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Lap Dog | Junsu + Seunghyun
"Their mouths are reason enough to not trust them," he answered. "Maybe it should be a rule if you ever start defecting from the Crests we sew it up," he mused. "Cut out his tongue, itâll send a clear message donât you think?" he asked Junsu.Â
A gleam shone in Seunghyunâs eyes at the comment. He couldnât help but narrow them as he thought about other reasons to call Junsu into his office. As he thought about all the other reasons he had called Junsu into his officeâŚ
With a smile, Seunghyun leaned back in his chair and stared at the younger man. No more than a week would pass without the two of them in the office, whether it was for a hit job or something else.Â
"Please stop in when you finish. Iâd like to hear from you personally about how well it goes, among other things," Seunghyun answered. He had a thing for toying with his words, hinting but never fully saying anything. Maybe it was so no one could use his words against him, or maybe it was because it was more fun to watch people formulate a proper response. With Junsu, though, there was no need for him to work a worthy reply. The two men were good at this game.
"Ooo, sewing people's mouths shut. That would be fun, and exciting. Though you might have to hire on a few surgeons to do the job properly." He says with a grin, crossing arms over his chest. "The message will be loud, and screaming. I'll make sure of it, boss man."Â
Junsu smirked at the look in the other's eyes, He tilted his head to the side, as he waited for the other to say something in return. To be perfectly honest, Junsu liked being called to Seunghyun's office even if it wasn't for a job. The other was, well, talented in certain areas. He was often tempted to just show up, unannounced, but he figured that would put a damper on things. So he just waited patiently for his phone to ring.Â
He stood as the other leaned back in his chair, placing his hands on the other's desk. He let out a soft hum as the other began to speak, a smirk gracing his features as the other gave a 'reason' for him to come in afterwards. He leaned across the desk slightly, head tilting to the side as he grins.Â
"Yessir, understood. I'll be back to give you a very full, very detailed report."Â

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Conveniences | Junsu & Jaejoong
Junsuâs mood seemed to have been going downhill steadily. People would greet him as he made his way home from the convenience store, people he had never met. People he would very much like to rip into tiny little pieces. He wasnât sure if this was his current mood talking, or the utter boredom that had seemingly taken over in these last few days. He just wanted to get home, eat, then pass out until morning.Â
Just as  he was about to turn down the street his apartment was on, some idiot bumped into him. Luckily, the bump only caused Junsu to stumble slightly. His eyes catching sight of the other maleâs face, his anger dying down before he had even said a word. The man was pretty, pretty enough that beating the shit out of him would probably just piss Junsu off even more.Â
Letting out a sigh, he held out a hand. âGet up, you clumsy girl.â Junsu muttered, nudging his hand against the otherâs head. âI donât have all night to watch you cry until youâve decided whether or not you can get up off your ass.âÂ
Jaejoong was embarrassed. So, so embarrassed. Incredibly, this wasnât the first time something like this happened to him, but the fact it was a familiar situation didnât decrease his urge to dig a hole for himself to hide and never show up again. He was pretty sure that his face would be blood red by now, which only made his will to get up from the ground smaller, if that was even possible.
A hand touched his head, and that made Jaejoong wake up from his little own world, realizing that the guy he bumped into was still there. The man was probably pretty irritated, at the very least⌠Jaejoong didnât want to make him even more pissed off, so he stood up, unconsciously using the manâs hand for help before quickly pulling his hand away, head hanging low in embarrassment.
âI⌠Iâm sorry, sir. I wasnât paying attention.â Chewing on his bottom lip nervously, Jaejoong risked a glance at the other, looking through the locks of hair that where covering his reddened face. Internally, he was pleading for the other man not to hate him after this. What a great way to start a conversation, Jaejoong. You win all the stupidity awards.
Junsu watched the other male, holding back the smirk threatening to break his 'angry' face. He watched the other closely, snorting as he's referred to as 'sir'.Â
"Sir, really? Do I look that old?" He asks, raising a brow. He steps closer to the other, leaning his face in close. "Maybe you need a closer look~?" He asked in a playful tone, finally letting a small smirk grace his features. "Honestly, do you not watch where you're going? I thought maybe I was dealing with a drunk, not some pretty clumsy creature." He stepped back, head tilting to the side. Wondering how he would play with the male before him, Junsu looked the other over slowly. He was very..pretty at first glance. He didn't really look like much, but Junsu figured he would be amusing for a short period of time.
