Addiction - A Short Story
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Hey everyone. I’m writing this because… Well, I’m not too sure. I know not many people go on my blog anyways, but I decided to just talk on here. I’ve found this new blog, and it’s a bit weird. Like, if you’re following me you know how much I love my academia. So you can imagine my surprise and interest when I was given a topic to write an essay about.
“Audio Hypnosis through Social Media: Does it exist and does it work?”
A very odd title, for sure. But it was interesting, the idea that someone could brainwash you without ever knowing your real name. Converting waves and waves of the masses… Virtually. Online, anonymously.
The idea is kinda arousing to me, but I’m not gonna let that get in the way. Feel free to suggest some blogs for me to check out, or audiofiles. Anything, because I don’t really have a clue on what to write about.
I’m gonna use this blog as a way to map out my thinking and what I can add to my essay, so sorry If you guys get a bit bogged down on it. I promise I won’t write too much, but you know how I get carried away!
Okay, I’m gonna go to bed and in the morning I’ll see what you guys suggest. See you then!
Signing off, psychologyscientist.
I’m back. And I’ve recieved a lot of messages from you guys, I didn’t know how much of my fanbase were into hypnosis and stuff of that nature. Also a lot of people telling me not to listen to them, which is odd.
I don’t believe that it actually works, and I promise that I won’t go too deep into it if it does work. I’m sure more people would know about this odd phenomenon. Anyways, I promise I’ll be careful, thanks for showing your concerns everyone!
Now onto the actual topic. The one I’ve been sent the most is… Addiction? Yeah, that’s the one. I’ve drawn up a plan as my actual essay is due on 11th November, which is a friday. So I’m going to listen to three different audio files, twice a day before I go to sleep and get up. Starting today until friday, I’ll be listening to Addiction.
The next two most popular ones were Brain Eraser 3 and Be an Ornament. I’m not surprised at how sexual these are, but next week it’ll be Brain Eraser 3 and then after that our last audio file. In the last week I’ll probably start to write up my actual essay whilst listening to the last file.
I’ve already listened to my first jab of Addiction, if you could call it that. Just now, before I wrote this post. It was certainly odd, but fun to listen to and actually kinda hot. Not gonna let that get in my way, though. I don’t believe I can actually get addicted to these, but we’ll see.
Signing off, psychologyscientist.
Hey guys and girls! So I’ve been listening to Addiction quite a lot recently. On monday I decided to double my dosage of the audio file, it just felt right. It’s interesting to see if I’m actually getting addicted though. I don’t think I am, but I need to listen to the file more just to make sure.
To be honest I haven’t really noticed many effects since I’ve started. I have been finding myself staring at guys a lot more though, and especially at their crotches. There’s this little mantra I find myself saying in my head, it’s really cute.
I’ll suck your dick and beg for more.
Think of nothing but fellate.
Yeah, I know. It’s about sex and stuff, but we’re all adults on this blog! It’s really hot for some reason, I find myself saying it in my head all the time. It’s getting a bit hard to think, but I’m keeping on top of all my work.
I’ve listened to like, my first bout of the Brain Eraser 3 audiofile. The only problem is that I can’t stop listening to the other file as well now. Addiction. I’m actually addicted, and what’s even worse is that when I realised this I got so horny and I…
Masturbated to it. To the idea of being addicted, being forced to do it. It’s not my fault I find it super duper hot! It’s already getting like really hard to think and stuff when I listen to this new file, and I can only imagine how much worse it’s going to get.
So I’m taking advice on how to stop before it’s like, way too late. I know a lot of you showed concern, I need your help right NOW!!
See ya later, psychscientist
So It’s the first of like, november I think. Which means it’s a wednesday!
Wait, no, tuesday. Sorry. It’s been getting increasingly hard to like think and stuff. My mind feels like a pink fog, I’m listening to like each audio file ten times a day. I have them on loop on my phone as I walk around on campus, I’ve been like bunking off lessons and stuff just because it makes my head hurt so much.
