kelpiekid

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I wasn't expecting to SEE mouthwashing OCs on Artfight this year, but once I saw that there was an entire CREW posted by a few different users, I knew what had to be done.

Character credits, point total, and bonus thumbnail art below the cut.

I was very prominent in the fandom 2/3 yrs ago, but I took a noticeable gap between then and now. That’s because of Sad and their friend Jay.

I was interacting in a nsfw server (I was 19) and they had an issue with me drawing with older people (we’re all 18+). They used me specifically, BY NAME, out to be the victim against a friend of theirs. They had never talked to me, never dm’d me, they just used me like a pawn against someone I enjoyed drawing with. Hell they called me “Heckin” in others dms when EVERYONE called me Rissa.

It hurt, this was my first fandom I’ve been so interested in and the first I’ve opened up to people IN a fandom. But then that was used against me and I just slinked away in silence. Some people I had connections with also helped them with this, never dming me, it made me sick and I can’t even look at their usernames without feeling ill, it didn’t help that most of them are popular within the fandom. I didn’t have much of a voice so I didn’t bother. I was scared to make content again, scared to talk in servers cuz I didn’t want people to think of me like that.

Now, I’m trying to get back to it, animating my guys brings back that joy. I just wish I could interact with others the same like I used to. To those who have stuck around, I recognize u in my notifs. Thank you whole heartedly. It really helps motivate me to get back out there and continue onwards 💟💟

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Early rdr2 concept art oh i know they changed it cause they didnt want john to mog arthur 😝😝😝😝😝

His RDR1 fits are better but his epilogue fits are ....