"You're really lucky you didn't make me drop my food, you know. I came all the way out here just to get it." He spoke without looking away from the other for even a second, his head tilting to the side. "You should probably push your hair out of your eyes, no wonder you can't see to walk. You look like one of those really shaggy dogs who run around with their hair in their eyes."Â
Unwanted Company - Junsu & Himchan
"Oh godâŚ" Himchan couldnât help but mutter with annoyance, a roll of the eyes accompanying it. The audacity of the manâs actions and words were unbelievable. He had to pull on the manâs hair tighter just to keep himself from swinging a good punch. "No actually Iâd prefer if you let me go, thereâs plenty of other people you can disturb and have your sick fun with." The blonde was reaching his limit, time ticking by too quickly and it was wasted on a cocky enemy. His night couldnât get any worse.
Pulling at his wrist again, he clenched his jaw, his eyes narrowing into tiny slits as he glared at the man in front of him. âYouâre obviously not well educated when it comes to prostitution since youâve been spewing bullshit the whole night.â Even though he was frustrated on the inside, his voice stayed steady, holding a little bite but otherwise calm. âWith someone as cocky as yourself, you have Crest written all over you.â Drawling out the last word, he raised an eyebrow in mock consideration, waiting to be told how wrong he was.
"I live a good life and the money I bring in does more for me than you will ever know. Iâve earned my place just like you have and over the years, Iâve earned my respect." He slid off the manâs lap, taking the hand that was tangled in the raven hair with him. "You can sit there and belittle me all you want and you can threaten me with your gun but you and I both know, you would have no joy in killing me." Himchan made sure to keep eye contact, showing no fear. Having faced someone as psychotic as Rain in the past, this was nothing compared to it. His tongue swept over his bottom lip, tilting his head to the side as he made his last comment. "Now let go of me, or I will scream like the damsel in distress you so want me to be and I will alert everyone here." The blonde was determined and he was not about to back down.Â
Junsu grinned as the other pulled on his hair a bit harsher. He was obviously pissed off, and while he didn't know it, he was giving Junsu everything he wanted. He was finally able to say ridiculous things, talk of things he dreamed of doing, and annoy the shit out of someone that wouldn't get him hauled into Seunghyun's office and lectured for being "inappropriately hostile" to a comrade.Â
"Ah, your eyes have disappeared. Are you angry?" Junsu tilted his head to the side, his eyes never leaving the others'. His grip never loosened, his body going close to the other man's. "Have you ever thought, that maybe I'm just naturally like this? I could be a lost little puppy, all on my own~ But here you are, lumping me into categories. So rude."Â
Junsu stood as the other male did, unable to stop the smirk from spreading over his face. He leaned in close, smiling sweetly. "The reason I have my "spot", is because I smashed in the face of the boy I worked for. I was searched for, sought out. Because the report stated by the family, was that I was laughing as I did it. I was having so much fun, spattering blood around. Hearing that crunching noise." Junsu leaned in to whisper in Himchan's ear. "I don't rely on just guns, proud little whore. And I make more money in one minute, than you do in an entire hour. I do my job beautifully, you curse your job. You're disgusted by the people who pay you, I respect where I get my money. I make disgusting humans, beautiful." Junsu slipped a knife from his inner jacket pocket, flicking it open quickly, keeping it hidden from the others in the bar. He held up close to the other male's stomach, moving head back to stare into his eyes. "You even open your mouth to scream, and I'll gut you right here."
Unwanted Company - Junsu & Himchan
"All this talk about death, you really know a way to a manâs heart, donât you?" He rolled his eyes, only slightly bothered by the comment. Himchan met and worked with individuals everyday who used scare tactics such as that one. The only problem was, he couldnât tell if the man truly meant it or if he said it to try and get a reaction from the blonde. Either way, he was going to be more cautious. Physical strength wasnât his strong point, he knew how to defend himself and most people were surprised to see the prostitute take a good swing but he did have a limit. Something about this man screamed to the blonde, that he would easily be able to push past his limit.
