Just On My Mind

(A/N): As you can tell.. I’m not an outgoing, funny person. Idk how to write that XD

Pairings: Alex Danvers X Little Luthor!Reader

Request: Hi! I love your works, your writings are soo amazing! I wondering if I could request an Alex Danvers imagine? Maybe R is partially deaf but brillent and super social/funny if not a bit awkward. Maybe shes the youngest Luthor too and somehow through Kara and Lena she meets Alex and the pair become fast friends before eventually fall for each other? Maybe some major sister bonding between R and Lena too please?

“Lena, are you almost done? My head is starting to hurt…” You question tiredly towards your older sister as she messes around with your cochlear implant.

Lena sighs, keeping her eyes trained on the small circular device on the left side of your head. “Yes, yes, I’m sorry it took so long. The external piece wasn’t connecting correctly to the internal one, but I fixed it. It’s synching up now.” Lena states, voice slightly raised so your other ear can pick up her voice before pressing the small button on your implant. It takes a few moments for the implant to sync and when it does, Lena steps in front of you. “How’s that?”

Your sister’s beautiful voice comes in clearer than you’ve ever heard before and you can’t help but smile, shaking your head. “And I thought the last implant you made me was perfect.” You state before your voice momentarily trails off, which causes Lena’s features to melt with worry. “You know… you don’t have to keep doing this.”

“Doing what?” Lena questions earnestly.

“Making me new implants every other month. I know you want the best for me, but they will never be perfect and there will always be improvements. You have Catco and L-Corp to be worrying about, not me or my implant that works flawlessly anyways.” You declare, thinking about all the times you’ve seen Lena up late at the office, working on your implant.

Lena shakes her head as a small incredulous huff escapes her lips. “You’re my little sister, I will always worry and L-Corp and Catco will never compare to you. I’d choose you over them in a heartbeat and I will never stop because you deserve the best and only the best, okay?”

You smile as your heart is warm with happiness at your sister’s words. She always knew what to say and you associated that with your relationship growing up. You didn’t always have enhanced hearing implants, so Lena learned how to read and communicate to you and because of this, you both have an amazing bond with one another. Maybe that’s why you loved her voice so much because it was soothing and always calmed you down.

“You’re the best sister ever.” You gush as you cock your head to the side as you look at her lovingly. ‘I love you.’ You sign, something you and her had always done in genuine moments with each other.

Lena grins widely, the same loving look across her face. ‘I love you more.’ She signs back, green eyes never leaving yours before her voice pipes up again. “It’s about time for me to leave for game night at Kara’s. Would you like to come? You’d get to meet all my friends!”

“Sure!” You answer simply as you jump up from your seat causing Lena to chuckle before you both walk out of the lab side by side.

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Lena drives you both to Kara’s apartment and you take the elevator up to the third floor before making your way to the correct apartment door. You can hear music on the other side and it doesn’t take long for the door to swing open, revealing a bubbly Kara, broad smile across her face. “Lena, I’m so glad you could make it!” Kara declares, embracing her in a tight hug before looking at you. “And I’m glad you brought (Y/N)! It’s been so long since I saw you.”

The blonde embraces you in a hug as well and you can’t help but smile widely as you do. “It has been awhile, I missed you, Kara.”

Kara makes a small ‘awe’ sound as she places her hand over her heart, grabbing you into another hug before walking you both in. “You’re a bit early, everyone is still on their way, but that gives me time to introduce (Y/N) to Alex!” Kara says excitedly as she ushers you to the kitchen. “Alex!”

Your eyes widen when they meet beautiful hazel ones and the smile Alex has plastered on her face makes your heart feel like mush. She’s one of the prettiest woman you’ve ever seen, and she leaves you breathless. “Hey!” Alex greets as she smiles. “Who’s this?”

“This is Lena’s little sister. Remember I told you about her doing that internship in the UK.” Kara comments and Alex’s face lights up.

“Right!” Alex exclaims before looking at you, holding her hand out. “It’s nice to meet you, I’m Alex.”

You grab Alex’s hand, shaking it gently while matching her smile with your own. “I’m (Y/N).”

“Pretty name… So, if I remember correctly, you study engineering physics and biomedical engineering?” Alex questions before continuing to get the food set up and you hop in and help her.

“Yeah! Well… I study pretty much anything to do with science and mathematics and I have some degrees in medicine if I ever wanted to pursue it, but I mainly study those two. I think I like Organic Chemistry and Physics classes the most.” You ramble out a bit awkwardly and Alex looks at you incredulously, mouth slightly open in shock.

She then turns to Kara and Lena, who are chuckling at Alex’s dumbstruck look, and Kara simply shrugs. “I told you (Y/N) was smart.” Kara states and Alex quickly averts her gaze back to you, where you’re smiling sheepishly.

“You should help me with some medical designs I’ve been working on. I’m a biomedical engineer as well.” Alex explains causing your face to light up like Christmas.

