MAYBE/ESCAPE

knox watches phonk edits

charlie is so cracked at fortnite its insane. he also ragebaits kids on voice chat

cameron becomes the most burnt-out gifted kid who ever lived and has to go to therapy because of it

meeks and pitts are the type of guys to make a working springlock suit on a random sunday morning

todd wears the most massive sweaters because he cannot retain any body heat, so he wants to maximize his comfort

“before you”

and there was a

“during you”

but i never thought that there

would be an “after you”.

˙⋆✮ Changing their opinion mid-sentence because someone's face shifted

˙⋆✮ Laughing at something that made them uncomfortable to keep the peace

˙⋆✮ Never sending food back even when it's genuinely wrong

˙⋆✮ The resentment that builds silently because they never just said no

˙⋆✮ Agreeing to things and hoping they get cancelled so they don't have to

˙⋆✮ Shrinking their own needs down until they're not even sure what they are

˙⋆✮ The carefully worded text that took forty minutes to seem casual

˙⋆✮ Feeling personally responsible for everyone else's emotional temperature

˙⋆✮ Complimenting someone back immediately because receiving one felt dangerous

˙⋆✮ Saying what someone wants to hear and hating themselves a little for it

˙⋆✮ Noticing they have no idea what they actually like anymore

˙⋆✮ The exhaustion of monitoring every reaction in every room at all times

˙⋆✮ Volunteering for things no one asked them to do to feel worthy of being there

˙⋆✮ Being so easy to be around that no one thinks to ask if they're okay

˙⋆✮ Adjusting their personality slightly for every single person they know

˙⋆✮ The anger that only comes out sideways because it had nowhere else to go

˙⋆✮ Apologizing to furniture they walked into

˙⋆✮ Needing to be needed as a substitute for feeling genuinely wanted

Prompts for writing Eyes like that

☆ The color of something growing through a crack in old stone

☆ Warm at the edges like sunlight through a canopy in july

☆ The kind of green poets ruin by trying to explain it

☆ Green flecked with gold that only shows in afternoon light and only if you're close enough

☆ Dark forest green that keeps things. Doesn't give much back

☆ The color of a greenhouse in january. Vivid against everything gray outside

☆ Green that deepens to teal at the outer ring like it couldn't decide