Never used this account much before getting utterly conclavepilled
27 transmasc disaster with autism and chronic depression
simping after Vincent Benítez
I watched Conclave for the first time on the 20th June, so I was a bit late to the party. In 4 months, I have read 500 fanfics...
I'll focus here on hidden gems, meaning that fics with stats in the top of the fandom have been excluded. -> Part 2
The most important: share your own hidden gens via reblogs or comments!
Some authors get angsty when one of their work attract sudden attention due to social media without their knowledge, so if you enjoy and comment on a fic, please mention this post as what drove you to the fic ;-)
Easier to read version on Ellipsus here.
Vincent Benítez/Thomas Lawrence
[Lawrenitez] Proof of Life by Jolie_Black (uncomplete)
Pope Innocent XIV gets stuck in an elevator. This should have the potential to derail his entire pontificate, but it has. Thomas Lawrence learns things about their new Pope that he would not have imagined in his wildest dreams, and he finally finds the courage to be more to him than just another faithful servant.
[Lawrenitez] The Sin of the Starved by MorningOwl [E = Explicit] (uncomplete)
There's only one bed, so Vincent and Thomas are forced to sleep together. They are both terribly touch-starved, though.
[Lawrenitez] Kitty Cat Vincent by Slow_Burn_Sally
Vincent prays to God to be turned into someone Thomas Lawrence can show easy affection towards and wakes up the next day as a small, brown, tortoiseshell cat.
[Lawrenitez] Training Season by Dafi3100 [E]
Thomas Lawrence has developed a Pavlovian response to Vincent Benítez tying his hair.
[Lawrenitez] 'Till Sunbeams Find You by roguekaiju
The problem with Vincent is this: he just can’t sleep peacefully.
[Lawrenitez] the mire, yet the soul by queerfarmgremlin [E] (uncomplete)
Vincent Benítez isn't an angel. But he's not exactly human, either. And he gets kidnapped by demons.
[Lawrenitez] Sequestered by dayyydreaming (uncomplete)
The conclave is stretching and going on for longer and longer, but neither Thomas nor Vincent are in a hurry.
[Lawrenitez] Heat Wave by Mimi011
There's a heat wave and the dress codes in the Vatican are to be temporarily lifted. That means Thomas can't wear most of what's in his wardrobe, and he might stumble upon someone underdressed in the gardens…
[Lawrenitez] who made the world? who made the swan? by intothewildblueyonder [E] (uncomplete)
An exploration of Thomas Lawrence relationship with desire, as he is visited by Christ in his dreams.
[Lawrenitez] The Walls Have Ears by HereHaveAFandom [E]
The sisters aren't the only ones who hear everything (a swiss guard overhears quite a lot).
Best Concept
Jolie's Occasional Lectures on Catholic Church Organisation, Canon Law and Other Things You Never Thought You Would End Up Reading About Until You Contracted the Conclave Bug by Jolie_Black
Metas and infodumps on… well, everything is in the title.
צלול כיין [Crystal Clear] by Anonymous
Innocent XIV goes on a papal visit to Jerusalem, amongst all the hurt and violence, there's also hope and love.
The Poor by Winds of Dawn (WoD) (uncomplete)
A commentary on Dilexi Te, with Innoncent XIV reacting quite strongly to some bullshit.
Sickfic & Headache
[Bellesco] His mighty Aura by Being_Lionhearted
During a Synodal Council, Aldo Bellini is suffering from a headache that threatens to turn into a fullblown migraine attack. Unfortunately, Tedesco is there and Aldo tries to avoid showing himself vulnerable in front of the Patriarch.
can't speak, can't move by braigwen_s
“Blink twice if you're having a medical episode.” Or Aldo is with Vincent when goes into catatonia.
[Lawrellini] 34:29 by GreyGulfH
Thomas has a migraine again. But he also has Aldo.
[Lawrellini] Vasovagal Syncope by SafiNicht99
Aldo found him in his room. In his shower to be precise. The door to Thomas’ apartment was locked, but after so many years Aldo knew where the spare key was hidden, and so he went in.
[Bellesco] Ezekiel 36:26 by lobefinnedfishes
Tedesco gets sick and someone is there to take care of him.
[Agnes/Lawrence] turn out the light by arulijase
Agnes gets LASIK surgery and also an unexpected visit from the Secretary of State.
Impacto by JollyTimeTraveler
The window explodes and Vincent reacts (PTSD & panic attack).
Self-harm & Eating Disorders
[Lawrenitez] All turtles (dream of flight) by strawberriesandtophats (uncomplete)
Thomas Lawrence's sense of self-worth has been destroyed by the late Holy Father toxic remarks. After the conclave, he tries to heal with the help of his friends.
[Lawrellini] oh Lord, take this pain away by tenok [ILLUSTRATED]
Thomas Lawrence wears a corset. It helps until things go too far.
