I think part of getting better is complete ego death. Like youβre not above setting a timer for 5 minutes and focusing on a task. Youβre not above doing a very simple 3 minute workout to start. Youβre not above reading for 10 minutes a day when you first get out of your reading slump, even if you used to read for hours. Youβre not above starting slow and then building up to where you want to be/where you once were. What you are above is total inertia. Doing something really is better than doing nothing. Radically accept where you are, radically accept your limits, and go from there. Donβt let your ego get in the way.
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charmed by the scene where Lucanis complains about Neve's coffee in her office from the perspective of a nevemancing run because it essentially goes like
rook: chaos in minrathous, you say?π sounds fun ππ though everything is fun with you πππ
neve: is it now ππππ
lucanis: this coffee tastes like ass I've GOTTA make viago try it
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Whooo, this took me a while, but thanks a lot for the prompt, it was much appreciated! π₯°
6. A time Rook was severely injured.
I apologise if this didn't turn out exactly the way you might have thought... but I guarantee you, there is some severe suffering involved! π
A gift from the Wetlands
βIβ¦ I really donβt feel good. Itβsβ¦ bad, isnβt it?β
A rasping voice, a wet cough. A trembling hand rested on a heaving chest.
Davrin cocked his eyebrow at the sight before him.
Shortly after their return from the Hosberg Wetlands, Akela had collapsed unceremoniously on the sofa in the kitchen. Sweat beaded on his brow. He tried to swallow several times and it looked like hard work. Then his body seized up and he retched out a series of violent coughs, before he coiled in on himself in pain.
Davrin averted his gaze.
βYou should have been more careful, Rook. Thereβs nothing we can do for you nowβ¦β
Akela moaned.
Davrin sighed.
βDavrin, I thinkβ¦β Akela pressed out weakly, then hesitated, looking up at the elf with feverish eyes. Davrin scooted carefully closer, exasperation and worry warring for control within him.
βDavrin, I think I might be... Blighted.β
A snort broke out of Davrin. This was getting ridiculous.
βYouβre not Blighted, Rook. You caught a cold.β The elf shook his head as finally amusement won over.
Akela stared at him. Processing Davrinβs words seemed like hard work too, judging by the bemusement shining out of the manβs eyes where quick wit usually dwelt.
βBut Davrinβ¦ I feel likeβ¦ shit... Iβve never felt like that beforeβ¦ I sweaββ Another cough split the manβs lungs, followed by a heart and ear wrenching sneeze.
Shielding his ear, Davrin brought some space between himself and the sofa again.
βYeah but thatβs not because of the Blight, trust me. Iβve seen my share of folks dying from the Blight...β He trailed off.
Akela threw a watery, pleading gaze at Davrin.
βThis hereβ, the elf continued, folding his arms and nodding curtly toward the limp form on the sofa, βgot nothing to do with the Blight. This is because youβre a wimp who canβt handle some cool weather and wet boots for a day and a half.β
Hopeful eyes turned hostile, and Akela felt around for a hand-sized item to haul at the sneering elf. The tin mug he found missed its mark by more than two feet and clanked noisily to the ground.
βThat was pathetic!β Davrin laughed. βYou really are out of it, huh? Whoβd have thought that all it takes to stop a Crow is a whiff of bad weather. Seems like folks in the Anderfels will have nothing to fear on that front any more.β
Out of throwables and strength to argue, Akela opted for a rude hand gesture toward Davrin before he buried his throbbing head under an arm with a groan.
βAlright, alright, let me see if Harding and Lucanis have returned with those herbs from the market yet. That should put you back on your feet. Try not to die in the meantime, yeah?β
A resonating sneeze was all he got for an answer.
I hope you enjoyed @im-on-fire-today βοΈπ He did get better, I promise!
Seriously though, the Wetlands look deadly with all the water you run through and the cold and the snow... and the Blight. It's not something my guy's cut out for. He was taught to endure cut wounds and light torture... Not wading through icy water for days on end π€
Visibility tags for some people who might enjoy this too β€οΈ
A good chunk of my heart belongs to this little Rook x Rook family, in a world where @kabsey βs Ilene is Rook, @blackwall-my-tiny-husband Zalan and my Lilya get to live happily ever after with her three children from her previous marriage (Xavier, Adan and Miri), and their little miracle baby, Mireya (Mimi).
Thank you so much @blackwall-my-tiny-husband for taking the time to colour these in for me! I love them so so much and seeing them come to life means so very much to meeeee πβ€οΈ
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Lydia got up from the armchair and stretched. She wasn't supposed to work today at Anders' clinic, but she was asked to cover for a psychiatrist who had a family emergency. She knew that at the end of the month, the clinic had a tight budget, so she often agreed to work pro bono. Especially that Fridays were a free walk-in day for youths.
