Cursed & Wasted.

Now that 2018 is coming, I honestly don't give a shit anymore. I'm hopeless and I give up. Come what may. But sometimes I really wanna ask God and ask him why do these things keep happening to me? Like am I really that bad of a person? Don't I deserve to be happy too even just for awhile?

If there was one thing I could never do to my partner, that would be cheating. I could never have the heart to do that. If you're not happy or contented with the person, then just simply break up with him/her. I don't get how and I don't know why other people can just cheat on their partner for fun like its a normal thing to do or as if its nothing. The fact that you can be with somebody else is already enough proof that you don't love the person anymore, so why bother staying? Nothing hurts more than being left for someone else while still in the relationship and knowing you weren't enough for the person you love.

me: ye