Just in case if you lost.

List of work:

I Lost You

The Star I Admire: part 1 | part2

Proud of You

Founder as A Real Life Teacher

Tobirama AU

Founder As Your Boss In Your Workplace (Office)

A Conversation

TW: Nothing, just sad Based on Tobirama vs Kumogakure shinobi.

The wind blows through her hair, as the rain getting rough when it reach her skin. They went far to regroup with the remaining subordinates, under the tree, behind the bushes. Tobirama close his eyes, as he infused his chakra to the ground, scanning for the incoming enemies. "We're surrounded... " he paused, "the enemy ... 20 persons, and highly skilled ... judging from their chakra flow, it's Kumogakure." he continue. He open both of his eyes, with the usual stern facial expression with a knife cutting glaze, facing the rest of them. It was quite, none of them dare to be a volunteer. "You should get going... all of you, i'll stay for them" he said as he turn his back, getting ready to caught the enemy by surprise.

"No" she approach him, " I'll stay with you." she added.

"You're young, and will be the future of the village" he stated, not even bat an eye. She knows that it is not the right time for a debate, and the longer they wait, the more they lost.

"I said, i'll stay."

He turns around, facing her. Their eyes met, when suddenly his eyes change its focus and give a subtle signal to the other subordinate behind her. They grab her, cover her mouth and take her by force. By doing so, she's stuck in a bad situation where she cannot scream his name, nor call his name for the last time, not even a chance to bid farewell.

The cold rain pierce through her skin, as the last thing that she will remember is the silence in between their last encounter. Cold, she felt... but not just the rain.

They all arrive at the safe zone, delivering the news of Tobirama noble sacrifices and appoint the new Hokage. The news spread fast.

The second hokage died.

After several years, when the war is over, they held a funeral.

Though she's not coming.

She's watching from a far, a high cliff near his graveyard as the funeral went by. Today is cloudy, the rain is over, yet the cold still catch her. Not a single tears fell down, as there was nothing to cry about. "Don't get attached" she said to herself yet a wave of grief was about to hit her and devour her completely.

But grief is her only friend now, a quite friend, the one that haunt her during the day, until she closes her eyes during night time, even when she burry herself with work and distractions. Grief was the only thing she could cling on. Though time had passed several years after his absence. Who would have thought losing someone could be this difficult.

"If im gone, will you miss me like i miss you?" she whispers to the thin air. Hoping it reaches him, whom cannot be reached anymore.

When she's home, it's strangely empty although she lives alone for the past 20 years. The shower feels colder than usual, the warm water doesn't do any significant improvement. She went outside as soon as she finishes her shower and put on some training clothes.

The night is strangely quite, with the moonlight as its only source of light. A quite street and a flickering light towards the training ground, a place where shinobi train during the day, some of them still practice until late, but it's empty. No one is there, in fact it looks quite abandoned with a few wooden swords in its shelf left untouched.

"How long has it been?"

"I don't even remember his voice anymore" she said to herself.

What he was like again? Husky voice, and white hair? was it white or gray-ish blended in white? What color is his eyes? Is it red...? Or maroon.

For the past 7 years, she spent 2 hours of her rest time, attending an extra practice with the so called 'Hokage'. But these recent years, he's not coming anymore, leaving her only with his reminiscence. There's no more "Get your sword." , it is now exist solely in her memory.

Her bottom eye lid is finally filled with tears, though she only let out a heavy sigh. Perhaps the bloodshot on her eyes explain everything better than herself. The struggle to breath, now that she starts to whimper against her own will. She clench her jaw, and both of her fist. She tried to hold back her tears, as it started to rush down towards her cheeks.

He's gone, he's presence is no longer here. His absence impale her more than any trident could ever. She took a deep breath to calm herself, holding back the incoming wave of tears and brush away her tears with the palm of her hands. She went back home.

And just like that, she continue to live along with his absence. Tobirama absence. An empty life, no interest, barely alive, hollow.

