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i need people to understand the fact that the stigma surrounding being a child looking at porn was the very first step into terrifying me into being unable to speak about the sexual violence i endured, which in turn allowed for it to continue happening.

Official graveyard post

”official graveyard post” so i want to remind y’all this was posted like a month and half ago, i was magicalgirlbait. ive had 8 blogs since then. tumblr really really doesn’t like it when victims talk about their experiences

they really dont like it

I realized that Tyler Joseph equipped me to love and value genuine human-made art of any quality and to hate ai when he said, "Nobody thinks what you think," and when he said, "Are you searching for purpose? Then write something, yeah it might be worthless, then paint something, yeah it might be wordless. Pointless curses, nonsense verses, you'll see purpose start to surface," and when he said, "We are creative people," and when he said, "They will play a game and say they know what you're going through," and when he said, "They don't know you, and neither do I," and when he said, "Faith is to be awake, and to be awake is for us to think, and for us to think is to be alive, and I will try with every rhyme to come across like I am dying to let you know you need to try to think."

outlines of two alligators that got raptured by the lord himself

porn is bad because [christian talking point] and [alt-right study] and [misunderstood neurochemistry] and of course [feature of capitalism]

thank you SO MUCH for reminding me about [feature of patriarchy] and [problem caused by lack of kids' sex ed] random tumblr user in the notes! louder for those in the back!

The adult content warning on this post is really just the icing on the cake

this is really interesting in how it frames disability/low spoons/etc as not being a series of internal symptoms, but specifically a situation in which daily tasks increase in complexity. for example i used to be able to wash the dishes normally. but now mental and physical issues combine to make that situation have a lot of prequalifications (do I have time, energy, how long can I do it without being sore the next day) that means many more steps are involved in getting that single physical act of washing a dish to be done.

I’m trying to remember the quote. “On a good day, doing laundry is three steps. On a bad day, the first step is getting out of bed.”

why is it that when someone is struggling mentally we always ask if they've tried therapy and never give them $5000

i would be soooooo powerful if i wasn't so deeply afraid of people and places and also things

We are now trapped in the shrinking areas left for us, confined to less than half of Gaza with no real life left to live, no safety, no basic necessities, no future. We live among rubble and destruction while insects, rats, and disease spread around us. Israel continues destroying families, children, women, and the elderly with no consequences, while the world watches in silence. It feels as if they are only waiting for people to grow tired of hearing about Gaza so this horror can continue unseen.

And we are just one of those families, a father, a mother, and four children trying to survive this nightmare alone. Today, we depend entirely on donations to buy food, medicine, clothes, and the most basic needs for our children. This is not exaggeration or emotional wording; it is our reality. If donations come, we are able to survive another day. If they do not, we are left with nothing.

Please do not grow numb to our suffering. Do not let this world take away your humanity. Even sharing our story can help it reach someone willing to save a family or feed a hungry child. We are not asking for luxury, we are a family facing fear, hunger, and destruction every single day, pleading with kind people not to leave us alone in this slow death. Thank you to everyone who still sees the people of Gaza as human beings deserving of life.

This mother is pleading with you for her four children. They are living in dire circumstances due to the war in Gaza. Please amplify their voices to the world, and whoever can help should donate to them.

Food, medicine, clothes, safety, education… these are no longer normal things in our lives. We lost our home, our income, and any sense of stability. And now, like many families in Gaza, we survive almost entirely through the kindness of strangers.