#dontgiveashit

I haven't sat with myself for a while. I thought i needed to. But when i am alone, i don't mostly need to feel. Because i am okay. It is the people who remind me that i need to feel something. Can't sneak into corners of my own room to bury myself into the pits of all the emotions i don't even care about. I want to be home when i am not home. I want to stay awake when i am sleepy and sleep when i must stay awake. Not weird. It happens to people all the time i suppose. I cant be the only one who is tired of life and is still trying to keep up. There must be many who give up many times amid the day.