smol smouldering potato

anyways im done trying w/ everything like im just done . i sent my friend a happy birthday message at like 8am this morning and like ofc i dont expect them to reply right away or anything like .. ofc i dont they’re busy and i get it but like. over 12 hours and i dont even get a “HEY THANKS” or anything. like you’re supposed to be my best friend u keep telling me im ur best friend and you dont fucking text me for literally WEEKS and i dont care if we dont text every single day but just once it’d be nice to get a fucking “HI HOW ARE U” but nope i only ever get that like 3 days after i’ve sent a text. and i hate it because i feel like im being so clingy and i just . idk. im done trying like i cant keep dealing with this and i cant keep feeling like im always the least important thing to you and ive been holding on for so long because like . you’re the only person i can ever really hang out with and even now im lucky if i even see you once every 4/5 months and im sick of it and . i just dont wanna be alone but ive realised that  i have been for a long time nd ive just gotta accept that you’ve moved on and now i need 2 too