Fin.

Author Note: Sure! I'll try my best ^^

In The Forest

Character: Tobirama, Itama, Hashirama, Butsuma

It was midnight. Normally, a child would've been asleep during this hour. "What do you mean by this? this isn't normal, letting a child to be a frontliner? You're out of your mind!" Hashirama shouted. He walk towards his father Butsuma, with his index finger pointing toward his face, aggressive. Seeing his oldest son say such a thing, he couldn't stay quite and let it slide, it's visible that he's anger is building up real fast, he might punch Hashirama. "Enough!" Tobirama shout, "don't you know it's midnight?" he continue. He get up from his futon, grab a few kunai and went outside. "Where are you going?" Hashirama ask, but Tobirama didn't answer. He left the two of them in an awkward silent, making them stop arguing for the rest of the night, perhaps they just forgot where they were left before. Tobirama went to the woods, the moonlight is shining his path ahead, with a breeze of midnight air as his companion. The woods isn't really a secure place, but it offers a quite mind for those who search for it, especially when everyone is asleep, except for... "Hyaaa!!" Suddenly, a faint voice coming from deep in the forest got into his ears, making him alert and activate his chakra. He scans, one person... judging from the chakra flow... "Hyuga clan" he whisper. He went to the source of the voice, it's quite far. Behind those trees, there's a little girl practicing her 'byakugan'. He was hesitant to approach the girl, but he thought that it's useless to hide from 'byakugan'. He walks towards her, leaving the shadows of those trees, revealing himself under the moonlight. But the girl seems very busy... and didn't notice his presence at all, until he interrupt her training. "I don't know what you're focusing at, but that's not how you do taijutsu," he said, alerting the little girl. "Why- who are you?" she respond, as she take a step back, and ready to flee. "Tobirama" he answer as he stares at her, scanning her. She had a medium-length black hair, pale skin, diamond-shaped face with a soft jaw line, it's the perfect combination as her face is spotlighted by the moonlight, making him blush. "Im y/n" she said, as her gaze softened. "You're Hashirama's little brother," she stated. He look away, avoiding her gaze. "Right?" she asked. He turns his back, heading towards the trees. "Oh! You're here!" A familiar voice. It was Hashirama's voice. There were two of them, coming out from the woods, Hashirama and Itama, holding each other hands. "We were worried!" Hashirama said, as he switch his gaze towards y/n, "or maybe we just in the way~" he continue with a teasing tone. Hearing that, Tobirama could feel his own face grown red and detect an unusual activity of his own heartbeat. In fact both of Tobirama and y/n felt the same, they respond in sync. "It's not like that" they said, looking at each other, confused with the sync. A big smile grow from Hashirama's face, he approach Tobirama and tap him in the shoulder. "I won't tell father" he said, with a proud tone and smile that turns into a grin. You can clearly see the visible annoyance from Tobirama face. Not long after, they bid farewell. Tobirama, Itama and Hashirama went into the woods, heading back home. "I didn't know you're such a womanizer?" Hashirama teased. Tobirama let out a heavy sigh, a signal of giving up. "Yeayy!! You finally had a girlfriend, i thought you're gonna die alone!" Itama said, with a big smile and an uplifting tone, cheerful. "Shut up!" Tobirama said with a grumpy tone. "Wait- where did you even learn those phrase- argh..- whatever," he continue with the same grumpy voice mixed with a disbelief, making the two of them laugh uncontrollably. Their meeting was short, but enough to grow a connection. Even after many years, she stays as his deepest memories until fate bring them together again, after Konoha is established, gathering all the clans under a village. The stars align, once again.

Part 1

Tobirama lost a subordinate in a battle. TW: Nothing.

It was raining. It was an ambush from the elite squad of Kumogakure. His broad back looking tense, while fleeing he look behind to check all of his men, he counts, 1.. 2.. 7... including you. For a few second you can sense that he's agitated with the whole situation behind those cold and intense figure. Following his lead, they split up. 2 teams consist of 5 men and 2 men (you, and Tobirama). Tobirama's team took the left path, to split the enemy teams. But the whole situation got worst, with the other team got one casualty after they split up.