The office was small but sufficiently equipped with simple, comfortable furniture. A place where patients from low-income families could feel at ease, not out of place. Couch, two armchairs, coffee table, plants. Warm colours on the walls, soft drapes on the windows. Anders wanted it to feel less like a shrink's office, more like a cosy cafe or the living room of your favourite relative.
Her last patient just left. Lydia wondered if Mercar was going to show up today or not. She doubted her change of plans went unnoticed - both she and Anders started to recognise his people following her around. It seemed that today, a whole group stuck to her; it was hard for them to blend in. She even suppressed the urge to wave to one of them who was evidently photographing her.
A knock pulled her out of her thoughts.
"Doctor Ingellvar?" the clinic's receptionist opened the door. "I know we're closing, but there's a last-minute patient. What should I tell them?"
"Let them in," Lydia shrugged. One more wouldn't make a difference to her. Besides, it was better to see another patient than ruminate about the qunari crime boss. She smoothed out her dress, and approached the filing cabinet to retrieve a fresh questionnaire along with spare pieces of paper. She heard the doors closing.
"Hello, how can Iβ¦" she turned around and stopped mid sentence. It was him.
Riley Mercar was standing there in his expensive suit, in the middle of a little shrinkβs office, in a small pro bono clinic in the shadiest part of Docktown. She hasn't realised how tall and broad he was - he was bleeding out lying in a dingy alley last time she saw him.
Now he didn't say a word. Just stood there and looked at her. She felt like prey being assessed by a hungry predator. Or a prize, she thought, and a shiver went down her spine.
"Mister Mercar, I presume?" Lydia snapped out of the stupor first. She smiled amicably and put away the questionnaire - she tried really hard not to show her excitement. And fear. "Please, sit down. How can I help you today?"
Tag the harem @jenn2d2 @blackwall-my-tiny-husband @davrinsleftpectoral @serialsforbellara @sandcastlekings @serensama @kabsey @lycheecatee @mushrooms-x-moss @redaresss @hedwigoprah @sunny374940 @tarasmom @handsignals @zennihilation @chaosherald
In which Ilene has snuck in during the Mercar/Dellamorte wedding and found Riley alone and in a not so festive mood
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Riley shouldn't be doing this. He was walking down the aisle in just a few hours. It was the alliance of a lifetime- Crows and Dragons, what a deadly combination.
And yet the whiskey burned in veins as he crushed Ilene beneath him against the wall. His head was buzzing, vision blurring. Almost enough that if he squinted just right, he could imagine blonde curls tucked behind the point of her ears.
"I thought you were supposed to be getting married, Mercar?"
The words were like a slap to the face as she sneered up at him. Viago and his fucking attack dogs, though this one barked much louder than she could bite.
Maker, he missed Gemma. Her smile, her soft touch, the way she could ground him when nothing else could. But she was gone, leaving him to face this cruel world without her at his side. Like the silver band in his breast pocket, the one Gladius gave him a lifetime ago. That wedding had been small, simple, full of love. Nothing like this sham he was forced to endure.
But if he had to go through with this shit, he might as well take what little comfort he could.
He grabbed Ilene's face roughly, her cheeks pinched easily between his thumb his finger as his other hand slid to angle her head back with an iron grip in her hair. She was tiny compared to his bulk, and her gasp only fueled his fury as he leaned close enough to inhaled her excitement tinged with fear.
"I am getting married, de Riva," he growled against her mouth as his lips ghosted hers. There was no softness in his eyes, just feral anger as her felt anticipation shiver across her skin like cold dread. "And you are supposed to be off limits. Guess we both have to play this one close, yeah?"
I wasnβt tagged or anything, and Iβm not entirely sure if this is a WIP or just a random snippet that misfired in my brain. It is Wednesday though (at least Iβm pretty sure it is), so have some Rookanis makeouts.
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Lucanis felt both outside of himself and deeply, viscerally present. The smell of her skin, the taste of her lipsβ¦ she had awakened a part of him that he had rarely acknowledged, content to let it hibernate through the long winter of isolation and duty. But now, with her, the first buds of spring pushed up through the soil beneath his skin and wound grasping tendrils of pleasure around the trellis of his bones. He wanted to consume herβ¦ to claim herβ¦ to climb inside herβ¦
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Rabindranath Tagore (1861-1941), poem 85 from βThe Gardenerβ, 1914
Translated by the author from the original Bengali. New York: The Macmillan Company.