Himchan had made himself comfortable on the manâs lap, having a strange feeling that he wouldnât be leaving anytime soon. His time was valuable and his patience was wearing thin but to act out and give the man exactly what he wanted, wasnât on his to do list either. âI think my boss would be more upset if something were to happen to me, he has nothing to fear when it comes to rivals.â Spinning a web of lies was easy but spinning a web that held truth to them was easier. Speaking both the truth and a lie caused not only confusion but it kept individuals on their tippy toes. The fun part was watching them try to figure out which was the lie.Â
His eyebrows shot up when he felt the manâs unwanted hand squeezing his behind firmly. His facial expression morphed into one that clearly read âSerously?â but said nothing. With one hand still firmly held in place by a strong grasp, there wasnât much he could do. His skin crawled at the restriction, not enjoying how cut short his freedom was in this particular moment. Flexing his fingers, he brought his free hand around and placed it on the manâs nape. It was only there for a second before he slid his palm up, letting the soft pads of his fingertips massage into the scalp. The gentle touch was short lived as he wrapped his fingers around the strands of hair and pulled. He brought the manâs head back, making it easier for the blonde to communicate. Leaning in closer, only mere inches away from moist lips, he spoke. âUnless you plan on sliding cash into my back pocket, I suggest you take your hand off the merchandise.âÂ
"The best way into a man's heart, cutie, is with a bullet." He smiled sweetly at the blonde male, eyes boring into the other male's. He wasn't sure if he would really harm the prostitute, not fatally anyway. He honestly found the blonde to be physically appealing, but his personality made Junsu want to shoot something. Then again, he always felt that way.Â
Junsu hummed softly as the man in his lap situated himself in a more comfortable position. He wasn't sure why the other male hadn't come up with something more believable than a tale about his boss having no fear of rivals. "If your boss truly doesn't fear rivals, he is an idiot.." Junsu murmured, voice low, his eyes darkening for a moment. "Those with no fear, are looking for death."Â
The look on the prostitute's face made Junsu want to burst into laughter, but he held it back. His hand squeezing the other's ass occasionally, a brow raising as the other male took a few moments to figure out what movement he could make with the amount of restraint he was dealing with. Junsu hummed softly at the gentle touches, a smirk spreading across his face as his head was pulled back by his hair. "Mm, getting a bit rough, aren't you?" His eyes flashed with a small amount of disgust as the other suggested that Junsu should actually pay to touch a human being sexually. Instead of voicing his disgust, the hitman grinned up at the blonde. "You'd like that, wouldn't you? You would just love for me to buy you for the night, because you aren't sure whether or not you'd make it out alive." Junsu moved his head up despite the grip on his hair, his lips brushing over the blonde's lightly, barely there. "In fact," he murmured, "you probably don't want to make it out alive, do you? What a sad existence you must live..Day by day, being handed out to men for a small amount of money."Â
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Plotting:Â
Sehun
KrisÂ
Yongguk
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Waiting For:Â
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Luhan
Jaejoong
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Nighttime Adventures | Open
Junsu sat atop one of the many abandoned buildings on the outskirts of the city, his eyes fixated upon a young couple fighting outside of one of the very few bars left in the area. The girl was screaming loud enough to bring a bear out of hibernation. Maybe instead of lovers, they were ex-lovers. Or maybe, the man was harassing her for sex. Junsu wasn't curious enough to find out, but he was still fixated upon them. Their behavior amused him greatly, because there they were. Right out in the open, screaming and pushing at each other. If they were lovers, they probably wouldn't last much longer. He watched the couple as they disappeared down the alley, still shouting at each other. His eyes stayed fixated at the small lighted area in front of the bar for a few more minutes before he lay back on the roof, his gaze traveling up to the sky.Â
He had been sent out on a job, and had of course, succeeded. But instead of going back to his apartment, he had decided to wander. He would sometimes come to these buildings, looking for a place where no one could reach him. Not because he wanted to escape to a place where he could cry or some shit, but because he hated being where people could communicate with him. He hated being around people, they always expected kindness, and seemed to be devastated when he treated them with everything but kindness.Â
A loud ringing noise broke the silence that surrounded him, the generic tone coming from his pocket. The male contemplated fishing the obnoxious device from his pocket, but decided against it. If it was important, they either call again or leave a message. He waited the call out. But there was no other sound, no message alerts. No other calls. Junsu smiled, pushed himself up, and made his way down the wall of the building. He dropped down the last couple feet, his brow furrowing as he landed on something quite a bit softer than the ground he was expecting. The surprised cry that followed, which definitely did not come from him, set him even further off guard. He jumped away quickly, staring at the lump on the ground which was apparently a human being. Junsu let out a snarl of disbelief, nudging his foot against the mass of flesh and bone.