As they accelerate, you can sense a sudden change of air.

He could sense it, better than anyone else.

Someone died, but not just someone, it's his subordinate.

"Sensei.." you whisper hesitantly. "I know" he answer. "We should trust them." he adds, as he stares at the moon up ahead, with tree branches covering it.

"Let's not get too attached" he said calmly.

Funny. Those words came out of his mouth. Yet he always grieves the longest out of everyone. Visits their graveyard almost every day. Standing in front of their graveyards, even when it's raining.

"I wonder.. would you said the same thing when it's my turn?" you whisper.

He didn't answer it right away. The silence fills the air as the two of them are still running from branch to branch.

"Say it when it's mine" he answer.

I think, since Tobirama is a master in Water Jutsu, he surely can swim... And... Fishing? Yes, i think he could. Aaaand cooking? A simple dish , yeaaahh i think he could.

It was early in the morning when you wake up in your futon, when you heard someone is in the kitchen. With every strength you gather to stay awake as you walk through the kitchen, only to find a rare sight of the second Hokage in your kitchen... Cooking... For you.

"Good morning, y/n" He said with his typical husky voice, while he's busy with his morning task. "Looks like you sleep well" He adds.

"Y-yeah.. Well.. So.. " You stumble upon your own words. "Yes, i cook you some breakfast" He replied before you could finish your words.

"I didn't know you can cook? " You ask him.

"It's a survival skill" He replied, shortly.

Looks like he finishes cooking, and put those fishes on a plate that he already reseves. You keep staring to his wide and broad back covered in a soft linen black turtle neck, the same that he used last night.

"Let's eat" He said with his usual cold stare with a slight frowing on his face. He walks towards the table, with two plates on his hands. He puts one infront of him and the other one on your side of table. It's such a rare sight, since you never taste his cooking nor saw him cooking before.

"Don't just stare at your food, you should eat" He commented as he started to eat his breakfast already.

"Is this your special dish? " You commented, teasing him a bit.

"My favourite" He replied. "I do have another favourite beside this" He adds.

"What is it? " You a ask.

But he didn't reply to you, he simple ignore it. Until you ask it again. "What is it? "

This time, he looks up to you... Staring. But that's all, with no replies. He gets up, finished his breakfast already, he walk towards the kitchen to wash the dish. Leaving you with a hanging question. Shortly you finishes your breakfast too and walk towards the kitchen while he's still do the dishes.

"Let me clean it for you" He reach out his hand, giving signal to hand over your plate. You gave it to him.

"I also have my own favourites" You said to him as you stand right beside him, implying to the question he didn't answer.

He looks at you, you could find a hint of curiosity coming from his cold stare. "Are you curious? " You ask him, with a teasing tone.

He look away.

"Tell me" He said, with a commanding tone.

You walk away. He stares at you while he finishes the dishes, looking irritated. It's so visible that he's frowning right now.

You chuckled. "Maybe you'll get your answer later" You said.

It's almost time for him to go to his office. "I have to go" He let out a heavy sigh, "we'll continue this tonight" He walks towards you, "i'll make sure to get my answer" He smile, as he get ready to go.

His smile was rather soft and feels affectionate. It's been a while since you're getting close with him, sometimes he's grumpy and he always put on a frowning expression in daily basis. But behind those cold figure, you can feel his warm side.

Context: You're having a deep conversation with Tobirama.

TW: Sad.

It's rainy outside, without any thunder. You're inside a cabin, made out of a quality wood, perhaps Tobirama got his brother's help with this cabin, it's small but cozy for both of you, sitting across each other on a futon chairs, with a round coffee table in between. The fireplace nearby, light up the cabin.

