ALTERED CARBON; S01
send one for my muse's reaction!
āExpect nothing. Only then can you be prepared for anything.ā āHave you always been such an asshole?āĀ āAnd how do you decide who deserves to die?āĀ āI have to admit that I have a grudging admiration for you.āĀ āSometimes I come up here when I have decisions to make or difficulties to face.āĀ āI donāt know⦠how to be in this world without you.āĀ āPeace is an illusion. And no matter how tranquil the world seems⦠peace doesnāt last long. Peace is a struggle against our very nature. A skin we stretch over the bone, muscle, and sinew.āĀ āThis is not how normal people start the day. Coffee, cereal maybe. Toast. Maybe even toast with another personā¦āĀ āAll this trust is just making me tear up.āĀ āIāll never see her again, not even to say goodbye. Do you know what thatās like?āĀ āWhat the fuck? What did you do to my goddamn door?āĀ āSee, friends are overrated, ācause eventually, someone will come along and shoot āem. Youāre better off alone.āĀ āYou twirl your fingers when youāre nervous, you know that?āĀ āIf I were afraid, would you save me, [NAME]?āĀ āWe stick together, [NAME]. Never face the monsters alone.āĀ āFor just a few hours, stay out of trouble, okay?āĀ āYou look so thin. Are you eating enough?āĀ āThere are some things you canāt kill your way out of.āĀ āYou should know thereās nothing I wonāt do. Nothing, if it will save you.āĀ āDivide et impera.āĀ āWhen everyone lies, telling the truth isnāt just rebellion. Itās an act of revolution. So think carefully when you speak it, because the truth is a weapon.āĀ āI told you before, weāre not friends. I donāt owe you a goddamn thing.āĀ āDonāt talk to me again unless you have something useful to say, okay?āĀ āThe guardsāll be fine. Well, except for the broken jaw and shattered leg.āĀ āI could get you a car if youād like. Or you could stay a while. With me.āĀ āI believe Iām the one offering to do the saving. Think about it. But donāt take too long. Weāre running out of time.āĀ āYou know, itās getting easier to imagine putting holes in you every time you open your mouth.āĀ āI appreciate that you are no quitter. But there is a time for letting go.āĀ āStay with me, [name]. Hey! Hey, Iām talking to you.āĀ āDonāt worry about him. Heās fine. Just concentrate on staying alive.āĀ āHey, hey. Stay awake! Stay awake! Open your eyes!āĀ āThis is what you do, love. Stride across the centuries, and death follows, churning in your wake.āĀ āLove isnāt finite. Maybe life shouldnāt be either. Maybe we should keep living, forever.āĀ āHow could you believe that I would shoot you?āĀ āI cannot speak for you, my friend, but I am here to kick great amounts of ass.āĀ āI hate it when youāre smug.āĀ āThe danger of living too long: you forget to fear death. We dismiss the Grim Reaper as a quaint metaphor. But fearing death⦠itās good for you.āĀ āI missed you so much.āĀ āThis is the weakness of weapons. They are tools to kill and destroy. They are not what gives you power. You are the weapon. You are the killer and destroyer.āĀ āI donāt wanna die. I wanna live. I want us to see a million tomorrows.āĀ āThatās the hardest thing to get used to. Nothing survives. Nothing but us.āĀ āYou look good. I could have sworn I broke your back.āĀ āSo, what? I just⦠forgive you, like nothingās happened?āĀ āWhatever you think was happening between us⦠it didnāt matter. It meant nothing to me.āĀ āThrowing blades is an excellent way to increase oneās hand-eye coordination.āĀ āI think your relationship with honesty is passing at best.āĀ āDo you love me? Itās not a complicated question.āĀ āIāll burn every one of them down, if thatās what it takes to bring you back to me.āĀ āI canāt ever expect your forgiveness.āĀ āYou got a lot to lose. I donāt. Why donāt you listen?āĀ āI donāt see the point in going through this sober.āĀ āFair is for dead men and losers.āĀ āYou can say goodbye later, when one of us is dead.āĀ āYou lied to me. To me, [NAME]. The only person whoās ever truly loved you.āĀ āItās gonna be okay. Itās gonna be okay. I promise, itās gonna be okay.āĀ āI skipped over worry and went straight to full-on panic.āĀ āIāll never give you up. If I ever give you up my heart will surely failā¦āĀ āItās time for you to evolve. Transformation is always painful. But I changed to make myself stronger. You can, too.āĀ āThis is real power. Cutting away the things that make you weak one at a time. Embrace that power. Be on the winning side.āĀ āThey were raw material. A means to an end to get the respect Iām owed.āĀ āYouāve become everything we fought against.āĀ āThe look on her face. The look on her face when I pulled the trigger. It was almost relief.āĀ āI may be many things, but I am not a murderer.āĀ āWe have ruined each other. Havenāt we?āĀ












