riki

"learn to forgive your parents, it is also their first time being a parent" okay? how to when my dad just yelled at my mom during an argument saying that we (me and my 7 yo sister) are someone else's kid and that my mom got us from somewhere in front of me??

i hate how internally fatphobic my ed makes me like i’ll see an overweight people in public or them eating and have the most horrible unwanted thoughts degrading them and that makes me feel so disgusting about myself like how can i even think that

the way i’m fat on christmas doesn’t sit right with me

guys i binged (ate like a normal person)

living in a joint brown household that basically lives off oily and high sugar food is a whole different type of hell

i hate to admit it but the only thing I care about rn is losing weight

as soon as i fix my face and my body and my ocd and my ed and my anxiety and my clinical depression and my ptsd and my bpd and my intimacy issues and my self esteem issues and my need for validation and my agoraphobia (etc) it’s over for u bitches 💯‼️🗣️