He take a sip, of his tea. "How's your work today?" he ask. You look at him, as your eyes travel to the tea that he offers to you before you could answer him. You take the tea, hold it down, you look into the tea, hoping that you'd see yourself, but there's nothing in there.

"I-it was great, like-" you pause, "usual." You stare at him, without any expression.

"You still want to continue your job?" he sigh, "Don't you like to do some art-"

"Let's not talk about that." You look down and take a sip of your tea.

"I don't understand, why won't you chase your dream-" he ask.

"I don't, well perhaps it's just not my way," you answer him, frustrated.

"Can you at least-"

"No," you pause, "I can't." You look at him intensely in the eye.

He stares at you, with his fierce eyes. "There's will, there's way-"

"Stop it!" you said with a high tone. You can feel tightness in your chest slowly building up. He remains calm, and leaning back in his chair.

"Was it your parents?" he continue, "or is it you?"

His words cut deep, you get up from your chair, circling around and rubbing your forehead while letting out a sigh. "I don't even have a choice-"

"You do."

You stop circling around, just stand there across him. You both remain silent for a moment, the sound of rain fills the air along with a crackling sound coming from the fire place. You almost reach your limit, you stare at him helplessly. "I should be realistic right?" You said half whispering while holding back tears.

He get up from his chair, he walk towards the fire place, and stop in front of it, giving you his back while crossing his hand on his back. "You know the consequences," he continue "You'll regret it for the rest of your life."

You stare at his back, you're about to burst out any time soon. He slowly turn his back, facing you. "When a bird lost its wings, how would they look in the sky?" he says, as he approach you. "Will it be rage? sadness?" he pause. He's right in front of you, stares at you closely in the eye as his face getting closer to yours. "Or regret?"

Modern Alternate Universe. No Trigger warning. Just a normal writing. Enjoy!

Context: You got into the same office as the founder, and work directly under one of them. Each of them is a Director on a specific field at the same corporation. You look up to them as they were a good leaders.

Hashirama

He is the Director of Marketing.

He's always cheerful, the type of boss you feel comfortable when he's around. Not in romantic way, he's just very nice and caring, like a big brother.

He meant it when he says "We're like family in this office."

Even though he seems chill and all, he's professional and serious when it comes to work.

When it comes about internal meeting, the atmosphere is rather calm yet serious. But sometimes he cracks some jokes near the end of the meeting, so that everyone leaves without a heavy shoulder.

You can tell that he's a workaholic, and he enjoy it. He always find a way to laugh.

Whenever we're having a rough day or after projects, he would treat us food and drinks.

During holiday he's still willing to talk and go outside with his team.

He likes to giveaway some concert tickets for his team, that he got from sponsorship.

You never see him get angry, but you know for sure when he get angry, that would be a disaster.

He know everyone's birthday and always celebrate it.

Whenever he got extra money, he treat his team in a fancy restaurant or an 'all you can eat' restaurant. (well, he's rich afterall, his money will stay the same even when he treat the whole office...).

Tobirama

He's a Legal Director.

He has a frowning expression that he wear all the time, as his trademark.

People are scared of him, although he never yell or do anything violent (except for his big brother). Perhaps it's his eyes that slice people alive.

He doesn't seem like the cheerful type of boss, but more like an observant. He observer people, especially his own team. He's always on point when it comes to work with his team.

When it comes to internal meeting, the atmosphere is surprisingly calm and he's very thorough. It feels like you're back in college again and having your project being revised (or something like that).

He is a workaholic.

He gave little surprises once in a while. Like buying a bunch of coffee and cake for his team, yet he's nowhere to be thanked.

During holiday he's still available for a chat or coffee, yet no one dares to bother him during holiday.

He doesn't like a crowded place like a concert, if he's given a ticket for a concert, he'd probably gave it to his big brother.

You can tell when he's angry. The atmosphere around him changed, it become more intense than usual, with a dead cold air.

He only remember the birthday of the people that are close to him, but he's willing to say 'happy birthday' when he knows. Like "Happy birthday y/n." That's all, no wishes, nothing.

