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sensual musings - 19
series 19: ongoing | part 2: ongoing, wc: developing |
notes / content / characters: no set names/locations, man/woman, ~30-40s (either man or woman can be older), low dialogue, soft feelings; unedited; storytelling prose |
story / warnings: 18+ mature themes / mdni; developing / touching
-s s19p2 -kaemusings
sensual musings - 19
series 19: ongoing | part 1: complete, wc: 1.3k |
notes / content / characters: no set names/locations, man/woman, ~30-40s (either man or woman can be older), low dialogue, soft feelings; unedited; storytelling prose |
story / warnings: 18+ mature themes / mdni; developing / touching
-s s19p1 -kaemusings
-all sections- (1-4) - complete, 06/13/26, 3a - wc: 1.3k
sensual musings – series 19 part 1 – 2026-jun
-section 1- -s s19p1- -kaemusings-
-she finally made it to her hotel room -and all she wanted to do was lay down -she designated one of the beds as her lounge bed okay for outside clothes and naps -and saved the other bed for her santuary -it had the best view and she would wait until she did her shower before jumping in. -her lounge bed found her, wrapped her in as she set her bags on table, pulled out a blanket to lay on the bed and laid down. -she had been planning this day for years. -for the last two years it seemed as if obligations kept piling up and were never ending -she’d get to one stopping point and then it was another barrel of hay to tackle -she was exhausted -she had stopped counting and dying her gray hair, letting them fall like soft highlights -and she barely could keep her nails painted, let alone any kind of makeup even if just powder. -there was a sadness underneath of wondering why no one saw her as bare -but she always stifled that feeling down because it didn’t solve anything and either folks would marvel at how pretty she was anyway or they just didn’t hear her. -so she just planned for this runaway instead.
once she was finished with those thoughts -she zoned back in to the view of the sky that she was looking at but hadn’t seen. -it was then that she got a knock at her door. -she wasn’t expecting anyone and didn’t have anything to say to work staff so she ignored it. -she figured if it was something about the room they’d try and call or email -she did hear what sounded like someone sit something outside her door, and was reminded that she didn’t have a camera to check what it was like she did athome. -she decided to just leave it there and go back to her pillow and cat nap
-section 2 - s s19p1 - kaemusings
-she woke up -somewhat rested -but still impressive as she had only been asleep for an hour. -already things felt slower and less tied to a todo list. -she still did a brush check on her phone for any notifications but had already planned to ignore any unless they were emergencies. -next she was trying to decide if she’d shower now or do a quick check downstairs to see the amenities -her only real plan was for a massage almost each day she was there -moments by the water whether she got in or not -and lounging walks by whatever shops or restaurants were nearby without the pressure to buy -and then there was the always acceptable stay in her room for a nap whenever she wanted. -she decided to do a quick eye spray around to see if there was a bookshop she could call her own and to spot an open location along the water. -then she’d come back to the room and decide what to do next. -upon opening her door, she saw a bed of roses at the foot. -she was reminded that she heard them being set down before she went to sleep when she didn’t know what they were. -her first response was a smile at their sight and smell -but then there was a logic thought of her being watched. -‘or maybe it’s someone from home who knew i was here’, she thought trying to ease her concern. -she picked up the card and upon reading, ‘it was so nice to meet you…’, she remembered who it was and brought the flowers inside to read more comfortably.