[Lawrellinitez] or finding God in your sock drawer by wizardlover
“It was an accident,” Aldo says, too-rushed, which is his first mistake. Or Aldo is hurting himself and Thomas and Vicent discover it.
[Bellesco] Our Quiet Game by SafiNicht99 [E]
Cardinal Goffredo Tedesco had always enjoyed to explore the many secret passages of the Holy See. However this time, he spies on something that will force him to face some truths about himself.
[Lawrenitez] does a story die with its narrator? by ama-b-sides (amadeussss9) [E]
When thomas tries to end his life, he doesn't expect it to give him a far better one instead.
[Lawrellinitez] Blood spilled in the name of asceticism by furryprn
Thomas Lawrence has always paid his penance by scalding himself in the shower every morning, but what happens when that stops being enough? When others start to notice?
Rip your heart out (it's sad as fuck) [Major Character Death]
and I wake up and you're still dead by tenok
Aldo commits suicide. He was loved by Thomas and Vincent, who struggle in their grief.
Lily of the Morning by emperor_hadrian [E]
Good ol’ Cardinal Tedesco, he was a hard one to shake. Not even the murder of the Holy Father, who bled out in his arms, right there, right at the entrance of St. Mark’s Basilica, affected him that much.
To Lay This Body Down by zjofierose
Aldo is shot before Thomas and Vincent's eyes.
[Lawrenitez] memento mori by faediwa
Ten years after the conclave that elected Pope Innocent XIV, it seems that Cardinal Lawrence will need to organize yet another one in this lifetime.
Triggering Themes (mind the tags!)
'tis voracious work by bukkunkun [E] (uncomplete)
Vincent Benítez is a newly-assigned parish priest in a small town in Calabria. There, he catches the unwanted attention of a powerful Don, Frank Paternò. (non-con)
[Bellesco] Petrus by TimeLordDeRolo [E]
Goffredo Tedesco is in the Vatican and makes his sole mission to bother Aldo Bellini. After a late night confrontation the Patriarch of Venice implies Aldo should hurt him and the Secretary simply will not have it. (past sexual abuse)
[Bellesco] hebrews 10:4 by Anonymous [E]
A horror story with quite a bit of gore and non-con. Agoat follows Tedesco home.
Silence by The_Aleph
Ray has to face his aggressor (past child abuse), he goes to Thomas for comfort afterwards.
[Lawresco] The Threat by SoftwareCorruption_exe [E]
Lawrence and Tedesco are kidpaned and forced into a Fuck or Die situation (mutual non-con)(the author focus is on emotions, trauma and dissociation).
[Bellesco] Shames of Rome by MostRemote [E]
Aldo wants sex. Tedesco wants to destroy someone. (…Aldo gest destroyed…) (unsafe sex, abuse bordering on non-con)
A Journey’s Echo by Sleepless_Malice [ILLUSTRATED] [E]
Bellini being appointed Secretary of States comes with a price (non-con)
Fics without a clear category
Lost and Present by Winds of Dawn (WoD)
Vincent escaped from the Vatican, and Thomas is in charge of investigating the case. Turns out Vincent had something important to do outside.
Sic Transit Gloria Mundi (Storyboards) by 1848
A storyboard for an alternative ending where the bomb doesn't go off and Tedesco is elected Pope.
Sitting with the Pope by Winds of Dawn (WoD)
Pope Innocent tapes a video podcast. It probably won't be released unless someone wishes to see the Vatican implode.
Of The Parish by letek
Bellini wants to know more about the new pope.
[Lawrellinitez] all that heaven will allow by riversdark [E] (uncomplete)
Aldo and Vincent discover that they have some things in common, (like thirsting after the Dean?)
Nomine Paulo by rodamned
Cardinal Aldo Bellini is elected pope, as his campaign manager, Cardinale Giulio Sabbadin, is experiencing his first mental breakdown ever.
[Lawrellini] the future is a bitter past by veganthranduil [E]
Thomas and Aldo are in relationship during seminary, it ends on a bitter note.
Hot Cardinal Summer by earlgrayly [ILLUSTRATED]
On a brutally hot day, Vincent, Thomas, and Aldo all make their way to the rooftop garden and do some unexpected bonding.
[Benimalley] Agent of Grace: Spy Ray AU by bongbingbong [ILLUSTRATED]
Raymond O'Malley's real employer isn't Thomas Lawrence. It's MI6, or more specifically, Gareth Mallory, who wants to keep an eye on his twin brother. He's been hiding an injury since the attack on the Sistine Chapel, and he very nearly gets away with it until he catches the attention of the new Holy Father..
[Sabballey] Do you think they know? by bourecmorusovy
Nobody knows Ray and Giulio are together... or do they?
Short conclave stories by orphan_account
Stupidly cute drabbles.
