Shades Of Cool

Not like yesterday and definitely not like tomorrow

But something incredible and horrendous

Something happy and something sad

Oh my

Its a silent scream that hunts

Like a sheap or am i the bad wolf

I cry every night

Try to find relief in art its like scratch a wall

No one care.

So who am I? I'm just what i have between my tights?

A pretty dress?

Behind the walls no one sees

The Deafening scream.

Every monday and to do the things that will kill me some day

I dont see the light

I see all black, blue and white

I got lost in the ocean up above

And I think with myself "will i pass today?"

I'm worrying about my bad grades, bad day, but its this a bad life?

I forget all again while i lie in bed at 3am