"The fuck are you doing on the ground in the middle of the night?"Â
DYING. WHALE. NOISES.
AIOJFLKASJDklsja. I FEEL SO DRAINED. WHY.Â
Maybe it's because I've been up all night, but no because I felt drained the moment I woke up yesterday afternoon.Â
I'm so exhausted, and maybe even a little grumpy? I just-- EUGH.Â
I was so excited for this character, but I feel lonely because..the plotting ideas I had with people..some of them have never happened. QwQÂ
Also..I don't have very many posts, and so..Replies, they obviously take time..ASKDJLSJDlsajdaKLSdjaSKLDJ
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Checking Up || Yoochun and Junsu|| OPEN PARA
"I told you, I was supposed to follow you." He let out a sound of annoyance as he stood up, stretching his arms out. "But Iâm bored with you now. Youâre just a boring drunk, who canât handle not having something to shove his dick into." Junsu looked over at the older man for what he now hoped would be the last time tonight, his eyes empty. âIf I was bipolar, I would have my emotions out of control.â He reached his hand out, patting the older manâs cheek rather harshly. âIt would require actually having emotions.â Junsu shoved his hands in his pockets, walking towards the door. "Youâll pay for my drinks, right?" he called out over his shoulder, not looking back as he left the bar. His walk home would be a long one, and nothing worthwhile had happened all night. What a waste of his precious time.Â
Yoochun hopped off his stool, pushing some cash across the counter, catching up to the other guy, stuffing his hands into his pockets.  âYou know, youâre not all that interesting yourself, you know that right?â  Yoochun snapped,  âTo be honestâŚeither decide whether youâre hitting on me or trying to piss me off.  Youâre driving me nuts.â  He snapped, flipping the collar of his jacket up around his neck, the early august evening surprisingly chill against his bared skin.  âIf you keep repeating yourself, there isnât a whole hell of a lot more I can respond with.â Â
He shuffled his feet against the side walk, slowing his long, quick stride so that the younger guy could keep up.  âGeezâŚwasting my time, fuck, man, whatâd you get me drunk for?â  He smirked softly,  running his thick bottom lip between his teeth, humming softly. Â
"You know nothing about me, Park Yoochun~" Junsu called out over his shoulder as he left the bar. "I could be the single most interesting personal in the entire world, and you would never know." He laughed loudly as he walked down the sidewalk, his hands tucked away in the pockets of his leather jacket. "Maybe I'm doing both, Yoochun~ Hitting on you, and pissing you off. Maybe that's how I like to work."Â
Junsu spun around to look at the other male, grinning widely. "I just wanted to see what you were like." Tilting his head to the side slowly, he let out a soft hum. "You should follow me. I might lead you to somewhere interesting."
Unwanted Company - Junsu & Himchan
Himchan tilted his head and stared at the hand that was wrapped around his wrist, his smile widening. He wouldnât necessarily call it a weakness but his actions had caused the other to react with more ferocity than expected. A bit of his facade broke and thatâs exactly what the blonde wanted. âTouchy are we?â He kept his face passive, not bothered by the slight sting that was caused by the pinch of nails.Â
"You might want to come up with better compliments, cute is getting a bit old." His voice was dripping with easy sarcasm as he attempted to pull his arm away. The manâs grip had simply tightened, making no move to let go anytime soon. He narrowed his eyes while releasing a small huff, not liking where this is going. Such a simple mission had turned into some sick game for another and he was forced to play along. Poking his tongue out to wet at his parched lips, he wracked his brain for a way to not only answer the question but to escape from the manâs grasp.
"Iâm a little special, Iâve earned my nights off sweetheart." He gave another pull and a long suffering sigh swept past his lips as the man wouldnât budge. He raised an eyebrow in question, not quite understanding why he was being kept in his presence. Himchan hummed as an idea struck him. If he couldnât beat him then heâd just have to join him. "Well since you seem so adamant on keeping me here, might as well make myself comfortable, hm?" Not bothering to wait for a response, he lifted a leg up and placed it on the manâs thigh, his foot hooking behind his back as he pulled himself up onto his not so inviting lap. His other leg wound around the manâs waist tightly to keep the blonde from losing balance and sliding off. Himchan looked down at the man with a small smirk. It was his move now.Â
"I just can't seem to help myself.. I just want to grab onto you and never let go." Junsu's voice was full of sarcasm, his eyes dull. This blonde was beginning to amuse him, though it wasn't quite what he wanted yet. He would continue to nudge, though, because this was just too much fun.