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This is a visual guide to clerical clothes, which has been created for 'Conclave' fanfic readers and writers (but it can be used for any work involving Catholic clergymen).
I'm going to use images from the movie (+ some images from visual novel 'Delectatio Morosa') and real life examples.
Spoilers, of course.
The Cassock
The cassock is a tunic, identical for everyone, except for the colour. Choir cassock is red for Cardinals and amaranth red for bishops.
The plain cassock is black, with hems and buttons of different colour for each hierarchical position. In warmer regions of the world, one can wear a white cassock, with a fascia of the colour of the position.
Members of an order may wear a religious habit instead of a cassock. And a cincture (a rope-like belt) instead of a fascia (large fringed sash worn with the cassock).
The Choir Dress
The choir dress is used for public prayer (like attending Mass), but not for the celebration of the Eucharist.
Rochet (/ˈrɒtʃət/): white laced vestment worn over the cassock. It arrives below the knee (Benítez's is longer than the cassock, covering it, because he wears borrowed clothes).
Mozzetta [motˈtsetta]: elbow-lenght cape closed with buttons, worn over the rochet. Its colour is the same as the choir cassock.
Biretta: a square cap with three/four peaks. Same colour as the mozzetta.
Zucchetto [dzukˈketto]: It's a hemisphere that sits on the head, usually made of silk. The central tip is called the stirpis.
Liturgical Vestment
Chasuble (/ˈtʃæzjʊbəl/): outer liturgical vestment, which goes over the knees and the wrists. It's more used now than the planet (the rigid one without sleeves). It is worn over the alb and stole. The colour depends on the Mass celebrated.
Alb (from Latin albus, ‘white’): it is an ankle-long white garment usually worn with a cincture.
Stole: long narrow strip of cloth worn over the alb, around the neck and over the shoulders. The colour varies depending on the celebration.
Mitre: headpiece that is tall and pointed at the tip. Used by bishops, archbishops and now the Pope as well (instead of the tiara).
Pastoral: staff used by bishops and archbishops, which has a curled tip. The Pope uses a type of staff with a cross known as ferula, although rarely.
Casual Attire
The clergyman is the modern priest attire. It consists of trousers, jacket and shirt with the clerical collar (a rigid white collar, the symbol of a priest).
Some priests completely discard the collar in favour of just wearing a cross or dressing no different than a "secular".
In particular cases, wearing a casual attire is more of a need than a choice: this is the case of Benítez, cardinal 'in pectore', who in the movie arrives in Rome with no clerical vestments.
Papal Attire
The white papal cassock look consists of:
Fascia: sometimes with his coat of arms on it.
Pellegrina: elbow-lenght open mantle, similar to a mozzetta.
Pectoral cross: silver or golden, given to the Pope or already in his possession.
Zucchetto
Fisherman's ring: on his right ring finger, the seal on the ring is broken when the Pope dies.
During official events, such as receiving guests:
Mozzetta: the Pope's is red and made of satin or velvet.
Pontifical stole: The Pope's stole is bigger, knee-lenght and usually red and gold.
Rochet: under the mozzetta and over the cassock.
Elements of his liturgical attire:
Ferula: instead of the bishop's pastoral, the Pope uses a long, silver or golden staff with Jesus on the cross.
Mitre: now used by the Pope as well, instead of the Papal tiara, after Paul VI deemed it as too luxurious and grand.
Throughout the centuries, the Pope's wardrobe has evolved, with the inclusion of new pieces and the removal of others. Changes are still made in the XXI Century, with each Pope having different opinions on what to wear: just look at the big contrast between Benedict's conservative style and Francis' refusal to wear unnecessary ornaments, a couple of which have already been reinstated by Leo.
Saturno: a wide red hat made of felt or straw, which hasn't been used in over a decade. Its sides can be lifted up by strings.
Camauro: red winter bonnet made with velvet and ermine. Not used today, probably for ethical reasons.
Pallium: made with the wool of blessed lambs, it has existed since the first centuries of Christian rule, now only used by the Pope and metropolitan archbishops.
Fanone: a silk white mozzetta-like piece, with red and gold stripes and a big cross on the front. After the Second Vatican Council, its use has been reduced.
Tabarro: red long cloak the Pope wears during cold weather, again never used in the last 10+ years.
Piviale: white and gold mantle used in some occasions, like when participating at a Mass but not as the one celebrating it.
Red shoes: probably the symbol of Francis' revolutionary take on papal clothes, since in the Room of Tears he decided to ditch the loafers for his own personal shoes, the same ones he was later buried with. Leo also wears his own pair of black shoes.
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"I don't intend to fix your flaws, brother; for those are the conditions that make us men. In change, I will love them as I hope you will love mine." ahh Benitesco
The porn is not porning. Writing smut as someone asexuals is tough.
I decided to write something entirely self-indulgent. It's so self indulgent that instead of sex, they're crying in each other's arms.
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