“Really?” You ask in disbelief and Alex nods, smiling widely. “I’d love to!”

“Great and if you don’t mind me asking… is that a cochlear implant?” Alex asks as she points to the circular disk on the side of your head.

You nod, smiling widely as you look towards your sister. “Yeah, but this is all Lena.” You comment gesturing to the small device. “I can show you how it works if you want me to.”

You don’t think Alex’s smile could get any wider as she nods, and you slightly turn the device on your head before pulling it off for Alex to see. You begin to ramble about how it works differently than other cochlear implants and hearing aids with Alex’s attention fully on you. The two of you are too busy talking that you don’t notice Kara and Lena watching from afar.

“I think we lost our sisters to each other.” Lena comments with an amused chuckle.

Kara laughs as well but a soft smile spreads across her face as she watches the two of you interact. “Yeah, but they look happy.” Kara comments and Lena nods.

“Agreed.”

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It was a Saturday morning, Kara, Alex and you were out shopping near the downtown area of National City, where a small little festival was going on. Children were laughing, people from all around were walking and the smell of delicious food filled the air. Of course, you and Kara chowed down while Alex simply watched in amusement as you were seeing who could eat their burrito the fastest. Kara won of course.

The three of you walk around, talking with one another when Kara’s face melts with delight. “Oh! I see a friend from work. I’m going to go say ‘hi’.” Kara blurts out quickly before running off, leaving you and Alex alone.

You and Alex laugh at the blonde’s quick exit before a comfortable silence fills the air. “I wish Lena could have come. She needs the sun for her pale skin every once in a while.” You state before sipping on your lemonade, making Alex laugh once again.

“Why couldn’t she?” Alex asks, and you sigh.

“She got called in for an emergency business meeting at L-Corp. Probably some snobby rich dude who wants to complain about the way things are being run. I don’t know how she does it.” You say as you continue to walk towards some dancers in colorful dresses.

Alex nods in agreement. “Me either, but whatever her secret is makes her amazing.”

You smile at the comment, turning towards Alex, who looks at you adoringly. “Thanks for saying that.” You say appreciatively and Alex smiles.

“I’m only saying the truth and I think you have a huge part in it as well. You’re amazing and she’s lucky to have you in her life.”

Your heart is absolutely soaring, never hearing someone say something like that about you and your sister. You’ve actually never met someone like Alex before and you can’t control your heart beating against your ribcage and the butterflies in your stomach. You never thought in your entire life you would fall in love but here you were standing in front of someone that you had fallen head over heels with in only a matter of a few weeks.

“Alex, I-” Before you get to even finish, a loud explosion sounds not far from you, causing you and Alex to nearly fall to the ground.

People all around you are now screaming and running in different directions and it causes your head to hurt from the over stimulus of sound to your implant. Another explosion sounds behind you but before you have time to react, someone collides into you causing you to fall harshly to the ground. It’s then half your hearing vanishes, and you bring your hand up to feel the little connector to your implant is gone.

With people running frantically around, nearly stepping on you, you don’t have time to look for it as you stand, but when you look you don’t see Kara or Alex in sight. With being deaf in one ear and partially in the other, you can’t hear anything really and you begin to panic not knowing where to go or what to do or if there will be another explosion. You try to find out where to go for safety, but everyone is panicking too much for you to follow anyone.

It’s then, your chest begins to tighten, and it feels like your heart is racing as it becomes harder to breath. You feel your chest beginning to heave, but no matter how hard you try to calm yourself down, your mind seems to only make you panic more. You’re not even thinking straight anymore, and you don’t notice yourself running, trying to get away from everything.

Somehow, you end up in a small alleyway with your back against the cool brick of a building as you slide down to the ground, head in your hands. Your chest is heaving erratically, and you can’t get yourself to calm down. Tears stream down your face at the full-blown panic attack and at the feeling that you can’t breathe. You needed your implant… you needed Lena… You needed anyone.

It’s then Alex runs past, looking for you, but stops abruptly when seeing you. She quickly makes her way towards you, kneeling in front of you before placing a hand on your knee. The sudden contact makes you flinch almost dramatically, which only seems to increase your panic as more tears begin to fall and your wide, watery eyes meet hers.

Concern and worry radiates off of Alex as she tries to calm you down. “(Y/N), (Y/N), I need you to calm down.” Alex begs but you violently shake your head as you point to the side of your head, shaky hands coming up.

‘I lost it.’ You sign frantically before shaking your head as you’re nearly gasping for air. ‘I can’t breathe…’ 

Alex takes a moment to process what you’re signing before grabbing one of your hands and placing it over her heart before beginning to sign, which would have surprised you if you weren’t so distressed. ‘Focus on me… Focus on my breathing… my heartbeat, okay?’ Alex promptly signs and you nod.

Alex watches as you try your best to match her breathing, but struggle to do so. However, with occasional encouraging words and lots of time, you slowly return to normal. You don’t remove your hand from her chest, but she doesn’t mind, knowing you needed something to ground you.  