-section 3 - s s19p1 - kaemusings
-between the hustle and bustle to get to the hotel, along with her nap, she actually forgot that flying in had its own hiccups along the way -everything she took in stride as she was just happy to have the destination almost near -but the flight out of her hometown was delayed by hours unexpectedly. -luckily she had planned an earlier flight with the thought of her first day being a throwaway day for rest and adjustment anyway. -but it was there that she met her now flower admirer -she knew he was flirting with her while they waited to board -and she may have been flirting back she didn’t know -or rather she didn’t restrict herself as she would’ve in the past -they shared an appetizer and beer and details of their trips, the reason behind them along with a few other life shares that feel easy to do with strangers when you’re delved in the moment. -she may have shared where she was staying, and as she snapped out of her memory to go back to the card, she realized she must have done exactly that. -the card continued on ‘…i hope these flowers find you well. -i didn’t know what room your were staying in but had them delivered to the front desk’ -that gave her a bit of relief after she wondered if she shared too much ‘…but i needed you to know how much of an impression you made on me’, -she scrunched her face at that part, wondering at what point could she have done that? -then still reading, ‘…it’s no pressure and i want you to enjoy your trip, but i’m in room 205 if you need me and hopefully you saved my number when we exchanged earlier. -anyway, take care and hope to talk to you again’ -she then looked at the small paragraph on the card as a whole -then looked off to the side -and wondered wtf was going on actually? -it wasn’t the words or even the expression that threw her. -actually most of the men she came across or at least kept around, were somewhat brooding but wordy and emotional once they let it out. -it was the suddenness of it maybe that she would not have expected. -also she didn’t know how she felt about being or starting a relationship -and actually, before she let herself take that thought further, she decided that she didn’t have to -that this was just a sweet gesture of flowers and she could enjoy it as that -she would be aware but for that moment, she found the vase included the box and set the roses in water to be waiting for her when she returned.
-section 4 - s s19p1 - kaemusings
-he finally made his way downstairs -not quite settled in his hotel room, but after his flight he went straight to a meeting and wanted some space for a little wind down. -partly he needed some room to soothe himself on his flower sending move. -he didn’t regret it and it was actually in line to what he was doing in life these days -being more in the moment -being bold in other areas, not just business -and he always added the caveat ‘when it makes sense’, and he had already been through his self dialogue that it did. -also ‘saying what you mean’ was also something he had learned from past relationships and wanted to put more in routine practice -and so far, letting the chips fall where they may, inclusive of who stayed and who didn’t, worked for him. -so with that last thought he decided to drop it -he didn’t think they’d see each other while out here -but wanted to plant a seed for when they were both in the city just in case -and if it was no case, that was going to be fine too. -so he went through his phone, scrolling to decide where he’d go visit tomorrow, when something compelled him to look up. -and when he did he saw her. -he let his eyes track her facial expression, making note how seemingly more carefree she seemed -then he laid his eyes down her frame, realizing he hadn’t quite grasped her full self as he could now from further away. -he was hoping he wasn’t visible to her -the last thing he wanted was for her to think he was stalking her -especially after writing too much on that card and reminding her that he knew where she stayed. -once he saw her turn the corner away from him, he moved and found a more discrete corner to chill in -deciding right then that he wasn’t going to mess with her during this trip -unless she came to find him herself.;
sensual musings - 19
series 19: ongoing | part 1: ongoing, wc: developing |
notes / content / characters: no set names/locations, man/woman, ~30-40s (either man or woman can be older), low dialogue, soft feelings; unedited; storytelling prose |
story / warnings: 18+ mature themes / mdni; developing / touching
-s s19p1 -kaemusings
-section 4 - s s19p1 - kaemusings
-he finally made his way downstairs -not quite settled in his hotel room, but after his flight he went straight to a meeting and wanted some space for a little wind down. -partly he needed some room to soothe himself on his flower sending move. -he didn’t regret it and it was actually in line to what he was doing in life these days -being more in the moment -being bold in other areas, not just business -and he always added the caveat ‘when it makes sense’, and he had already been through his self dialogue that it did. -also ‘saying what you mean’ was also something he had learned from past relationships and wanted to put more in routine practice -and so far, letting the chips fall where they may, inclusive of who stayed and who didn’t, worked for him. -so with that last thought he decided to drop it -he didn’t think they’d see each other while out here -but wanted to plant a seed for when they were both in the city just in case -and if it was no case, that was going to be fine too. -so he went through his phone, scrolling to decide where he’d go visit tomorrow, when something compelled him to look up. -and when he did he saw her. -he let his eyes track her facial expression, making note how seemingly more carefree she seemed -then he laid his eyes down her frame, realizing he hadn’t quite grasped her full self as he could now from further away. -he was hoping he wasn’t visible to her -the last thing he wanted was for her to think he was stalking her -especially after writing too much on that card and reminding her that he knew where she stayed. -once he saw her turn the corner away from him, he moved and found a more discrete corner to chill in -deciding right then that he wasn’t going to mess with her during this trip -unless she came to find him herself.
