To buy or not to buy, free people origins tunic which would be super cute and perfect for autumn 🍂 🦊 🎃 maybe I’ll just go to an antique shop.
I know this is just me giving myself things to look forward to since nothing really excites me anymore, besides looking cute in a dress. It’s a little sad but whatever, I think giving myself some joy to not avoid my brain swallowing itself whole is deserved. Waiting on people to get back to me (knowing I’m being ignored) is not bothering me anymore, which is good.
Now working on not blaming myself for their lack of communication as well as emotional lack of intelligence- this way there’s no negative self talk or overthinking, slowly rewiring my brain for the better.
