Zhanâs feelings towards Jian Yi
So this is what i think: Zhan is soo much gayer than jian yi and is in love with him but just isnât aware of it cause heâs dense as fuck. Here we go.Â
1) He values Jian Yiâs life over his ownÂ
âLove is putting someone elseâs needs before yoursâ
Zhan would literally do ANYTHING for him, including giving up his own life to protect him.Â
2) Jian Yi comes first, always
What about his sister? Or a cute girl whoâs in love with him? Nope, Jian Yi comes first. Heâs literally the only person he thinks about all day every day. Zhan has a problem.Â
What kind of guy blushes furiously when his bro calls him by his first name? AÂ gay one.Â
Zhan needs to get a life. He literally looks at him through a shojo manga filter with all the sparkles and bubbles. He thinks heâs an angel and angrily yells at people who say otherwise.Â
5) Heâs way too intimate with him (his lips are on his neck ffs)Â
âIâll be right here now, to hold you when the sky falls down. I will always, be the one who took your place. When the rain falls, I wonât let go, Iâll be right here.â - Ashes Remain
6)Â Acts like his boyfriend
For jian yiâs birthday he took him to a romantic view and lit up sparklers. For the girlâs birthday he shot her down so brutally that even jian yi told him to be nicer. âIf I said yes to her then what about youâ literally makes him sound like heâs his boyfriend.
7) Strokes his hair and watches him sleep
âŚI think this speaks for itself omg.Â
9) Only smiles for Jian YiÂ
He looks so soft and gentle oh my god.. he doesnât look at anyone else with this much affection.
10) Practically lovers since childhoodÂ
He holds his hand a lot. Also makes sweeping declarations of love.Â
11)Â Fixes him up without being askedÂ
12) Monopolizes all his time so theyâre together 24/7
Heâs always the one asking to hang out after school, and when theyâre not connected at the hip he calls and texts him to meet.
13) Jian yiâs pain is his painÂ
If Jian Yi isnât okay, he isnât either. If jian yi is blushing, so is he. If Jian yi couldnât sleep, neither could he. Itâs not as one sided as you think.Â
14) Will annihilate anyone who hurts him
Talk shit, get hit. Doesnât matter if youâre a guy or girl, youâre dead.Â
conclusion:Â Itâs in everything he says and does, how can he not be in love with him?Â
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