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PRIVATE: i'm not really. just being pessimistic is all. i can't help that i decided to have a crisis about this. i know... i appreciate you being here for me. i did. he compared it to what he went through with tae before they got together. they've both been keeping an eye on me again it seems.

PRIVATE: i don't know.. i just don't think there's anything wrong with how you're feeling. if there's one thing i've learned from my past with jungkook and taehyungie, it is that you don't have any control over it. of course i'm here for you regardless of what you're feeling. it's not something you can control, you know. that makes sense.. apparently it's a theme in this band, it seems. i'm happy that they're taking good care of you.

PRIVATE: oh... um... i guess we could do that. i only said that cause i don't wanna add more onto you. i won't say no talking face to face with you about it all. it just sucks. i did tell kook so i'm sure he told tae already. i just had to say something at the worst time...

PRIVATE: didn't we already agree that you should stop beating yourself up about this? i get that it's a big deal for you, but what you're feeling is normal and i'm here no matter what happens, okay? you told kookie? what did he say?

JIMIN: my handsome. ❤️‍🔥 JIMIN: please be careful. what are you getting us? anything good? can you get me some chocolate? i'm having a sweet tooth lately. JIMIN: what if i told you i already did... and i didn't show anyone your underwear and socks because i'm a good boy? JIMIN:

yeah, i flew in last night actually. wanted to be here a little extra early in case any decisions had to be made or we had to tweak anything. it's a good thing we got that on kook's phone. not that i don't trust tae to protect him, but you know his sense of direction. thanks for keeping an eye on the baby chicks. it's been great. i feel like i'm ready to take on the world. how about you? did you enjoy philadelphia?

always on top of things, huh? not that i'd expect anything less from you, but as long as i can tell myself that you got at least a little rest and a few naps in, then i'm not too worried about you. but you're not wrong... taehyungie told me that on our last trip, he wandered off and they had to play marco polo for a solid hour before he found his way back to the hotel. should we bring back the 2017 leash? of course. it's been my job for well over a decade, and i don't think i'd be able to stop even if they asked me to. that's great to hear. that's all i wanted for you. sure, i slept a lot, did some sightseeing and went shopping.. or, well, jimin did the shopping and for some fucked up reason he felt like it was only fair to use my credit card. mind you, he's just as wealthy as i am. he said something about principles..

you don't have to tell me twice, man. it was such an incredible experience being there. i've actually been talking about taking my boys to seoul with me sometime in the future when i'm not filming so we can really take the time to appreciate the beauty of everything, so... fingers crossed that comes around sooner rather than later. no, no, i've been putting in the work on that music front! sonny, charles, and about a dozen other people have been throwing recommendations at me left and right. that being said: nothing can compete with a light stick and a personal invitation from mr. worldwide handsome himself. i only have one question, though: is the "mrs. worldwide handsome" shirt i already own acceptable, or do i need to purchase a newer one? i want to make sure i'm representing the brand properly, you know?

so first of all, thank you for not giving me a reason to stand up and defend my county. i appreciate it especially since it's been a journey breaking that stigma, and i always find myself over-explaining on why it's not as bad as people have made it out to be. and if you ever find yourself wanting to travel to seoul with your kids, even if i'm not home, you can always crash at my place. treat it like an airbnb. now i have to ask, what are you working on at the moment? you already know i'm a huge sucker for anything you do, and i will obviously watch it religiously like i'm part of an isaac cult.. which, now that i say it out loud, actually sounds kind of awesome. imagine if you had a cult? and would i be able to have more than one wife? asking because i can barely manage one, so i just need to know the expectations.. uh, i have several follow-up questions to that. is there a reason you already purchased a "mrs. worldwide handsome" t-shirt? and sure, if you also promise to hold up a fansign that preferably says something about me.

i feel like i want to invite you to visit me on set. though i also feel like your schedule is going to prevent this. so you're going to miss out on your chance to see me in the full get up with the red trunks. just thought you should know! @klmseokjin

the fact that you're coming to me two days before our break ends with that invite is actually beyond insane. you know i would do just about anything to watch you turn into superman. screw you, man. don't speak to me..