"Aww..It's become bothersome, has it?" Junsu smirked at the other male, he could sense a small amount of desperation. No matter how hard the other male tried to hide it, Junsu knew it was there. The small amount of struggling did not go unnoticed by Junsu, his grip tightening, the smirk never leaving his face. He leaned his face in a bit closer, a soft hum rumbling up in his chest. "I was just thinking.." He whispered, voice dripping with false sweetness, "..how cute you would look dead on my floor. Is it still bothersome, I wonder?" Â Junsu had to force himself to not burst into laughter at the look on the other male's face, though his actions certainly took Junsu by surprise.Â
"Aww, it's like you're trying to climb a tree." Junsu kept his grip on the other male's wrist, staring into his eyes. "What would your lovely boss say, if he found out you had all but given away everything that went down here.." He leaned his face close to the blond males', faking a sweet smile. "Especially with someone you believe to be from a rival gang." Junsu's free hand slid around to cup the prostitute's ass, squeezing it harshly.Â
Conveniences | Junsu & Jaejoong
His eyes had barely opened, starting to wake up from the obliviousness of sleep, when suddenlyâ Headache. Again. Typical. Ugh. Jaejoong was already used to it, but being used to it did not make it any less unpleasant to wake up to a pain that almost had you seeing stars in daylight. It made Jaejoong start to consider not drinking that much when he got home, even though he knew very well that heâd give up on that thought as soon as he stepped out of his home and started his way to his first assignment. The guilt he felt, could only be drowned by alcoholâ And sometimes, not even that was enough (he didnât even want to start thinking about the fact that those âsometimesâ were getting more frequent). But, gladly, today he had the whole day free for himself, so maybe⌠Maybe he wouldnât need to get drunk (deep down he knew this was a lie and heâd end up drinking more than he usually did, but⌠You need to hope sometimes, or youâll go insane).
Jaejoong hadnât even realised he had turned around in bed and shoved his head under the pillow in a pointless attempt to push the pain away and the obliviousness back in, but as soon as he gave up on trying to get his beloved sleep back, he jumped out of bed, huffing and with a childish pout on his lips.
Some minutes laterâ No, wait, scratch that. As if Jaejoong would take some minutes to get himself ready. Exactly two and a half hours later, Jaejoong was out of his apartment and into the streets, a bag full of treats (and by treats I mean ice cream and soda) he had just bought from the convenience store on his left hand. He had taken a pill for the headache, and it seemed to make some sort of effect seeing as the pain wasnât as intense as before. He was in a rather good mood now, smiling at everyone on the street and greeting the ones he had met before. It was the happiest part of his life, when he could just be himself like this.
Jaejoong turned his head for a second, to greet a charming little girl who had said hello to him, but that second was just enough time for him to bump straight into someone. His head snapped back to look forward when he felt himself running into the person, his lips already forming an apology as he stumbled back clumsily. âIâm sorry, Iââ He didnât get to finish what he was saying, though, since he seemed to step on some kind of unevenness on the ground and fell flat on his butt. He could feel his cheeks turning a bright shade of pink, and, too embarassed to look at anyone, he pulled his knees to his chest, hiding his face between them. You just managed to embarass yourself yet again, Jaejoong. Good job on that, idiot.
Junsu's mood seemed to have been going downhill steadily. People would greet him as he made his way home from the convenience store, people he had never met. People he would very much like to rip into tiny little pieces. He wasn't sure if this was his current mood talking, or the utter boredom that had seemingly taken over in these last few days. He just wanted to get home, eat, then pass out until morning.Â
Just as  he was about to turn down the street his apartment was on, some idiot bumped into him. Luckily, the bump only caused Junsu to stumble slightly. His eyes catching sight of the other male's face, his anger dying down before he had even said a word. The man was pretty, pretty enough that beating the shit out of him would probably just piss Junsu off even more.Â
Letting out a sigh, he held out a hand. "Get up, you clumsy girl." Junsu muttered, nudging his hand against the other's head. "I don't have all night to watch you cry until you've decided whether or not you can get up off your ass."Â

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Lap Dog | Junsu + Seunghyun
Seunghyunâs face cracked a sly smile, as he stared at the man in front of him. One didnât need to imagine the chiseled chest and strong arms and legs that graced Junsu, his clothing defining each inch.
