vani

this lamb keeps trying to sacrifice itself even though no one really needs or wants it to do that

digital selfharm is real. do NOT check up on that ex-partner/ex-friend. do NOT reread those old messages/conversations that you know will hurt your feelings all over again or that will otherwise make you feel like shit. do NOT block evade to see if you’re being talked about. inhale. exhale. let it pass and you’ll be better for it.

alex albon telling any story ever: so i was on a date with lily. weirdly enough george was there

i am always one wrong word away from being shot by all the people who find me tolerable

amnesty and amnesia <- new version of forgive + forget i’m working on

sorry if i come off as rude my mother didn't like me for several years

There Will Be Blood? Do you promise?

DNI if you have straight white teeth

anyways on another topic. i used to be the type of person who thought that no one besides people who share my specific identities can understand my experiences. and that way of thinking is incredibly lonely. others can and often will (or at least try to) understand you. like most cis people wont understand what its like "living as a trans person", but most of them could relate to the feeling of being different, or an outsider, or feeling like youre failing at gender presentation, and wanting to look differently, and wanting to be seen differently. a lot of people will relate to strangers asking you very personal and inappropriate questions, or making inappropriate remarks about your life. if you dont share your experiences because you assume no one would understand you, then no one will

Im Bad at talking you should just shoot me if I talk to you ever

when life gives you lemons you squeeze them into your open wounds

Being 11 was terrible i would not wish it on anyone

does the body ALWAYS have to keep the score? maybe we could just have a friendly game this time. maybe we can just have fun without putting numbers on it