You’re still a bit out of it, but when her eyes meet yours, everything seems to freeze. Even with red-rimmed eyes and tear stains down your cheeks, you still look amazing and Alex can’t help but get lost in your beauty. Her eyes momentarily flicker down to your lips and yours do the same and not long after she’s softly pressing her lips against yours.

Her hands come up, gently cupping your face and instinctively, you grab the lapels of her leather jacket, pulling her closer. Your mouths move with each other in a passionate, yet slow kiss and she’s never felt addicted to something more than the taste of you. Soon, the need for air becomes too much and reluctantly you both pull away, now breathless but in a good way.

Alex keeps her hands on your face, forehead leaning against yours, mouth inches apart and breathless smiles tug at the corner of both yours mouths. ‘Better?’ Alex signs where you can see, and a brief chuckle leaves your lips as you lean forward, meeting her lips in another kiss.

It feels like it’s only you two in the world and when you pull back, you nod with the widest smile known to man. “Yeah…”

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(A/N): Eh? Also, long af

Pairings: Lena Luthor x Baby Danvers!Reader, Danvers Sisters x Baby Danvers!Reader

Request: I there Bekah! Hope you’re feeling better. If you’re up to it could I get a Baby!Danvers x Lena Luthor, where baby!danvers was from Krypton too and she gets adopted after Kara does and Lena gets caught up with people breaking into LCorp and gets shit with a Kryptonite bullet and nearly dies. Angst with a fluffy/happy ending.

Suffocating… you felt like you were suffocating. Smoke fills your vision and an obnoxiously loud beeping rings in your ears. You can see a faint red light flashing off to your right and your chest is heaving so hard from the overstimulation and the small space you were confined in.

You tried clawing your way out of the strap securing you in, but you were starting to panic and could not stop your hands and fingers from shaking. So, all you could manage to do was grip onto your seat, nearly ripping a chunk out as you try to comprehend what’s happening.

An audible gasp leaves your lips when someone rips the door from your pod off and you instinctively squeeze your eyes shut as a bright light greets you, but also out of fear. It’s silent for a moment besides your still labored breathing, but a deep yet comforting voice breaks it. “It’s okay, you don’t have to be afraid.”

You slowly open your eyes and they widen in surprise when you see the familiar House of El symbol on a man’s chest, red cape flapping in the wind. Just at the mere sight of it causes calms you, but you had never seen this man in your entire life and you had so many questions. The man smiles, noticing where your gaze lies and the confusion on your features, and he holds his hand out to you.

“I know you have question, but don’t worry, I’ll explain on the way.” You stay silent, but nod before taking his hand.

He helps you out of the pod and it’s now you begin to realize the place you were was not Krypton. You’re now assuming the worst and you look up at the man that gives you a little comfort of home and hope. “Who are you?” You question quietly, and the man smiles before scooping you up in his arms.

“I’m Kal-El.” Kal responds and your eyes widen with disbelief. This couldn’t be Kal… he was a baby the last time you saw him. “What’s your name?”

You stare blankly at the son of the famous Jor-El before avoiding his kind blue eyes. “(Y/N)-Zod.” You answer quietly and the now older Kryptonian smiles at you, recognizing the family name.

“Well, it’s nice to meet you (Y/N). I’m going to take you somewhere safe, okay?” Kal assures and you let a small smile grow before you nod. “Okay, hang on tight.”

You do as you’re told, wrapping your arms around Kal’s neck and he sends you an assuring smile before jumping in the air, flying off to who knows where.

XXX

You hide behind Kal as you walk towards a house with a man and woman waiting outside. They send friendly smiles towards Kal before glancing at you and you shrink under their stares. “It’s okay, (Y/N).” The older Kryptonian assures as he gently ushers you forward. “You’re going to be staying with Eliza and Jerimiah. They’re going to take good care of you.”

You don’t want to leave Kal’s side after everything he told you about Krypton, but you also know he can’t be babysitting you as he protects his own city. So, you reluctantly let go of Kal’s hand, taking the small step towards the people who would now take care of you. Both Eliza and Jerimiah smile kindly at you and you try your best to match it.

“It’s very nice to meet you, (Y/N).” Eliza says.

“You as well.” You respond quietly yet politely and that’s when two older girls, a blonde and a brunette, come out of the house, momentarily startling you.

“Girls, this is (Y/N). She’s going to be living with us.” Eliza introduces as she gestures to you.

The blonde sends a small smile, but the taller brunette rolls her eyes before crossing her arms. “Great… another one.” The brunette comments rudely which earns a stern glare from Eliza.

“Alex!” Eliza snaps, but Alex doesn’t seem fazed as she abruptly returns back into the house without another word.

You stand a bit taken back by the comment, a tinge of hurt hitting your heart and the feeling of being unwanted. However, the blonde rushes up engulfing you in a hug and you stand shocked for a moment. When she pulls back she looks at you with kind eyes, sad smile curving on her lips.

