luminescence

warning: nsfw and overall cursed AU

Courtesy of @hanaenas for inspiring. If you suffer while reading this, this is her fault.

Kagura likes fetishes. Nothing wrong with that– she was an adult and most people did, though maybe tamer than she nonetheless this meant she was quite open as an artist. She didn't mind drawing obscene art as long as she was paid good money and sometimes it was even something fun to do. Nobody in her entourage knew and if they did they wouldn't turn their back to her but their eyes would definitely change. She was ok being that 'artist that somehow makes money from it' and it paid her rent and food.

Kagura also wasn't a furry. Having a man begging her like a dog would suit her but just not this way, but Kagura also happened to like the community. They paid artists well unlike many others, they were great clients for someone like her, and though she was a bit apalled by their demands it was nothing she couldn't manage. There weren't many furries amongst her clients as they often preferred an artist well, into their kink, but she specifically remembered one.

He was called handsome_sadomaru_edo_69420 and despite the distasteful username she quite liked him. He was always clear with his instruction, paid upfront and even recommended her to his friends. He came every three months or so for a fursuit design– she didn't think she quite excelled in design but he always came to her, and between those three months he'd come for good old porn commissions.

Kagura sighed, stretching her arms and fingers after trying in the last hours or so to imitate the fluffiness of fur. Really she didn't understand why would he come back to her when she was just mediocre at it, but she was also glad to have him as a client. Well, she had enough trying to get into someone else's kink for today.

She opened an incognito window and typed Pwitch, which was more or less an adult-friendly version of the original live streaming site. There was a camboy she wouldn't miss at all. At first she was intrigued because he was called hot_wanwanboi_edo which reminded her of her loyal client and she thought of it as a way to get some reference. She might as well sell her soul to the devil if it paid the rice in her bowl.

But Sou-kun, as he called himself, was actually to her taste. He was quite the pretty boy with soft flaxen hair and round, red eyes and most importantly he was a submissive. Well actually no– he introduced himself as an S through and through and most of his fans were women (and men) who saw him as the "prince of sadists", which became his nickname. He was quite famous on Pwitch but somehow she just felt it wasn't the case so she had been following him for occasional eye candy and also waiting for the day he'd admit it.

"The truth?" Kagura smiled as an announcement was stuck before the live started and slowly it faded with Sou-kun sitting on the floor in a grey hoodie. Fans were squealing for his signature was S-plays in uniforms and the change of image was welcomed.

Somehow it made him look like some one of those whining beauty Yo*tubers.

"I have an important announcement for everyone today," he said with a small voice."I'm actually…"

An M! You're a damn M, say it!

She had been holding a bet with Soyo-chan, her best-friend and the only one who knew of her cursed side on if Sou-kun was a real S or a M.

"I'm a furry."

"What?!" Kagura spouted the strawberry milk she had been drinking.

"My channel will change a lot in the days incoming, I'm sorry to all my followers who had been supporting me for so long." Sou-kun left the camera and came back with a fluffy mess. "There will be fursuit unboxing and plays of course."

"Oh my god," Kagura pinched her arm. She recognized this goddamn palette. It was hers! It was her work for sure, those designs… How did her art got leaked? No, her client assured her he liked her designs so much there would be no way he would share them…

Did it mean that Sou-kun was her client? That Sou-kun?

"Oh my god," she repeated. This was embarrassing and she just lost fifty dollars against Soyo. It wasn't like she kink shamed anyone but putting a face on one of her clients when she knew all of their kinks was just… deranging somehow.

When Kagura thought it couldn't be worse she discovered she had received a PM yesterday on Deviant Tart from none other than handsome_sadomaru_edo_69420 or rather, Sou-kun She frowned and checked on her to-do list, it wasn't yet the deadline so did he have any additional request?

"Hello, S_like_Sukonbu, I hope you have been well. This is a bit strange but as you know I'm your fan and I have been following your art for a long time and your BDSM art is especially great. I have been searching for a domme for a while but I simply can't find the one, do you know a community where I might find one?

Don't worry about the design, I'm sure I'll like it as always.

handsome_sadomaru_edo_69420"

Kagura closed her eyes.

Then turned off her computer.

Yes, too much internet for today. She will nap and wake up from that bad dream of hers, after all how would there be so many coincidences? Had she been Isekai-ed into a porn fanfic? Had her work finally got the last of her sanity?

Perhaps, she thought, I shouldn't have gone to an art school.