Go crazy go stupid

whats it like to lock your fingers with someone you love

thinking about the other day when she first pushed inside me and i was having a little bit of pain and needed her to hold still for a second and then go slowly. and she did, she was gentle just like i needed, giving me time to adjust while i closed my eyes and breathed into her neck. but as i started to feel more comfortable and i pulled back to look at her, i realized that her self control was hanging by a thread. she was looking at me like an attack dog looks at an intruder, fighting against its every impulse while waiting for its master to give the kill command. knowing that i hold her leash, while at the same time knowing that that leash is thin and could snap at any moment, made me feel like i’d died and gone to heaven. simultaneously so powerful that i could get a god to treat me with care just by asking nicely and so powerless to stop her if her self control breaks and she decides to rip me apart. i realize that the dog metaphor and the god metaphor are blurring together here but you get the point

A soulmate is someone who is committed to working through things together & doesn’t see giving up as an option – they’re willing to have difficult conversations & are always dedicated to finding solutions that make you both feel loved, reassured & respected in the relationship.

Normalize seeing inconsistency as a red flag. Never let their mixed signals fool you—indecision is a decision. You deserve someone who is unquestionably loyal, consistent, and sure about you.

i hope you find a love that doesn’t scar