sensual musings - 19
series 19: ongoing | part 1: ongoing, wc: developing |
notes / content / characters: no set names/locations, man/woman, ~30-40s (either man or woman can be older), low dialogue, soft feelings; unedited; storytelling prose |
story / warnings: 18+ mature themes / mdni; developing / touching
-s s19p1 -kaemusings
-section 3 - s s19p1 - kaemusings
-between the hustle and bustle to get to the hotel, along with her nap, she actually forgot that flying in had its own hiccups along the way -everything she took in stride as she was just happy to have the destination almost near -but the flight out of her hometown was delayed by hours unexpectedly. -luckily she had planned an earlier flight with the thought of her first day being a throwaway day for rest and adjustment anyway. -but it was there that she met her now flower admirer -she knew he was flirting with her while they waited to board -and she may have been flirting back she didn’t know -or rather she didn’t restrict herself as she would’ve in the past -they shared an appetizer and beer and details of their trips, the reason behind them along with a few other life shares that feel easy to do with strangers when you’re delved in the moment. -she may have shared where she was staying, and as she snapped out of her memory to go back to the card, she realized she must have done exactly that. -the card continued on ‘…i hope these flowers find you well. -i didn’t know what room your were staying in but had them delivered to the front desk’ -that gave her a bit of relief after she wondered if she shared too much ‘…but i needed you to know how much of an impression you made on me’, -she scrunched her face at that part, wondering at what point could she have done that? -then still reading, ‘…it’s no pressure and i want you to enjoy your trip, but i’m in room 205 if you need me and hopefully you saved my number when we exchanged earlier. -anyway, take care and hope to talk to you again’ -she then looked at the small paragraph on the card as a whole -then looked off to the side -and wondered wtf was going on actually? -it wasn’t the words or even the expression that threw her. -actually most of the men she came across or at least kept around, were somewhat brooding but wordy and emotional once they let it out. -it was the suddenness of it maybe that she would not have expected. -also she didn’t know how she felt about being or starting a relationship -and actually, before she let herself take that thought further, she decided that she didn’t have to -that this was just a sweet gesture of flowers and she could enjoy it as that -she would be aware but for that moment, she found the vase included the box and set the roses in water to be waiting for her when she returned.

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sensual musings - 19
series 19: ongoing | part 1: ongoing, wc: developing |
notes / content / characters: no set names/locations, man/woman, ~30-40s (either man or woman can be older), low dialogue, soft feelings; unedited; storytelling prose |
story / warnings: 18+ mature themes / mdni; developing / touching
-s s19p1 -kaemusings
-section 2 - s s19p1 - kaemusings
-she woke up -somewhat rested -but still impressive as she had only been asleep for an hour. -already things felt slower and less tied to a todo list. -she still did a brush check on her phone for any notifications but had already planned to ignore any unless they were emergencies. -next she was trying to decide if she’d shower now or do a quick check downstairs to see the amenities -her only real plan was for a massage almost each day she was there -moments by the water whether she got in or not -and lounging walks by whatever shops or restaurants were nearby without the pressure to buy -and then there was the always acceptable stay in her room for a nap whenever she wanted. -she decided to do a quick eye spray around to see if there was a bookshop she could call her own and to spot an open location along the water. -then she’d come back to the room and decide what to do next. -upon opening her door, she saw a bed of roses at the foot. -she was reminded that she heard them being set down before she went to sleep when she didn’t know what they were. -her first response was a smile at their sight and smell -but then there was a logic thought of her being watched. -‘or maybe it’s someone from home who knew i was here’, she thought trying to ease her concern. -she picked up the card and upon reading, ‘it was so nice to meet you…’, she remembered who it was and brought the flowers inside to read more comfortably.
