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WHY IN THE ACTUAL FUCK DOES NO ONE LOOK OIT FOR ME LIKE I DO FOR THEM?! LIVING IS A FUCKING SCAM

If to be loved is to be seen, then consider me hidden.

I just want to be seen.

It actually shocks me that so many people think I’m this “cool, calm, and collected person.” Am I *really* that good at hiding how I feel, or do the people around me not see it or care?

Why do I find myself apologising for how I feel?

It’s tough to watch life around you move forward while you feel like you’re moving backwards and sometimes, it’s even harder to feel happy for others for their success.

I’m exhausted from trying so hard but I feel like I’m running in place. I just want to rest.

You know it’s getting bad when you have to figure out If your last $15 will be going towards throat lozenges or your antidepressant refills.

This might be it for me.

You ever feel like a guest inside your own house?

It’s a circle. I’m upset because I’m lonely but I don’t want to attach myself to anyone because they’ll realise I’m useless and leave me and I’ll end up upset because I’m lonely.