ཐི༑ཋྀ 𝓔𝓴𝓪𝓽𝓮𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓪

We understand you, Moha 🥀🥀🥀

Girls idk what to do...

Last summer i met a guy with i had an instant connection and fell in love in an inexplicable way. I feel like i love him, i loved him and i will love him all my life. And he's a guy who you know has a good heart and is truly a good person, it's not like he's faking it or being a liar about it. The problem is the relationship with my father, which is very bad, as i said in the introduction post. Well, before he was working in London, but in October (months after the boy and i started dating and such) he returned home, and ruined everything. He wouldn't let me go out, or talk to anyone. If i did anything suspicious he take my phone away... He was yelling at me all the time, in a bad mood and insulting me. And that made my mental health a lot worse, i lowered my grades, i didn't go to classes, and obviously things weren't going well with the guy either. He helped me and stuff, but I feel like he was tired of me always being bad. And also, we went more than 4 months without being able to see each other because of my father. He started lying to me about some things, and when we decided to broke up, he was with another girl within a week (who told me that he started talking to her when we were still together, wtf 💀). And well, i was feeling bad for about 2 months, missing him, and even my friends accepted that we were the perfect couple and that i would never love anyone like him. And they were right.

Okay, we continue with the second part. After that i met a guy that i liked a lot and for a moment i thought that i had finally forgotten my ex and that i didn't feel anything for him anymore. But he started talking to me and obviously i couldn't avoid answering him, but i didn't do it much because he had a girlfriend and i don't want to disrespect her. After i started talking to the other guy, i liked how he was and how he were with me, but every time my ex talked to me, i instantly stopped liking (the other guy). My ex asked me to hang out several times but i kept saying no. And when the other guy started sayed that we should start something serious, i got really overestimulated. Also, he told me that his way of thinking is that you have to focus more on the material than the sentimental, that poor people are poor because they are lazy and don't like to work... Like wtf boy, is not like that. And we had nothing in common, he was super boring and only talked to me about discipline, the gym, sports... Blah blah blah, boring guy things. He was very nonchalant. And that's not my vibe. So i asked him for some time and he accepted. I told him what i thought and stuff, and he understood it well. But now the problem is that he keeps talking to me, and i don't know how to tell him that i really don't want anything without being rude. And my ex also keeps talking to me, because we stayed friends but i feel bad because i still like him and he still has a girlfriend. What should i do??? ☹️☹️☹️