Sep 17, 2020
indefinite hiatus
uh hey guys so like it says above iโm gonna go on hiatus and iโm not sure how long iโll be gone. iโll still be on twitter somewhat but itโs not like anyoneโs going to follow me there anyways. iโve deleted those posts about commissions itโs been about a month or so since iโve posted that stuff and didnโt get a single thing and itโs taken a real toll on me mentality and has me questioning on a lot of things to where iโve become extremely bitter and depressed at myself. so, yeah, i guess thatโs that, bye.
#sorry just ignore this rant#lol like anyone is gonna read this#i don't know what to do anymore#i'm giving up#all i want to do is cry until i can't breathe anymore#everytime i try and try to throw myself out there and i get nothing#so why do i keep doing this to myself knowing where it's headed#i just feel so worthless and useless and i don't see any point in all this#i have no money and i'm trying so hard to find a job#i fucking hate it#d
