Homesickness
APRIL 6 - I’ve been having dreams - strange dreams of teleportation. It’s almost as if it were real and I am physically present to this place that is an intersect of where I currently am, and back home. I remember a countdown timer, and two friends, and me begging to stay closer to home. I even shouted, ‘Can I please drop by Vito Cruz?’. It was so sad.
I woke up feeling like I’m losing it. I’m losing directions, and all I wanted was to redo and go home. It was so real, It felt so real. I felt so close to meeting everyone back, and my dog!
This isn’t healthy, it’s not the first time either. I feel like this dream has been on loop ever since I got here and all I want is for some sense of familiarity, of normalcy.
I don’t think I ever felt my heart hurt this much before, and why it does is still a mystery when I am an inch closer to my dreams. Dream city, to be more specific.