It doesn’t help that I’ve been like, watching and listening to other hypno stuff as well. Bimbo stuff. Cock worship. Oh god, every time I close my eyes I see a big thick juicy cock just waiting to be sucked dry of cum and… Ugh. My little head feels so cluttered and hard to think, like wading through a thick bubblegum swamp.
Even worse than that, I’ve been like… Changing and stuff. Physically. Not like my body but I’m dressing more and more differently and things. Like, When did I wear tight yoga pants? And walk around campus heading to a frat party every night dressed in a tiny pink minidress?
Luckily I’ve only blown like, one guy off, but all these shitty hypno shit is just shitting me up and shit. Shit, I said shit too many times. I can barely like, think of proper words. It’s killing me.
Like, signing off and stuff? Psychgirl
Yup, it’s like totally getting worse. Walking around in skimpy crop-tops in WINTER?!?!?!
It’s like totally… Uh… Stupid! That’s it, totally stupid. God, I like can’t totally believe this is happening to me. How can I get this stupid freakin’ essay finished on time? It’s impossible, there’s like no way. And it’s so boring…
However, good news, I’ve like started on that last audio thingy… The ornament one. It’s so fun to watch, I love just drifting off into blank space when I like listen to it, totally. Stuff about uh… This really long word called diginity? Idk.
Like, anyways I was invited out to this frat party yesterday and I was sucking off this really big black guy and he said something like… Interview at Miami Nights? That’s the town’s stripper club. I’m totally gonna go down there, but I’m not too sure if my titties are big enough yet. They give all their girls free implants, a plastic srugeon has like a deal down there and it’s totally cool and stuff. I’m gonna get in contact next friday, that seems like a hot date.
So, I just got my hair done!!1 yeah, thats right. Platinum blonde baby, with pink hi-lites. Its so totally fucking sexy. All the guys are gonna fuck my hole so hard… this blog is gonna be such a hot porn blog, let me tell u gurls.
anyways in more important news, tomorrow im gonna get my lips all pplumped up and then on thursday it’s botox time!! i have to look good for my interview at the strip club, like totally right? anyway i dont have much to like talk about apart from all the cock ive been sucking and fucking ;)) u girls know what i mean, were all expertsr in it and stuff.
like, i can finally think again. someone pls help me. its so hard to think, totally. all i hear is giggles and sucking cock and cock and cum and cock and its so hot. look at my writing, look at like how totally wrong it is. save me!!1 pls, be4 i ruin myself. my lips are already so like totally messed up nd really big and plump now, i look like such a slut with how much makeupp im wearing. i can already feel thr urges cumming back, 2 watch thos audiofiles again. cant go back, wont go back, but its too much. too much fun, too addictive…
help me, my name isnt psychoslut, its psychoslut… no, wait… help, i cant remember, help me…
hey babes!!!!!! i’m like totally sorry about furgetting this lil blogr and stuf, but its ben totz busy aroud here. just got my like, sexy fun fucktime job in the strip club11 its the one called miami knites. anyways im not surpose to talk about it but im getting some bigger bewbies and also ive got like this extra vip job where i go to the vip rooms and suck off rich guys for money $$$ its superduper great. like , now you guys need to listen to these sexy audio files and join me, i cant believe i thought they wouldnt work. Im so happy they did, they are like perfec for a babe like me. im also doin som fuckin on the side to get extra money, ive been buying loads of sexy knew cloves and some really blingy jewelerry that makes every guy look at me. so go look at those audiofiles NOWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sorry for being so angree, its just like i cant really control it. anyways i need to go suck next doors cock for a dollar, brb. okay im like back nd stuff. god his cock isnt super big but its still big enough, u know what i mean?? its also super thick, like a big meaty log, i just love getting all my dribble over it. the cock is super hot with that lil spit shine to it, likr right? also who da fuck came up with this shitty nam? im no sycko, im a sexy cmslut! that shuld be my new name. sexycumslut69. sunds perfecttto.alrite i need to go now sexy slut gurls cuz i need to go to funtime work and fucc loads of big juicy big wingwongs and stuf, also i need to listen tomore audiofiels1! I hope you lot hve been listening as wel, we cud have like a meetup where we all fuck eachothers brains out, that would be hawt.