kaya

May your healing bring you back to the hobbies you once loved.

The intimacy of someone who values your relationship enough to do the inner work.

this movie def took inspo from 2014 tumblr grunge

The alarm cuts open the morning. Tring, tring "Wake up, beta, you’re running out of time." you speaks to me like I’m still small, like my whole life is just a bus I might miss. you didn't mean to hurt me. you asked me to dream big, so I reached until my body broke. you showed me the sky, and now you are watching me fall through it. you drops you daughter off in a different state, leaving a scared little girl on unknown land, a future. but, papa I am already late for the woman I wanted to be. I am late for whatever cold, tired thing I am turning myself into. ""Twenty-three is a freak show. I say “I’m doing my masters” just to pretend this quiet room makes sense. I am far. god I am so far away. from myself An unknown dream on soil that isn't mine. I am awake, papa. I hear the clock ticking. And I am never late, because the daughter you left here is never coming to herself