世界は黒く、世界は白く

- your mood is not the only thing that will change in one sec, your decisions will too.

- the pain you feel in your chest whenever you are thinking or feeling something too much.

- the ability to show physical symptoms to every thing you feel too intensely.

- you hate to be alone, but at the same time you’re isolating from all of your friends.

- suddenly you just get tired of someone you love a lot.

- but now you’re not tired of them anymore and you need them to live and how can you stay away from them for just one second? impossible.

- you just don’t understand how there’s so much anger in you.

- headaches.

- stomach ache.

- the world is not real sometimes.

- feeling like you will lose control and getting suffocated by it.

- seeing a knife and thinking about cutting, seeing a bridge and thinking about jumping, seeing a car and thinking about being run over.

Paranoia

*small problem occurs* BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP

Paranoia

every text hurts or feels way to good

INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS

The 400000+ articles about why you’re abusive and no one should be dating you

P  A  R  A  N  O  I  A 

Them: “Trust me” Me: THATS SOMETHING A LIAR WOULD SAY.

CONSTANT SCREAMING IN MY MIND

“people with mental illnesses are always abusive”

“people with mental illnesses are not inherently abusive, but can be abusive just like everyone else”

My brain: because ur in them