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They have occupied roughly 110% of my mental space after the new season quests I am not okay
Evaluating Cyran’s Magical Strength
I’m going to sound like a broken record, but in my previous posts I’ve mentioned that Cyran’s strength lies in his cunning, manipulative ways.
That said, he does use dark magic and a bunch of other secondhand tricks. I wanted to give him credit for just how hard the battle was and acknowledge that he is a tough opponent (just not the toughest).
I played through the story a second time, and it finally dawned on me that Cyran was able to burst into the palace and literally knock everyone down. Just look at the trail of soldiers and people who stood in his way. Even one of the soldiers remarks that his power was terrifying.
Luckily, Merlin also arrived at the perfect moment. Gwendolyn had already exhausted herself both physically and magically by using Omen’s Eye, and Cyran was about to push past her and shatter the barrier. Interestingly, despite her exhaustion, Gwendolyn notes (at a later time) that “the shield deflected that strike.” That wording caught my attention. Maybe she actually is closer to Cyran's level than it first appears.
Well, Aurora was her teacher….
But still, that was only one strike. If Cyran had continued relentlessly battering the barrier, he likely would have broken through. Food for thought!
Now, when Merlin enters the first battle, I noticed that if you don't play at 2x speed, Cyran starts off incredibly cocky. He taunts Merlin with lines like, “Too slow!” and later, “Has slumber made you complacent?”
Then Merlin starts turning the tide.
Until eventually Cyran blurts out, “Damn it!... Impossible!”
He severely underestimated Merlin.
I mean... you’re literally going into battle against a mage who can:
Seal and secure Hypogeans/Hypofiends like it's second nature.
Fight golems.
Swim through tempestuous waves.
Fight pirates and a kraken.
Leap over Sandbeasts while dodging them.
Battle a dragon (or two!).
The list goes on.
So... what has Cyran been doing, hm? There’s a huge gap between them.
Even so, now as a Hypofiend, his battle was bombastic. Whether it was quick for you or took several tries, it genuinely felt demanding. He almost dragged Merlin down into the Abyss.
So the fight wasn’t technically without resistance. Cyran and Merlin did have a perfectly legitimate duel.
And while I do think he’s strong—and I don’t want to downplay the level of mastery he's achieved—he's clearly become highly skilled at using the tools available to him, especially his “secondhand tricks” and dark magic. He’s refined those abilities to an impressive degree, even if he mainly uses them to amplify his cunning schemes.
But what fundamentally separates him from Merlin is where that power comes from.
Cyran relies on external sources—the gem, dark magic, or someone else’s magic—and has developed remarkable mastery over them.
Before anyone says, “But he sucked with Merlin’s magic!”—that's not what I mean by “mastery!”
I'm not saying Cyran mastered Merlin's magic itself. I'm talking about how he’s mastered using borrowed power to further his own schemes. Whether it’s in battle or through deception, he's exceptionally good at exploiting whatever tools he has.
Take the festival, for example. If Merlin hadn’t shown up to expose him, Cyran’s imitation of Merlin’s magic likely would have convinced the crowd.
Merlin, on the other hand, relies on none of those things. Instead, he's able to redefine pre-existing spells and elevate his own magic to the point of achieving feats and pushing boundaries that were once thought impossible.
Essentially, Cyran is using add-ons. Those add-ons make him significantly stronger, but they're still additions to his foundation—and against someone like Merlin, they can ultimately be overcome. Because Merlin has been known to push and upgrade his own foundation in magic, compared to Cyran who tried to find other means to surpass Merlin rather than focusing on his own foundation.
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But to note, the court mages did help Gwyneth against the Hypofiends and corrupted soldiers. So, it’s not like Cyran has not been practicing or studying how to properly protect the royal family. He is the Chief Court Mage, after all. Someone even remarked, “We’re like a rudderless ship without Cyran.” He really did hold a lot of things toget’er.
Even so, that's where I think the gap between him and Merlin becomes apparent. Cyran may have been a invaluable asset to the kingdom. But Merlin operates on an entirely different scale—not just the kingdom or the Lightbearer empire, but a worldwide scale!
(Think of Song of Strife. Merlin turned a DESERT into an OASIS back in his day for the Maulers.)
As Eryndor said, “Merlin’s name travels farther than most.” And that is true, because that is the scale Merlin operates. Which in turn has weathered him into being a greater person and mage, while he's sealing Hypogeans and overcoming threats that most mages wouldn't even survive.
Why I Don’t Think Cyran is the Second Greatest Mage.
Hear me out. As much as I love Cyran, he really can’t be the second strongest mage to compare to Merlin. He really can’t.
I’m not saying he isn’t good with magic, but he is not second to Merlin. He was only the second strongest mage academically (which I mean in the Lyceum). But in a worldwide sense? No.
The question I want you to keep in mind is: how can a Chief Court Mage who lives in luxury, opulence, comfort and all the highs of life be considered second to Merlin?
I notice in regards to Cyran copying Merlin’s magic, it ties into his character a lot. In CoA, (current season), Merlin accuses Cyran of only using second-hand tricks. So let me tell you why I agree.
Firstly being, 1) when Cyran's talents fell short of Merlin's, admiration soon gave way to envy. As graduation loomed, Cyran joined the Adamant Syndicate and turned to dark magic in a desperate bid to surpass Merlin.
This is the first instance I find that Cyran is using another means to become stronger, rather than focusing on HIS OWN MAGIC—he’s literally saying, “If I can’t do it with my own magic, I might as well just get it from somewhere else.”
2) In his affinity tales state that he harbors a secret, and this secret is that he still studies Merlin’s magic after all these years. But even though he is still studying Merlin’s magic, look the barrier he made. Merlin called it “sloppy”.
Cyran did not improve his magic. He chose to grow by copying Merlin’s magic and getting involved with Adamant Syndicate, Hypogeans, and using dark magic as means to “heighten” his power.
At the end of the day, his twisted view of being a better mage is absolute garbage. Because all he is doing is using is power from another source and not his own signature magic. (Though, he may use his own spells—all we’ve seen him do is dark magic and copy Merlin’s spells.)
This is why I think his view on magic is so poignant. He views magic is for power, so if he wants to go to the Adamant Syndicate for his own benefit—hey! It aligns with his philosophy. He can use dark magic to heighten his magic; but at the end of the day, strip him bare without it. What is he? What is special about his magic?
NOTHING. He’s just the Chief Court Mage.
Why? Beneath his polished exterior, however, lies a haughty and egotistical nature, driven by an insatiable desire for superiority over others. He is so driven by wanting to be better than everyone else, he never managed to focus on his OWN IDENTITY.
Even though that’s the sad part, that’s his own fault. He let envy enter his head, when he could have built meaningful relationships (and just think of Merlin and Cyran as a team! That would be an unstoppable pair.) He could have focused on building his own brand with his magic as Merlin did. But he used other means to further his skills.
A stupid example is like Kai from Kung Fu Panda. (I’m so sorry. I had to use this one.) He is using everyone else’s magic to make him strong, when his own magic was meaningless against Po.
But, I will say—even though his raw magic power isn’t his strength, his cunning, manipulative abilities are golden. He has connections in the palace, with the Adamant Syndicate. And Merlin can’t match him on that. I’ll give him that one.
3) Cyran is not a practicing battle mage. This man lives in the palace. His hands were said to be soft. And whether you think it was meant by Merlin literally or figuratively, that is the point. He hasn’t worked and fought as hard Merlin had.
How can a man used to opulence pose a threat to a weathered mage (who’s been in some tough ordeals) possibly pose a threat in a hand-to-hand duel? Merlin gained his strength and well-deserved legendary title by going through the school of hard knocks.
While Merlin is fighting in the Second Divine War and sacrificing himself to the point of oblivion, Cyran is in the palace. He only was elevated to Chief Court Mage because so many other mages died in the war (and he had good experience with magic.)
Also, what made Merlin the strongest mage in all Esperia was the fact that Merlin focused on building his own identity. Merlin refined twenty-something spells and shortened the Arcane Council verification process, for example. Merlin was always questioning, always searching for ways to improve in the most purest, rawest sense. No second-hand means, or anything other than just building from the ground up on his own.
If you look at the Memory Stars in ToM, you can see how Merlin studied various aspects of magic. Merlin branded himself—and expanded on his magic to the most extreme heights (e.g. sealing Hypogeans, attempting to revert hypofiends back to humans) and all the other seasons explain the rest.
Lastly, the difference between them is that Merlin made a lasting impact in his genuine abilities, being true to himself. Whereas Cyran, only wanting to be superior, will be willing to find a shortcut to do it.
And as we saw, he literally did that at the end of CoA. He used his gem as a “shortcut” (or in other words, a second-hand trick) to turn into a hypofiend—to become stronger.
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I didn't know this piece would tie to the current season events :'oD