“I’m sorry for your loss.” The blonde says in perfect Kryptonese and your eyes widen in surprise.

You don’t know what to say at first and your eyes are about as wide as saucers when you realize who the girl is in front of you, but you finally come to your senses. “I’m sorry for your loss.” You respond back in Kryptonese as well.

You both share a sad smile and end up hugging again out of sympathy for the other, and despite the situation and everything that has happened… you think you’ll be okay with a little bit of home now with you.

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The sound of you breaking the sound barrier booms in the distance as your laughs follows right after. You then proceed to push yourself high in the sky before pausing your flight causing you to freefall. Your body begins to fall but all you can do is smile as you expertly let your body fall, closing your eyes and enjoying the cold wind against your face.

When you do open your eyes, the view of National City getting closer by the second fills your vision and you smirk, doing several flips in the air before using your powers full force and breaking the sound barrier once again. National City is a blur due to your speed, but you wouldn’t have it any other way. You stop at the edge of the city, taking a deep breath as you overlook the city you had grown to love and call home.

You have an incoming call ringing from your earpiece and you click it, letting your mask faze over your face to allow you to talk without noise interference. “National City Airlines, how may I assist you?” You answer jokingly as you put your feet up like your lying down in the sky.

“If that was you breaking the sound barrier that close to the city, I’m going to kill you.” You hear your eldest sister scold over the phone and you roll your eyes.

“You could never.” You tease with a smirk.

“I beg to differ. (Y/N), I’ve told you a thousand times, you can’t be this reckless with your powers.”

You can’t help but groan at the advice. “Why? So, I can be perfect like you and Kara?” You complain, and you hear Alex sigh from the other side.

“That’s not what I’m saying…” Your eldest sister argues but you already know where this lecture is going because you’ve had it many times before.

“Sorry, I’m not the hero you want me to be. I know you and Kara expect more from me, being in the House of Zod and stuff. Real disrespectful to my family name and the DEO, right?” You can’t help but snap harshly, knowing that’s what everyone thinks.

“That’s not at all what we think of you! We love you (Y/N), no matter what your family emblem is. You’re our sister and that will never change, hero or not, you know that.” You keep silent, knowing Alex was right but it didn’t help the feeling that you had let down your family name and now your sisters.

Your happy mood has now vanished, and you sigh sadly. “I’m going to stay at Lena’s tonight.” You state as you begin to fly out of city limits.

“(Y/N)…” Your sister begins but before you can get another pity talk you hang up the call.

Without another word, you boost yourself out of the city to where ever your mind takes you. That place ended up being Midvale, back to your home away from home, well… a lot of homes. Eliza didn’t question when you simply walked into the house without a care, not even bothering to take off you suit before flopping on the family couch. Instead, she made you one of your favorite meals before simply scooting you over, sitting and starting a movie. She didn’t talk much and neither did you, but Eliza always knew what you needed and that was just someone to be there for you.

When the movie ends, Eliza presses a kiss to your forehead before leaving you to have some time to yourself and it’s now you begin to recall all the memories you had made there. Some good, some bad and it makes you feel even worse about what you said to Alex. You groan grabbing a pillow and slapping it over your face.

You lay there for a few minutes before you get another call. You click your earpiece before removing the pillow from your face. “The person you’re looking for is unavailable.” You quip as you stare up at the ceiling.

The audible sigh of your other older sister sounds on the other end. “(Y/N), come on…” Kara says in a sad voice.

“I’m fine, if that’s what you’re asking.”

“You know, you’re my little sister and nothing else matters right?” Your sister assures over the call, but you’ve already heard enough of this fluffy talk for one day.

“Kara, please, just stop… I don’t need any more pep talks. I just need to be alone.” You state tiredly, and you don’t get a response on the other end so, you take that as your answer before you hang up.

You knew they were only trying to help, but you really didn’t need all of it. Your phone rings again and you groan audibly, annoyance filling your veins. You hit your earpiece harder than intended before speaking. “What?” You question coldly.

“Babe, it’s just me.” Lena pauses a moment before continuing. “Are you okay?” The soft voice of your girlfriend says, and your annoyance quickly vanishes.

Guilt immediately washes over you and you’re mentally slapping yourself. “Lena… I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to snap at you. I’ve just had a rough day.” You admit honestly as you run your hands down your face.

“Is everything okay? Do you want to talk about it?” Lena asks, concern lacing her voice and you smile, knowing she’s probably forgot about whatever she’s working on.

You sigh, standing as you walk out onto the balcony of your house. “I’ve had enough talking for today… think I screwed that up enough.” You respond, voice fading at the end as you think of the conversations with your sisters.

“How about you come pick me up early from work and we can go to that Chinese place. I’m tired of all these old business men and I miss you.” Your girlfriend suggests, and you can’t help but chuckle.

“Your wish is my command. I’ll be there soon.”

“You better.” Lena declares causing you to smile before hanging up and you say goodbye to Eliza before flying as fast as you could to pick up Lena.