musings - ad-hoc scenes
series ad-hoc scenes: ongoing (may inspire series starters) | batch 1
notes / content / characters: no set names/locations, man/woman, ~30-40s (either man or woman can be older), low dialogue, soft feelings; unedited; storytelling prose |
story / warnings: 18+ mature themes / mdni; developing / touching; some scenes with supernatural elements
-ad-hoc - no. 0012 - kaemusings
-they were in their embrace. -seated in each other. -it finally felt like a breath to take in his air while he inhaled hers. -it was silent audibly, but in that time their fingertips spoke to their skin in soft touches while they stayed linked. -it wasn’t so much that she missed his body -but she was trying to get their hearts to kiss. -so she loosened her grip slightly and raised up -he followed suit waiting for her next move to trace. -if it was a kiss, a walk to the bed, his lips to her hand, whatever he waited for instructions. -she made slight eye contact only to adjust herself higher on his shoulder -to nuzzle along his neck -but more importantly to now let her heartbeat hear his more closely. -then in a matching breath he wrapped her more inside his space and they continued on in the moment.
sensual+mythical musings 7
series 7: ongoing | part 1: ongoing, wc: developing |
notes / content / characters: no set names/locations, man/woman/supernatural, ~30-40s (either man or woman can be older for earthly characters), low dialogue, soft feelings; unedited; storytelling prose |
story / warnings: 18+ mature themes / mdni; supernatural elements; developing / touching
-sm s7p1- -kaemusings-
-section 5 - sm s7p1 - kaemusings
-she let her eyes lay there. -it wasn’t in an effort to study him -in fact it was the opposite as she was looking for a path to zone into it. -it was starting to get a bit dimmer outside, but the release she gave from her eyes was helping to dissipate the melancholy. -and she decided that actually having someone there helped with the space. -though she loved silence, it was for reasons other than what people typically thought. -it wasn’t because of its emptiness, but rather the room it created to let her thoughts, mood, and ideas float freely. -and in some of her best moments, it was great to have someone who could help sit in the space with her -she figured this would be his role for her here. -he hadn’t moved and it didn’t appear he was going to fill the distance with words -so after one last blink, she lifted up and gave him a salutary nod -and then she turned back toward the hotel already planning for her return when there was more light
[06/11/26, 1a]
sensual musings - 19
series 19: ongoing | part 1: ongoing, wc: developing |
notes / content / characters: no set names/locations, man/woman, ~30-40s (either man or woman can be older), low dialogue, soft feelings; unedited; storytelling prose |
story / warnings: 18+ mature themes / mdni; developing / touching
-s s19p1 -kaemusings
-section 1 - s s19p1 - kaemusings
-she finally made it to her hotel room -and all she wanted to do was lay down -she designated one of the beds as her lounge bed okay for outside clothes and naps -and saved the other bed for her santuary -it had the best view and she would wait until she did her shower before jumping in. -her lounge bed found her, wrapped her in as she set her bags on table, pulled out a blanket to lay on the bed and laid down. -she had been planning this day for years. -for the last two years it seemed as if obligations kept piling up and were never ending -she’d get to one stopping point and then it was another barrel of hay to tackle -she was exhausted -she had stopped counting and dying her gray hair, letting them fall like soft highlights -and she barely could keep her nails painted, let alone any kind of makeup even if just powder. -there was a sadness underneath of wondering why no one saw her as bare -but she always stifled that feeling down because it didn’t solve anything and either folks would marvel at how pretty she was anyway or they just didn’t hear her. -so she just planned for this runaway instead.
