Behind Blue Eyes

Let's treat everyone equally.

I commit. It’s what I do. The only thing I know how to do. I’m loyal, I invest little pieces of myself into the people around me. This is both my saviour and my destructor. It means, that it leaves the centre of my chest aching with yearning when I miss someone important to me. It means that when I see others sad my whole chest feels like it’s being crushed, it means when things are good it feels like my lungs are burning, my being on the brink of explosions. I lose myself to the people around me. Everything I feel is so intense it becomes an almost physical sensation. That’s why I believe that our souls live in our chest, when my emotions are strong that’s where I feel them. And sometimes, I lose myself completely, and it feels like a gaping hole lies inside me. Because my soul is no longer my own, but belongs to you.