XXX

Before you arrive to L-Corp, you swiftly change into normal clothes by simply hitting the retract button on your suit as well as your mask. You run a hand through your wind-blown hair before landing down to Lena’s balcony with ease. You make sure no one else is in the office before you enter and when you do, a smile immediately grows on your girlfriend’s face.

“Ready to go?” Lena questions as she tidies up some files on her desk and you nod walking up to her, pressing a kiss to her lips.

“For you? Always.” You return as you begin to walk side by side to the door.

However, that’s when the universe decided to truly test you because several armed men come swinging down from the top of the building before breaking through Lena’s glass windows. They’re all heavily armed and you hate yourself for not hearing them sneaking up on you. Without even thinking, you push Lena behind you, pressing your suit onto her, just as the men begin to fire off rounds.

Of course, the bullets ricochet off you, but little did you know these men were prepared. You don’t think they know you’re Kryptonian, but obviously they were prepared for your sister to come to the rescue instead because they bring out a gun with a familiar green glow. You know all too well what that glow means, but there was no way you were letting them get to Lena.

So, as the men charge, you effortlessly fight to keep yourself between them and Lena while also being mindful of the lethal weapon in one of their hands. You think you might manage to win, until that fateful shot rings in the air, bullet piercing you in the stomach.  

It’s the most horrific pain you’ve ever felt, and you fall to your knees, screaming in pain as blood spreads in that area. You know Lena is screaming your name, but you can’t do anything with the feeling of acid coursing through your veins. You see faintly the man grabbing Lena before the familiar colors of blue and red flash in front of you.

Your screaming has stopped at this point, but all you feel is pain as you wriggle around, whimpering, cold sweat covering you as your body pales to a sickly color. Your chest heaves with every breath, it becoming harder and harder to breathe as your vision begins to darken. You can hear muffled voices around you, and the last thing you remember is Kara and Lena yelling at you to stay awake before your whole vision blackens.

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You feel your body waking up, but you immediately know you don’t want to by the aching everywhere, especially in your abdomen region. You don’t exactly remember what happened and at the moment you don’t want to so, you don’t bother opening your eyes as you let your mind catch up with your body. You lay there, listening to the steady rhythm of what you can only guess is a heart monitor until the pain in your stomach becomes unbearable.

You slowly open your eyes, but you instantly regret it as the brightest light greets you, blinding you momentarily. You slam them shut, trying to wash away the now growing headache and the light reminds you of the first time you arrived on Earth. When the headache mostly resides, you try again and this time your eyes adjust, and you recognize the bland grey walls of the DEO med bay.  

You’re still a bit fuzzy on what happened and without really thinking you try to sit up. However, the sudden movement causes the pain in your stomach to flare up more intensely and a pained yell escapes your lips. The movement now causes the dull aching in your bones to increase and you lower yourself back down before closing your eyes.

Your chest quickly rises and falls, having never felt this much pain in your entire life. Another flare of pain spasms in your stomach and you feel tears building in your eyes. “Fuck…” You grit out pitifully as you grab the sheets with a death grip.

“(Y/N)!” You hear a voice call out and you open your eyes, turning to see your eldest sister rushing to your side.

You can see tears threating to fall as Alex brings a hand to your head, gently pushing some stray strands away from your face. You crack a small, tired smile at her and a silent sob escapes her but nonetheless she smiles back. “Hey, sis.” You greet hoarsely, keeping your smile as you grab her free hand in yours.

Another sob shakes your older sister as she bends down, pressing a kiss to your temple. “Don’t ever do that again…” Alex begs quietly as you feel her grip tighten on your hand.

“Okay…” Is all you say, not wanting Alex to worry because you hated when she was hurting… Oh, how your relationship has grown since you were little.

You hear a gasp from behind Alex, and you look to see your other sister. In the blink of an eye, she’s on the other side of you, kneeling as she grabs your other hand in hers. Her blue eyes are full of worry yet relief as she holds your hand like it’s glass. “You’re awake… you’re okay.” Kara barely manages to say, and you nod, bringing your hand up, gently caressing her flawless face.

“I’m okay.” You repeat before looking back towards Alex. “We’re okay.”

Both Alex and Kara nod at your words, releasing a small huffs of relief as they look at you’re like you’re the most precious thing in the universe. “We love you, (Y/N).” Kara declares, giving your hand a gentle squeeze and you smile in response.

“I love you guys more.” You return causing a few tears to fall down your sister’s faces and that’s when your features melt with concern, your eyes glancing around the room. “Where’s Lena? Is she okay?”

“A bit shaken but she’s fine. Been by your side for the past day so, Kara and I sent her out with Winn to get some food. She should be back anytime.” Alex answers as she quickly wipes away her tears before busying herself with checking your vitals.

You nod, already imagining how worried your girlfriend must be. “Thanks for looking out for her.” You express, and Kara presses a kiss to your hand before carefully placing it back on the hospital bed.

