This will be a somewhat personal post. I don't usually share any personal information here; this blog is purely about the Sims, my escape, my passion. However, in recent days, something has happened that I can't cope with. I'm so saddened, filled with regret and bitterness. Yesterday, my beloved mother passed away. My best friend, confidante, my hero. She lost her battle with cancer… she fought until the very end, she was so brave. Despite the pain, suffering, and fear, she still believed she would beat this disease. She tried to stay positive until the end, assuring us she wasn't saying goodbye to anyone because she would return. I've never lost a loved one before; this is my first such loss, and I don't know what to do, where to seek solace, how to find comfort, and what to do next with my life.
I… my dad and brother are devastated. My heart has been broken into pieces. Life without her seems so empty and meaningless. My mom was the most joyful person I know; you could hear her laughter from the next room. She always comforted you, always greeted you with a warm smile and a delicious meal. She cared for everyone, helped every weary soul, even thinking of strangers in need. I don't know another person so kind and pure of heart. I have no doubt she's gone to heaven; she never hurt a fly.
Dear Mommy, my best friend I loved you dearly, I'm suffering here without you, I can't imagine life without you. Rest in peace my sweet mommy.