I really loved you. And I am always going to have to live with that.

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I really loved you. And I am always going to have to live with that.

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Last night @rooftopatpier17 kicked off season 5 of the summer concert series with one of my favorite bands to shoot @coheed - it was sold out and I am so glad I was there // #keeyahtay #coheedandcambria #myfujifilmlegacy #gfx100s #mediumformat #music #pier17 #nyc (at The Rooftop at Pier 17) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cr1UYwwOd9e/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
Congrats to @_kaytelyn and @hance713 on their wedding this past weekend! So glad that @jessemurch and I were able to capture it for you guys // #keeyahtay #Happilyeverhance #myfujifilmlegacy #mediumformat #gfx100s #wedding #bride #groom #blackandwhite #delaware #weddingphotography (at Lighthouse Cove Event Center) https://www.instagram.com/p/CrvyprMObyl/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
Today #willienelson turns 90. I feel lucky that I was able to photograph him- I was the only approved for this show and I love this photo I was able to grab. No one is a bigger badass than Willie // #keeyahtay #music #mediumformat #myfujifilmlegacy #throwback #livenation https://www.instagram.com/p/CroSAKJuxQ0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
Some overcast photos today…

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Sometimes I get this feeling I was breathing someone else’s air // #keeyahtay #spring #nj #myfujifilmlegacy #gfx100s #mediumformat #flowers #85mm #sigmaart #blackandwhite (at Holmdel, New Jersey) https://www.instagram.com/p/CrGuXfLupSV/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
In another life I would make you stay.
I spent yesterday with @amnthewilderness shooting photos and video. I got the call from his manager last week asking me to come out and I could not have been more pumped. He played Rockwood Music Hall which is such a small space for him to play. I haven’t been in a room that crowded and sweaty in a long time. Thank you to Ryan, Bob and of course Andrew for being so kind and making me feel like I was with friends. See you guys again soon (ps- the new album is stunning )// #keeyahtay #andrewmcmahon #andrewmcmahoninthewilderness #rockwoodmusichall #myfujifilmlegacy #gfx100s https://www.instagram.com/p/CqqO4IZO-qd/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
First show since the fall and I got to shoot one of my favorite bands @dayseeker HBD @roryspencer - thank you for sharing your day with us // #keeyahtay #myfujifilmlegacy #gfx100s #dayseeker #mediumformat (at Sherman Theater) https://www.instagram.com/p/CqjlzDgOUOk/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
Waking is rising // with @fujifilmx_us #keeyahtay #asburypark #x100v #myfujifilmlefacy #nj https://www.instagram.com/p/CqfuISYOJfB/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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The quiet moments. When I’m sitting on the balcony with my dog, listening to the wind stir the trees. Grabbing every moment of the sun dipping into the horizon. The quiet moments when I see something I want to share with you. Or I wake up to the sun streaming in just right, hitting the pillow that used to be yours. The quiet moments when a song comes on you used to sing along to in the passenger seat. Those moments happen so often, I can’t even count them. Not these huge grand things I can’t believe I’m not sharing with you. It’s more about the quiet moments that bring me to my knees. And I want to reach out, to let you know,
That you should be here.
Did some bike things this weekend.
I grew up near this used book store. It’s gone now but sometimes I think about being there. It was two stories and there were books piled everywhere. I remember sitting on the floor looking through the stacks while the sun streamed in, the heat so thick you could taste it. I can still smell it in my nose if I close my eyes. I can feel the brittle pages on my fingers.
Like a love long gone. Like a time that will never be again. Like closing my eyes and feeling you on my fingers. The loss so thick I can taste it. Even now. Even here.
They say “it’s better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all” but it’s all these lost loves that keep me from sleeping.
“I think hell is something you carry around with you. Not somewhere you go.”
— Neil Gaiman, The Sandman

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I’m too aware of the time ticking by. I can hear it like blood rushing in my ears. Telling me I am already too late.
I guess the winter makes you laugh a little slower / / with @miettehope @fujifilmx_us #keeyahtay #gfx100s #makeportraits #myfujifilmlegacy #portraits #mediumformat #brooklyn (at Brooklyn, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/CpNp-B-uS-4/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=