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I didn't know this piece would tie to the current season events :'oD
I know exactly what I want and who I want to be
I know exactly why I walk and talk like a machine
I'm now becoming my own self-fulfilled prophecy
Oh! Oh no! Oh no! Oh no! Oh!
I know exactly what I want and who I want to be
I know exactly why I walk and talk like a machine
I'm now becoming my own self-fulfilled prophecy
Oh! Oh no! Oh no! Oh no! Oh!
I think people do not talk about his regular court mage phase enough!

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Merlin teases, "It would be a shame if you spent another thirty years stewing in second place just because of your stubborn pride!"
"Stfu Merlin."
Okay last piece of quick art before i locked back in w/ college 😔🥲
Finding my opportunity to finally draw digitally again with them, AHHHHHH IM OBSESSED!!!!
“Lend me your magic potion study notes!Please please pleeaaaseee😭”
“...Why? You don‘t need to take notes to get the first place in the exam anyway.”
I was looking for photos on the Internet to practice, I saw this picture and thought it was so funny that I drew it.
I need some sleep… it’s 2:40 A.M. in my country… and I need to wake up on 7:00…
BTW, I actually prefer sketches.
This is the reference ⬇️
Sorry for not posting on here a lot but I'm genuinely more active on twt and discord as of now... anyway here's another piece i was working on :3
It's about Merlin going back in time as their younger self trying to "not meet" cyran or interact with him at all in hopes it changes his fate 💔 but turns out fate always has a way in the end 🤭 i might clean it up and post it with a proper ending on ao3 sometime in the future... no promises...
(Fixed the order sorry for the confusion </3)
Kids being kids Yeah I will find an excuse to draw Cyran every time
Cyran
The new season gave my darling Cyran a cool redesign for a couple of scenes… and then immediately made me cry my eyes out. So on that note – officially starting my tumblr blog + AFK Journey fanart dump

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Some outfit swaps I did with our Merlin and everyone’s favorite grumpy evil wizard :P
Also excited for the new season, I had to draw Cyran’s new fit 👀
Doomed lovers 💔