Jun 16
Bunny is headed home. Cried a LOT and now my face is swollen and hurts. Gonna try to figure out genp so I can start editing the digital photos I took because fuck you know what company. I tried out free alternatives but they don't have the same amount of features or online support through tutorials and stuff. I also need to label and scan in all my instant film shots. I've cried and slept enough today, I wanna do something positive and productive and also have something to give Bunny. Last trip I hardly processed my digital photos. And I still haven't developed the rolls.... 🥲 Sowwy
#yar har fiddle dee dee#do what you want cause a pirate is free#I'm so sad but I'm so drained from crying im like. just trying to pretend I'm not sad#because if I keep crying I'm gonna damage my cry muscles or something idk my body hurts#they'll be back#and if I keep working on myself and exploring the world one day I might be able to make things easier for us#just being able to see each other as much as we do is HUGE and I'm proud of us#like I literally have a fear of having people in my space and yet I'm chill asf now about bunny visiting#and I've gotten better and better with money#I'm probably gonna buy a printer soon and clear out a bunch of my old stuff#it feels like I shouldn't even try because every artist is a “starving artist” but it would be great if I could make even a little money#from my art#it doesn't need to be my whole living but just like. supplement me a little for all the effort I put in#I think I could make some really good zines and recycled clothing#like#I already do#but I think I could maybe meaningfully share that with the world#well not the world but like. idk a few people lmao?#anyways step 1. I gotta poop#dor.chat