once she was finished with those thoughts -she zoned back in to the view of the sky that she was looking at but hadn’t seen. -it was then that she got a knock at her door. -she wasn’t expecting anyone and didn’t have anything to say to work staff so she ignored it. -she figured if it was something about the room they’d try and call or email -she did hear what sounded like someone sit something outside her door, and was reminded that she didn’t have a camera to check what it was like she did at home. -she decided to just leave it there and go back to her pillow and cat nap
[06/06/26]
sensual musings - 19
series 19: ongoing | part 1: complete, wc: 1.3k |
notes / content / characters: no set names/locations, man/woman, ~30-40s (either man or woman can be older), low dialogue, soft feelings; unedited; storytelling prose |
story / warnings: 18+ mature themes / mdni; developing / touching
-s s19p1 -kaemusings

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sensual musings - 6
series 6: ongoing | part 6: ongoing, wc: developing |
notes / content / characters: no set names/locations, man/woman (2x), ~30-40s (either man or woman can be older), low dialogue, soft feelings; unedited; storytelling prose |
story / warnings: 18+ mature themes / mdni; developing / touching
-s s6p6 -kaemusings-
-section 2 - s s6p6 - kaemusings-
-her delivery arrived after her dance session -and she then hopped in the shower and used some of the new peach shower gel she had just gotten. -then she put on a simple cotton dress and a bulky cardigan that always made her feel snuggly. -she then got the vanilla ice cream out the fridge and headed out her door
-she hoped he didn’t have a girl over, but figured she was dressed and approaching from a neighborly angle that wouldn’t lead to any misunderstandings -so when she arrived at his door, part of her had a flip of excitement with this being her first time over -but another part felt at ease as if this was the right way -she saw his shadow move through the peephole -and then heard what she assumed was, ‘be right there’, and then before she knew it he was opening the door and smoothing out the bottom of his shirt that it looked like he had just put on. -she waited a beat, the air already heavy between them -then she said, ‘is this okay?’, with an almost nervous smile -he took a moment to scan her face, wondering how she looked even better than just hours ago to him, and finally said ‘always’.
[06/05/26]
sensual musings - 17
series 17: ongoing | part 1: ongoing, wc: developing |
notes / content / characters: no set names/locations, man/woman, ~30-40s (either man or woman can be older), low dialogue, soft feelings; unedited; storytelling prose |
story / warnings: 18+ mature themes / mdni; developing / touching
-s s17p1 -kaemusings
-section 3 - s s17p1 - kaemusings
-he heard a slow roll outside -the start of a rain pour and it’s own drums to match -he was happy to have found her door in time for some good sleep -part of him was ready to dive straight into the covers -and another part wanted to take a quick shower to then fully engage in the sleepy rain weather. -he softly walked to the bathroom -then peeled off his clothes, deciding he could sleep in just underwear unless he had an extra pair of sweats in his bag -he turned on the water, knowing it could possibly wake her, but also know it would be competing with thunderstorm -stepped in, scrubbed himself with the towels and some of her body wash -he was pleased that it wasn’t too fragrant -just clean. -just pure without doing too much -almost how he’d describe her vibe
[06/03/26]
sensual musings - 17
series 17: ongoing | part 1: ongoing, wc: developing |
notes / content / characters: no set names/locations, man/woman, ~30-40s (either man or woman can be older), low dialogue, soft feelings; unedited; storytelling prose |
story / warnings: 18+ mature themes / mdni; developing / touching
-s s17p1 -kaemusings
-section 2 - s s17p1 - kaemusings-
-he watched her climb back in to sleep. -he couldn't help but notice how snug her sleep pants fit -during the day she typically wore jeans and her shape was enough to where she couldn't hide it even without something tight -however the form fitting fabric that he watched disappear under the fabric had his attention.
