*bites you*

no i actually cant fit doing this thing that takes 5 minutes into my schedule sorry :/ i only have the entire day free i just cant

from a ghosts point of view I’d be annoyed as hell too because why the FUCK did you paint the kitchen millennial grey? why do you never shut doors is this place a barn? moonbeam icecream??? yah I’m just gonna go ahead and turn that off. don’t look so scared it’s literally just me. we’ve been thru this

like imagine you are dead and ur spirit decided it’s not ready to move on so now you’re stuck looking out the window at birds, watching love island and tik tok over the livings’ shoulder bc literally all they do. excuse me for trying to spice things up once in a while by opening a door or two

I think flinching is such a hit or miss reflex. Like yea a tiny bit of boiling water touched my hand but i dont think reflexivly throwing the water everywhere is a good defensive measure perhaps. might be even worse actually

I'm trying to take the high road but I'm like, dragging myself bleeding and sobbing along the high road while looking so so longingly at the low road

I think part of getting better is complete ego death. Like you’re not above setting a timer for 5 minutes and focusing on a task. You’re not above doing a very simple 3 minute workout to start. You’re not above reading for 10 minutes a day when you first get out of your reading slump, even if you used to read for hours. You’re not above starting slow and then building up to where you want to be/where you once were. What you are above is total inertia. Doing something really is better than doing nothing. Radically accept where you are, radically accept your limits, and go from there. Don’t let your ego get in the way.

HAVE THAT CHARACTER GAIN WEIGHT AS A SIGN OF HEALING: NOW