’t matter where, it doesn’t matter for how long, it doesn’t matter if he ever even returns. Even if knights fought a lot, even if they bicker and argue, he loves them so much! They have all given him a sense of purpose, a place to be himself, to be safe and happy. They helped him to grow and learn what is right from wrong… He truly didn’t know what to say, or do. Ahh, How could Leo give him such a hard question to answer? This really is unfair. He doesn’t know, no answer feels right.

    ❛ There are lots of things about being an Idol that I know a lot of idols don’t like. Perhaps my answer will match [many] others … ❜

█ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ Though it may come as a surprise from Tsukasa, due to one of his earlier answers even. He shuffles a bit as he thinks of how to word the answer in a way that makes sense. His wording was a bit harder than normal today. While there was a lot of pressure as an idol and a lot of work, he didn’t mind either. He was used to a lot of work as well as a lot of pressure from those around him to do well despite his young age. The thing he didn’t like is the judgment of being in love or dating someone you cared about. If you wanted to be in love and be happy, what is the harm in such a thing? Everyone wants to be in love one day … to be happy with someone, right? Even fans fell “in love” with them, wished to marry him, have their children, things of that nature but if one of them were to ever get such a thing all hell would break lose.

    ❛ Mmm … I don’t really wanna say … ❜

█ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ Truly, from an outsiders perspective… His answer would actually be good, even genuine and something he’s always wanted, but his guilt as the only son of the Suou household prevented him from often expressing his own feelings and goals, But he needed to be honest now. He took in a deep breath and then sighed through his nose. Well, it’s now or never he supposed.

     ❛ … Beyond meeting a former member of [Othello] and hearing their story about Yumenosaki and Leo-san, as well as the rest of Knights… I wanted the [freedom] to be able to choose what I wanted. I wanted to be a “Knight”, to be an [Idol] … It … It was almost a [rebellious] choice– Against my [Mother], My father supported me and allowed it. I ended up loving Knights though, I [love them] all… Leo-san, Sena-senpai, Narukami-senpai, Ritsu-senpai… They are all my [precious] friends. I don’t want to lose that. ❜

   ❛ That’s … a strange question, Um. I’ve never put much [thought] into such a thing. My parents have always spoken about finding me a [suitor] and setting up events like [dates] and such… ❜

█ ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ While he wanted to be honest and give an answer, he didn’t have one really. Dates aren’t something he has ever devoted much thought too, he never had the chance to date let alone pick where he would go on a date if he were to be dating someone. His mother was very controlling about such things so he wasn’t allowed to date who he wanted, let alone for where he wanted. Only with his fathers convincing had he been allowed to go to Yumenosaki and be an idol.