When he got an extra money, he'd probably save it up for 'future plan' or he's just gonna spend it depends on his priority scale. For some rare occasion he might take his team to dinner after a huge project to celebrate or to cheer them up (if they messed up).

Madara

He is the Cybersecurity Director.

It's pretty hard to describe his facial expression in daily basis, since he didn't make any, he just put on a poker face most of the time. But everyone is terrified with his 'poker face' as if he's naturally had a scary face.

Although he seems scary and all, he's the type to crack a joke once in a while, but you have to match his humor first.

He cares deeply towards his team. He's always "It's time to go home, don't overwork yourself." And he goes back to his office room, working.

When it comes to internal meeting, the atmosphere is surprisingly calm, since everyone in his team is already used for his appearance. He doesn't complicate things, sometimes he gave a fresh idea as a reference for his team project (he's actually good at naming something).

He is well aware that his appearance is scary, one time he tried to smile awkwardly to other employee, it doesn't go well. He never tried that again.

He's not good with surprises, instead he would gave his card for his team to spend on some food/drink.

During holiday, he's still reachable. He'd probably went out with Hashirama.

Crowded place doesn't suit him well. But maybe he would go with Hashirama (they're best buddies) or with his little brother.

When he's angry, you can see it in his eyes, as if he would kill you right away. It is such an intense stare.

He doesn't remember everyone birthday (everyone that he knows), but he had his own notes about it. He'd probably bought a gift for them.

When he had extra money, he'd probably save it up for his little brother.

Sorry for my bad english or grammar errors im still learning, hope y'all like it.

Context: Founder lost their spouse in a war

TW: Nothing.

In the bleak of war, they found a body... Lying cold deep in the forest. The one that they recognize the most.

Hashirama:

He rushes towards the body.

He cried, out loud while hugging the corpse of his spouse.

He couldn't resist the sadness. Yet there's no hatred in his tears. Just sadness.

The forest has gone silent. They mourn with him.

As if a part of his soul had gone. Blown by the air.

You have gone. He couldn't reach you anymore. He couldn't hear your voice, nor see your smile. Just a cold sensation coming from your body.

"Don't go!" he screams, as he was drowned in the depths of sorrow.

"Where did you go-" he whisper. "Just come home-" he whisper once again.

Tobirama:

He could no longer sense you. He can't reach you anymore.

As he search you deep in the forest, he finally found you. But it wasn't the same.

You're with him, but you're not.

He could only stare. A cold blank stare. Perhaps his tears had gone dried-out.

But it breaks him. Deep inside.

He could no longer let out a single drop of tears. He had to put on a calm presence and composure. Put on his usual poker-face.

It was raining.

Perhaps the sky mourn with him. As if he couldn't let out a cry for you, but the sky did.

Perhaps the rain replaces his tears.

The sound of rain, each drop of the rain fills the moment. Replacing the silence. He had to bid farewell.

Madara:

He was in the middle of fight. A revenge.

He was drown in it.

As he wins the fight, he find it strangely silent.

He search for you, only to find you lying in front of a tree. Without any hint of alive.

He rushes towards you. Hugs the remaining of you. He regrets everything. The revenge turns to be the biggest lost for him.

He tried to hold back his tears, only to find himself whimpering. Weeping.

As he gain more power through his eyes (sharingan), he pays for it.

What a price to pay.

There's nothing he can do. He can't undo, nor turn back the time. All that's left is... Sorrow and,

Regrets.

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Alternate Universe, Modern Universe

TW: it's a bit sad.

Context: Tobirama is immortal.

When you have an umbrella through a thunderstorm, the small one you can barely afford, only fit for a person, a strange coincidence that you're always went home alone on your foot. Although you're alone, didn't have a decend equipment, your foot is still warm like you could walk a hundred miles ahead through the thunderstorm.

Tobirama Senju Alternate Universe, Modern Universe, Short Story. SFW

"A star is meant to be admired."