“We know how much she means to you. I have to go, but (Y/N)…” Kara pauses a moment and you cock your head to the side as you wait for her to continue. “It was real brave what you did. We’re proud of you.”

Your heart skips a beat at that simple statement and you turn to Alex, who smiles and nods in agreement. You release a breath, smile growing as you do, but it quickly vanishes when Lena’s voice reaches your ears. Alex rests a hand on your shoulder, smile widening before her and Kara walk out of the med bay just as your girlfriend walks in.

Lena’s eyes widen in shock, body frozen in place as her hands come up to cover her mouth. Tears are building causing her green eyes to shine and you have never seen something so sad yet beautiful. A small silence fills the air and you send a sad smile her way, tilting your head to the side.

“Hey, my love.” You greet softly and, in an instant, Lena seems to snap from her staring before rushing up and wrapping her arms around you.

The sudden jostling of your body causes your body to ache from the still present Kryptonite poisoning, but you don’t mind in the slightest just happy to be in your girlfriend’s arms. You feel her body shaking as she sobs uncontrollably into your neck and you just wrap your arms around her, comforting her. You turn, pressing a soft kiss to the side of her head and she pulls from the safety of your neck, eyes red and puffy but still as beautiful as ever.

She brings her hands up, carefully cupping your face, eyes staring into yours as she takes in every single feature. A fresh set of tears cascade down her cheeks as she leans her forehead against yours. “I thought you were going to die…” Lena whispers through her sobs and you bring a hand up, running it through her tangled strands.

“I’m okay.” You assure but Lena shakes her head, eyes slamming shut.

“You were bleeding in my arms… I couldn’t do anything… You’re not supposed to bleed.” Lena chokes out almost inaudibly.

You shush her, gently pulling her into bed with you and she cautiously curls up into your side, head on your chest. You lay there with Lena in your arms until her sobs have died down and she now lightly traces patterns across your chest while you caress her arm with your thumb. You feel her gaze on you and you look down, meeting her green eyes.

She doesn’t say anything at first, but a few seconds later her smooth voice breaks the silence. “I can’t lose you.” Lena admits in a whisper, eyes never leaving yours. “Please… don’t do that again.”

You purse your lips, a sigh leaving you. “I can’t promise.” You confess honestly as you brush a strand of her raven hair behind her ear. “I can’t lose you… I-I just can’t. You mean too much to me.”

Lena stays silent, eyes falling from yours seemingly loss in thought for a few minutes before she averts her gaze back to you. “Promise me this then… you’ll be more careful.” Your girlfriend states and you instantly nod.

“I promise.”

“You better.” Lena counters back but this time with a smile as she reaches up and presses a short yet sweet kiss to your lips. “You’re my hero, (Y/N) Danvers.”

Lena curls back into your side and not even five minutes later she’s fast asleep. You don’t dare move a muscle and all you can do is smile as you watch her sleep, your mind beginning to wander as you do. 

The House of Zod was defined by their honor and absolute dedication as a protector. You think maybe that’s why that mentality was so drilled into the back of your brain. You only wanting to prove yourself worthy just as you would have to to become one of Krypton’s main protectors. 

However, you didn’t feel the need to prove yourself anymore. Your sisters were proud of you and your girlfriend thinks you’re a hero… That’s the biggest honor you could ever receive.

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“To the girl I was then:

(A/N): I’m sorry this isn’t the best and sorry I couldn’t incorporate everyone’s ideas! Thank you for all who helped!

Pairings: Lena Luthor x Baby Danvers!Reader. Danvers sisters x Baby Danvers!Reader

Part 1: [x]

Request: I think it would be within Cadmus who would possibly try to get part of the readers dna and just push them to the edge of their limits. Kara Lena and Alex keep a close eye on the reader after getting them back until one day Lena is attack and before Kara can do anything, reader jumps in and uses her powers. Lillian didn’t succeed in taking her powers. 

Months… It had been months since Cadmus had taken you. Months since Kara ate pot stickers because they reminded her of your and hers bonding nights. Months since Alex had truly laughed because you weren’t there to make stupid jokes to get her to smile. Months since Lena went back to her apartment because she didn’t want to go home without you there. Months with the feeling that they had lost everything.  

Kara knew loss. She had lost a lot… her home planet along with her family and friends. It still broke her heart and she never thought it could get any worse. That was until you went missing.

She knew her responsibilities as a superhero, but she also knew the responsibilities of an older sister. Unlike Alex, you had accepted her with open arms, heart happy and loving when she first arrived and that’s when she vowed to protect you from anything. You were so small and fragile, and she wanted no harm to come to you… her little sister.

Alex felt the same way, but in a different way. You were her blood sister, you shared a bond with her like no one else. Alex remembers when she got to hold you for the first time after you were born or holding you when you cried for hours after your girlfriend broke up with you or when you graduated from high school and everything else in between. You were hers and nothing could every come between the two of you.

