The Incomplete Ramblings Of A Mad Person

You can’t make someone want to fight for you. We’ve been together for six years. We’ve built a life together. I 100% believe that we are meant to be together. We have lost our trust and respect for each other, but I think it’s something we can get back. But I don’t think they think that.

We just broke up. Goodbye tumblr.

I’m like so sad that it’s making me sick

Honestly don’t think I’m cut out for polyamory anymore. Tired of being the less liked one. If I’m fucking honest. Like I could cry right now. Yea we fucking kissed and had like some moments in front of the other two? But these two getting all the alone time that they want? Bullshit and I’m devastated

It’s crazy how I went from being in the most secure and happy relationship of my life for 8 years and planned a proposal and everything and talked to their mom about it to now being in a polyamorous relationship that is draining every bit of me because we’re still figuring it out but I’m miserable and hurting and am probably not proposing