sometimes it’s better refrain from deep introspection and allow yourself to just be.

and by that I mean: I don’t have to sit with myself and overthink and analyze and rationalize every ounce of my being. I am not a case study I am a person. faults and all. like any other person. sometimes I have to look at my mistakes and avoid self flagellation. sigh and learn what I can and move on. remember that I am living, and this is part of the process. free myself of that inner critic. allow myself to be, and try again.

I COULD GET UP TOMORROW ! TALK TO MYSELF REAL GENTLE ! WORK IN THE GARDEN… !!!!!!!!!!

sorry for being online. experiencing misery

I want to be a mysterious girl with a private online presence but I also need to tell everybody I cried at the DMV

hehe... i know a pretty good makeout spot... if you're up for it that is... *starts leading you into. the tunnels*

one thing about me is that I am going to cry

did you let me die in your arms in the timeloop

i hate it when i cant even write a poem about something because its too obvious. like in the airbnb i was at i guess it used to be a kids room cause you could see the imprint of one little glow in the dark star that had been missed and painted over in landlord white. like that's a poem already what's the point

you get it. you get the themes. i dont have time to do it justice. just look at it its on the ceiling