[06/03/26]
sensual musings - 18
series 18: ongoing | part 1: ongoing, wc: developing |
notes / content / characters: no set names/locations, man/woman (2x), ~30-40s (either man or woman can be older), low dialogue, soft feelings; unedited; storytelling prose |
story / warnings: 18+ mature themes / mdni; developing / touching
-s s18p1 -kaemusings-
-section 4 - s s18p1 - kaemusings-
they were still pressed together in a snuggle when her phone alarm sounded -she didn’t jump up like she usually did -even awkwardly sprawled on the couch, she felt well rested body and mind. -so she reached here to shut it off, but still tried to maintain her skin against hers as it was warm along her back. -when she leaned back in their cocoon she subtlety felt her nipple graze her skin. -it wasn’t a lustful feeling but the sensation made her fall into her more -she then grabbed her hands and brought them to lay directly under her own breast as she let her eyes close and go back to a slumber.
[06/02/26]
sensual musings - 3
series 3: ongoing | part 8: ongoing, wc: developing |
notes / content / characters: no set names/locations, man/woman, ~30-40s (either man or woman can be older), low dialogue, soft feelings; unedited; storytelling prose |
story / warnings: 18+ mature themes / mdni; developing / touching
-s s3p8 -kaemusings-

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sensual musings - 18
series 18: ongoing | part 1: ongoing, wc: developing |
notes / content / characters: no set names/locations, man/woman (2x), ~30-40s (either man or woman can be older), low dialogue, soft feelings; unedited; storytelling prose |
story / warnings: 18+ mature themes / mdni; developing / touching
-s s18p1 -kaemusings-
-section 3 - s s18p1 - kaemusings-
-she hadn’t planned on staying the night -but actually she didn’t know what to expect being there. -hearing her say that she wouldn’t tell anyone made her feel safe -being naturally private and having so many mutuals from the party, the last thing she needed was a messy pseudo breakup -plus she had just started back talking to an ex and wanted to keep things as clean as possible while they figured things out. -he still travelled a lot for business, but in hindsight she always wondered if they could’ve made that work -perhaps being right here with her was going to help that. -so she let herself end her mini reflection, and get back warm snuggled in front of her.
sensual musings - 18
series 18: ongoing | part 1: ongoing, wc: developing |
notes / content / characters: no set names/locations, man/woman (2x), ~30-40s (either man or woman can be older), low dialogue, soft feelings; unedited; storytelling prose |
story / warnings: 18+ mature themes / mdni; developing / touching
-s s18p1 -kaemusings-
-section 2 - s s18p1 - kaemusings-
-his book was still open -and from a distance it looked as if he was engaged with it under his dim chair light. -but his focus was on not breathing too hard so as not to be detected by any movement as he watched. -though part of him naturally reacted physically, that wasn’t the whole piece of him being intrigued. -part was in how beautiful they looked together being soft and gentle with each other. -and part in him not expecting this side of his neighbor. -he tended to have other people’s secrets fall in his lap -to the point of him finding another route before anything landed. -he didn’t do anything with the information and thought of himself as a safe place for them -so with this he didn’t plan on saying a word to anyone, not even to her and the soft looks she always gave him. -he made a mental note to make sure he acted normal when he saw her next -for now he enjoyed seeing two sets of breasts softly smashing into each other and their mouths. -his neighbor seemed to be the one taking the lead, as she carefully helped her out of her shirt -and then slowly guided her straps down before they pressed together. -it didn’t seem as if they had planned to do much more beyond the touches and kisses, which actually made it that much easier to relax his eyes into -almost soothing in how they were embracing each other. -he then saw them lay on the couch, together with a blanket -and it appeared the touching slowed to just rubs along their skin and then eventually them stalling in a cuddle to sleep. -he stayed unmoved and found himself almost hypnotized to sleep too.