Padding, Plants, And Other Things

Holding in a diaper is so underrated imo. I usually don’t need them, but occasionally I do and I know I just can’t make to the bathroom and my bladder is filled to bursting. I don’t want to admit that I can’t hold it and I’m going to have an accident, I try to hold it like a big girl, but it’s so much harder to hold myself and cross my legs with all that bulk. I don’t want to wet myself, I don’t want to have an accident in my diaper but if I do it’s OK and I can relax and not worry because I’m nice and protected. If I were to have an accident, if I were to leak and spurt and desperately struggle to hold it, if my bladder was so full that it’s about to explode no matter what I do, it will be OK and it won’t make a big mess. But obviously I’m definitely not going to have an accident, I’m definitely not squirming and trying to hold myself every single way through my thick padding, I’m definitely not leaking.