Then there was Lena… All she ever wanted in life was to make a change and make a name for herself. She always put her feelings aside for everyone else and thought she never deserved happiness but then you came swinging into her life.

You made her the happiest person in the world, you made her feel one of a kind. You made her life shine with opportunities and you showed her what true love was, pushing aside all the bad memories in order to make new ones. You never treated her like a Luthor, instead a loving girlfriend and you always promised you’d never leave.

However, that promise was short lived since your disappearance. You left her alone, but she can’t help but feel like that’s her fault. If only she had been quicker and smarter maybe you wouldn’t be gone, and she wouldn’t be sleeping on her office couch every night. Maybe if her last name wasn’t ‘Luthor’ you would’ve never been at risk. Now she sits, lost in a pile of files trying to figure out where you were. She needed help. She needed someone there to tell her everything would be okay… she wished you were here.

So, with you gone, there was so much heartbreak. A sense of failure filled Kara, Alex and Lena’s hearts at not being able to save you and they couldn’t help but blame themselves. Without you, their lives were not complete.

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Lena stands on the small balcony of the DEO overlooking the city lights of National City from afar. Kara didn’t want Lena to spend another night alone so, she invited her to stay at the DEO with her and Alex. They had been working all day but had gotten nowhere and Lena could feel her hope dwindling by the day.

She’s beginning to feel numb and she fails to notice the tears cascading down her face. She hears two pairs of footsteps come up next to her and she quickly snaps out of her staring, wiping the fresh tears away from her face. She turns being met with Alex and Kara, who send sad smiles as they join her in leaning against the railing.

Silence fills the air, a cricket chirping in the background when a Kara sighs, quiet voice breaking the silence. “I think I owe you guys an apology.” The blonde mummers and Lena and Alex turn to Kara, faces melting with confusion. “After (Y/N) went missing… I shut everyone out.” Kara averts her eyes to her older sister, pursing her lips. “Even you Alex. I thought that somehow it would make me forget but I was wrong. I never intended to shut out the people closest to me and… and I can’t lose you guys to. You mean way too much so, I’m sorry.”

Kara is on the verge of crying and Lena and Alex both engulf Kara in a hug, tears of their own threatening to fall. “You have nothing to be sorry about.” Lena comments as she tightens her hold on her best friend.

“But you lost the love of your life.” Kara struggles to say as tears begin to fall relentlessly and Lena shakes her head, pulling back to look at her and Alex.

“And you lost your sister…” Lena returns sadly. “Neither of you should blame yourselves.”

“And you shouldn’t blame yourself either.” Alex quickly adds causing Lena’s tears to return. Alex grabs Lena, pulling her back into the group hug as they all just hold each other. “We love you, Lena. Don’t disregard your pain for the sake of ours. We’re all hurting.”

Lena nods, more to herself as she continues to silently let her tears flow. “We’re going to be okay.” Kara mumbles quietly and she doesn’t think anyone heard it, but Lena and Alex do.

They stay hugging for a while, finally basking in the comfort each other needed when Winn comes barreling through the balcony doors. “Guy! I’m sorry to interrupt, but I think I may have something!” Winn declares, and Alex, Lena and Kara quickly separate from their hug, glancing at each other before rushing inside.

“What do you got?” Alex questions promptly and Winn sits down on his chair, rapidly typing away.

“Listen.” He says before hitting the enter button.

“What are our orders?” A man voice questions.

“Project Web Shock is still underway but nearly finished. Our orders are to keep the subject secure until everything is complete.” Another voice answers.

“Copied.”

“Web Shock is (Y/N)’s superhero name. They must be doing some sort of experimentation.” Winn continues to explain.

“Where was this found.” Alex demands, and Winn turns back to his computer, fingers flying across the keys before he stops.

A red dot flashes on the screen, pin pointing a location. “It seems a warehouse outside of New York City.” Winn declares.

“It’s probably one of Lex’s old lab stations.” Lena adds, and Kara turns on her heel, unbuttoning her shirt.

“Guide me there. I’m bringing (Y/N) home.” Kara states with determination in her voice before abruptly disappearing, the sound of her breaking the sound barrier booming in the distance.

XXX

When Kara arrives, it doesn’t take long for her to take out every single Cadmus agent in sight. She let her entire anger finally show, showing no mercy for taking her baby sister away from her. When all the agents are knocked out, a silence fills the air as her chest heaves with each breath.

“Okay, I’m in.” Kara announces as she steps over the bodies of the agents towards a heavily secured area.

“Knowing my mother, she would have locked (Y/N) up in one of Lex’s secure testing labs. Should be behind locked metal doors and walls but I don’t think that will be a problem for you.” Lena comments over the communicators and Kara nods to herself.

“I’ll let you know what I find.” The blonde states before clicking off her communicator.

Lena was right about the metal door but like she said, Kara easily pries it open with her bare hands. She’s met with a lab jam packed full of highly advanced equipment, but her eyes immediately widen when her eyes focus on the center of the room. She rushes over, breaking the glass to the small room where you’re strapped to a table.

