Hey.

Imagine having someone to love and cherish you? Kiss you when you're least expecting it? Hugging you from behind and putting their head in the crook of your neck? Holding your hand when you're on a walk? Planting soft kisses on your forehead? Whispering sweet nothings in your ear as you're slow dancing in the middle of the night? Asking you how you're really feeling? Cuddling and reading books with you? Buying you new copies if your favorite books? Sending you "this reminded me of you" messages? Actually putting you and your feelings first? What an otherworldly concept!

anyone else feel like they are the most pisces pisces to ever pisces? bc i feel like the most pisces pieces to ever pisces. is that pisces of me?

i hate my family so much. i get so scared when i hear one of their foot steps coming towards my room. please can you leave me alone. id rather stay in my room all day than ever talk to you 

Okay, so you know that feeling when you want to cry but don't want to? like, you need to cry to let out your emotions and the tears are already there, but you refuse to because that will NOT be what will make you cry and it doesn't even hurt that bad but the pure betrayal and feeling of things were getting better makes the tears want to fall? yeah.

I just. Really need a hug.

i think I'll never be able to have a normal and healthy relationship with anyone. maybe it's my fucked up brain and my twisted logic; I'll never believe someone genuinely wants nor loves me. it's impossible. I'm just an obligation. legally, emotionally or socially; I'm just the person they have to keep so gossips are avoided. this is not love, it never was. this is me confining you inside of my toxic environment

I think I may be falling for her, you know ? Constantly waiting for her to text me when she gets home, when she leaves, when she goes to sleep... But I'm also scared. What if I did something wrong ? What if I mess up and she ends up hating me ? Yeah... Shit gets real.

When I say "I like you" ... It's not for game, it's not for kidding, it's not because I want to fill the time by using random words... but because I really like you.