Pages From An Empty Diary

Training my nervous system to choose an unfamiliar heaven instead of a familiar hell

it's been said a thousand times but "male loneliness epidemic" is just our entire generation's loneliness PANdemic. it's just the crisis of capitalism. almost all young people these days are lonely and depressed because of the crisis and decay of the system we live under and tbh the centering of "male loneliness" in this discussion is embarrassing but also a really understandable consequence of sexism & this current stage of culture war . "Oh won't someone think of the young men" oh won't someone think about class consciousness lol

they should invent a job that doesn't affect your schedule or energy level that you don't have to go to if you don't want but you still get paid

You've heard of parallel play, now get ready for perpendicular play.

Hot cross buns?

Hate how much A Little Treat has infested me. Any small discomfort and I'm immediately like oooo maybe exchanging money for goods and services will fix this situation.

You don't even have to leave the house if you use the resources the library can provide electronically (Libby, Hoopla, etc.).

Oh fuck yeah this is a library post now!!!!

official library post

good morning to the beaten and the damned only

Someone said “Do you know how hard you have to abuse an animal to make it stop breeding?” Our country continuously lowers quality of life, increases cost of living, strips away workers and women’s rights, does NOTHING to address the mass shootings that take place everywhere, and is currently under fascist leadership. So it’s no wonder no one wants or even financially can have a child.

Fun how the bystander effect was coined to cover up how cops are bigoted cowards who let a queer person die and Stockholm syndrome was also coined to cover that the cops handled a hostage situation so badly the hostages trusted their captors more than the cops.

they should invent a body that feels normal to be inside of