"But... is it wrong for me to wish for a chapter with him... just a paragraph, just a chance... to call him by his name."

You rush your step to catch the elevator, you're almost late for work as an intern. You let out a sigh, a sign of relieve that you barely made it. the office that you work on doesn't put on a strict regulation in terms of late, but as an intern you have the obligation to came on time. As you walk towards your table, you put on a smile on your face as you walk past by the other employee, just when you sit down and getting your laptop ready, you heard someone approaching you.

"Y/n, i sent the documents that needs to be summarize, the deadline is today if you can, but tomorrow is also okay," she said as she tap your shoulder.

"I see, thankyou, Ms. Koharu" you said, as you smile towards her, replying her smile. Koharu is the head department that you're assigned as an intern, she's cheerful unlike you, although you're not an anti-social or an actual introvert, talking and maintaining a conversation isn't really your thing, perhaps you're just shy. As Ms. Koharu went back to her table, you start to take a look on the documents that sent to your email, there aren't many documents for today, perhaps today is not so busy for you. As you scroll down, you saw a notes regarding to whom you're gonna sent these documents. You can't help but stare at your screen, you're very familiar with that name, as if you met him everyday yet you never met him, not even a single time, perhaps he doesn't even know your existence. Oddly familiar, when you saw a photo of him, you knew it's him even without knowing how he looks like before... strange... but the more you see his name... and saw him on social media, the more you realize how cool he is, you admire him. Tobirama Senju, The Director.

You snap out of your day dream and get back to the reality, you started to work on the documents until it's time to lunch break. As you taking your lunch, you realize that it's been 3 months since you start your internship here and today is your last day, yet you never met him. You keep telling yourself that you're not in love, you're just admiring him, and keep your expectation low don't even expect anything in the first place. But you're not asking for something big, you're just expecting a cross path between you and him, or a chance to actually talk to him, "Was is too much to ask?" you thought.

You finish your lunch and went back to your table, as you walk you can't just wipe those sadness you feel knowing today is your last day yet you'd wish to stay while on the first week you wish the time would go faster. You sit down on your chair and continue your work, as the time went faster you're also losing hope, "Maybe it's just not the way," you thought. It's 5 PM already, you lean back at your chair while staring at your screen, you've done your last document and with that marked the end of your internship, what's left is to bid farewell. You bid farewell to the other employee and politely thanking them for accepting and guiding you in the office for the past 3 months. You went out, leaving the room and going down through the elevator.

"Is it even possible to bid farewell to someone you don't even meet?" you thought as the elevator went down, you put on an effort to clear out your head, afterall today is your last day, you're supposed to be happy about it. You finally reach the first floor, and walk out from the office, seeing the street outside the office is crowded makes you draw your phone from your pocket, perhaps this scenery would be your last memory here. You click on the camera app, adjusting the best angle for your last day in the office... until someone walk into your frame, infront of your camera.

It's him.

Click, you took the picture, as you stared at him through your phone. He stays silent as he stood still, you put down your phone back in your pocket. "What should i do? Should i say hi? Good evening?" you struggle and drown on your own thought, failed to decide whether to greet him or not, time is up and he walk past you without saying a single word.

You missed the chance.

You look behind you, as he walk into the office, you stare at his back wishing for a second chance that he would look back to you, but he never did. He's just a star in your night sky, you could only admire him from a far yet you ask for more, and that's the ending of this chapter and you have to keep moving to the next page, knowing you'll never see him or his name anymore.

"Farewell, Tobirama," you whisper and you continue to walk back home, ending this short encounter. After you arrive at home, you sit down to take off your shoes as you stare blankly at the wall infront of you, you're not sure what to feel, is it relieve? sadness? for a moment you feel empty unable to feel anything, when suddenly tears fall down to your cheeks, but you feel numb. You take your phone and see the last picture you've taken, the more you stare towards it, the more you started to feel pain around your chest as your tears rushes its way out, you couldn't help but let out a cry.