"I have a job for you, but thatâs something you probably knew already," Seunghyun said, his smile still pressed neatly on his face as he talked. He gestured for the man to sit before pulling himself in closer to his desk. He slid the photo across it.
"A hit, of course," Seunghyun shrugged. "Nothing new for you. Just that this one is particularly important. An informant that has some information about a new drug weâre testing out. Donât want the wrong people to get ahold of him," Cops, Vipers, he could think of more than that. "As always, since youâve done everything Iâve asked of you, if you need a favor done Iâm all ears," he added.
"Aww, you didn't call for me just so you could sit and stare at my beauty?" Junsu feigned a soft pout, though his eyes were gleaming with mischief. Junsu plopped down in the chair he was directed towards, letting out a soft hum as he picked up the photo. His eyes flickered over the male in the photograph, memorizing his features.Â
"They always run their mouths.." Junsu murmured, laying the photo face down on the desk. "Anything special you'd like me to do with him after I've finished?" He smiled sweetly at the older man, his head tilting to the side. "Aww, Seunghyunnie~ Just being next to you is enough for me." Junsu was most definitely not going to use up any of his possible favors now. There might come a time where he would need something much bigger than a few extra jobs, or something to keep him entertained. He looked into the other man's eyes, his voice soft, though his eyes were playful;Â
"Will you need me when I've finished?"Â
The past comes back to haunt us. | Junsu&Luhan
It was annoyance he was feeling when Junsu pulled him closer but at the same time it was soothing because he was there now and it felt impossible to be mad at him. Luhan was regretting that he ever even said those mean words or even thought about all that shitty stuff when Junsu spoke softly and it all felt like heaven for a moment but then the reality came and Luhan looked into Junsuâs eyes and actually thought for a moment was he angry or not. The normal reaction was to be angry and to hate Junsu because he left without saying, he wasnât the only one to leave him alone in this world and to feel that lost was like being an idiot ten times in a row. It felt like Luhan was just something that people could stop by and heal themselves and be happy and leave a broken, empty Luhan behind like it didnât mean nothing.
"I am.." Luhan got out of his mouth and those soft lips, he tried to rebel a little â be one of those people that couldnât be easily bent but it felt impossible, as it has been understood many times before. "A little only," he added with a soft mumble as he looked the sad eyes of Junsu and felt guilty. That he should sooth him and make him feel better and it all made sense to a person like Luhan who believed him and never thought that he wasnât as important to one as he thought. "But it really made me mad.. you know?" There was a little hesitation when he listened the soft mumbles of Junsu and the soothing words. And his embrace was warm when he pulled Luhan into it and slowly but not surely he shifted his arms around him like it was something really natural to do.
His feeling were sincere when he listened Junsu and closed his eyes when the other pressed a kiss to his cheek. And he wanted to say he understood and he never was mad as long as he wouldnât do it again. He wanted to be one of those people but something in his mind said not to do it because he wouldâve been easy. Someone like him couldnât be easy. The plate has been already broken once. âI⌠I understand.â He let out the quiet words. âAre you gonna disappear again?â
Junsu grinned as the other man admitted to being just a little angry. The other male was still adorable as ever, trying to tame down his emotions. He quickly wiped the grin off his face, and nodded. "I'm really sorry for making you angry, Lulu." Junsu smiled softly at the other man, pressing a few soft kisses to his forehead.Â
Junsu had honestly intended to come right back, to steal Luhan away..But the Crests had pulled him in, and Junsu had forgotten. The Crests had given him such a shining opportunity, and he took it. Part of him, a very tiny part, regretted it now that he was face to face with the other male. He had occasionally flickered through Junsu's mind, but not long enough for Junsu to consider going to find  him again. It just seemed foolish for him to continue to linger on someone who had only played such a small role in his seemingly never ending "hell" of a life. Junsu wondered how Luhan would react, if he found out Junsu killed people for a living. Well, for fun was more like it.Â
"Hmm..? Disappear? No, I don't think so." He smiled softly at the other male, head tilting to the side. "Provided Lulu still wants me around, that is." The next few words Junsu spoke, were designed to draw Luhan in again. Bring him close, but keep him at a safe distance. Junsu had to be careful. Luhan could become useful, eventually.Â