its 2021 and i still deal with the trauma she has caused on me. she fuckiing used me sexually, spamming on discord to participate in such acts. i did these things even tho it hurt, made me uncomfortable, dirty, used, wrong.... she told friend “she comes all the way to poland just to fuck me” she masturbated next to me at night, i was constantly scared she will touch me and i wont be able to say no, especially when she took my shirt off and tried drag to bed when i was drunk. its literally fucking 2021 and i still process and deal with shit she has done and how it affects my current relationship. she used me, manipulated me, she took advantage of my naivety when it comes to sex. i was naive i was childish bc i was r*ped at 11 and had no experience in adulthood, didnt knew how to say no, thought these things are normal in r/s. she used me, made me feel dirty, nothing could scrub it off my body i felt disgusted, repulsed with my body and sex in general. its 2021 and i am working on not only childhood trauma but also this as it fucking HAUNTS me and my relationship. i am engaged to a man who treats me like she never did and it made me realize how fucking unhealthy relationship i had w her. she was selfish bitch who thought she deserves to be treated like a princess and that shes fucking innocent cus shes uwu sweet to others uwu. its 2021 and im working still w therapist, my mom still shakes when she remembers what she has done to me. anyone who fucking supports this bitch cus she is nice to them i wish u a pleasing die <3
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