You’re awake and the moment she enters into the room you nearly bust out in tears. “No, please, I can’t do this anymore…” You beg so pitifully as you pull against your restraints and Kara comes over, shushing you before placing gentle hands on your face.

You flinch away but Kara keeps her hands on you, wiping away your tears with her thumbs. “(Y/N), it’s me, it’s me, Kara. You’re okay, you’re safe now.” Kara expresses softly, hoping to not frighten you too much but you’re still frantic.

“No, no… you’re not real!” You yell sadly as you try to pull away from her touch even though you can’t.

Kara’s heart shatters, realizing you probably went through some psychological torture, not letting you be able to distinguish between reality and not. “I’m real and I’m going to get you out of here, okay?” Kara assures before ripping off the restraints, noticing your raw skin from where it rubbed before scooping you up in her arms.

You resist, attempting to escape from her arms in the beginning but you’re too weak to fight her strong hold. So, you calm down, softly sobbing into her chest as you let her whisk you away. “You can’t be real… you can’t…” Kara hears you whisper to yourself and she feels her heart break even more.

“Kara, what’s your status?”Alex asks in her ear; hesitation and anticipation clearly there and she knows Lena is also eagerly listening as well.

Kara looks down at your small form, clinging to her desperately as you continue to sob out of confusion and uncertainty. “She’s broken… but I got her.”

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You sit on the edge of the tallest buildings in National City. You watch the hustling of cars below and in the distance, you hear sirens echoing through the air. You glance around, seeing the police cars rushing down the streets but instead of diving down to save the day, you sigh, ignoring the call.

You bring your eyes to the red web shooters around your wrist, tracing the small devices with your fingertips. A feeling of sadness falls over you causing you to slump, dropping your hands to your lap. You hear a familiar sound of wind swooshing behind you and feel the presence of two people sitting next to you.

“You know… you shouldn’t be up here.” Your older sister, Kara, states and you simply shrug your shoulders, not taking your eyes off the city. “(Y/N), I’m serious.”

“I’m fine, I can take care of myself.” You snap, abruptly standing from your spot and walking to another edge.  

Your eldest sister follows you but still stands a good distance away. “That’s not what we’re saying…” Alex begins but you quickly cut her off, turning on your heel.

“And what were you saying? I don’t need you guys to baby sit me. Just leave me alone.” You argue, before averting your gaze to your feet, hoping your sisters can’t see the pain in your eyes.

Alex and Kara share a sad expression before Kara stands as well, joining Alex. “(Y/N), we know it’s been hard for you these past two months…” Kara begins but you cut her off as well, turning to her with tears in your eyes.

“You don’t know anything!” You yell, pain evident in your voice. “All I wanted to do was help people and be a hero like you and Alex. I tried so hard and what do I get in return? I get stripped of my powers, it painfully pulled from my DNA, and then Lillian warped my view on reality to the point I hardly know if this real or not. So, don’t tell me it’s hard and don’t tell me to not come up here because being perched on top of a building feels right!”

Your chest is heaving from yelling and crying at the same time, hot tears running down your face. Alex and Kara stare, wide eyed, at your proclamation not knowing how to respond. You angrily wipe away your tears, sniffling as you do before your ringer from your phone startles you.

You grab the phone from your pocket, seeing Lena’s name across the screen and you automatically answer it. You don’t even get to greet her when her frantic voice reaches your ear. “(Y/N), I need help! I tried calling Kara, but she isn’t answering her phone!” Lena explains in a panicked voice and your anger washes away being replaced with concern.

“Where are you? What’s wrong?” You demand calmly as you begin to pace the roof.

“I’m at L-Corp. Please, call your sister!” Lena begs, and you hear her gasp before the line cuts off.

“Lena? Lena!” You call out desperately and you growl before nearly crushing the phone in your hands.

Your eyes scan the city before they land on the tall L-Corp tower in the middle. “What’s wrong? Is Lena in trouble?” Kara asks, concern lacing her voice, but you don’t respond.

With only Lena on your mind, you tune out the questioning of your sisters, running full speed towards the edge of the building before jumping off the edge. You ignore the screaming from your sisters as you dive towards the ground. When you’re about to hit it, you use your web shooters to latch onto a neighboring building, swinging towards L-Corp.

You let your instincts swing you to your destination, adrenaline rushing through your veins. When you near the building, you don’t take time to notice your spider sense flaring inside your brain before your sprinting up the side of the building towards Lena’s office. When you reach it, you see masked men trying to drag Lena away but before they can, you smash through the bulletproof window with one punch.

You startle the men, and you instinctively use your web shooters to grab the guns from their hands before initiating hand to hand combat. You manage to get Lena away from the men before you shoot your web shooters, preforming fluid flips, punches and kicks to knock them all out. By the time you’re done, the men are attached to the walls with webbing as you stand, body heaving as you wait for anyone else to come at you.

“(Y/N)?” Lena calls out quietly, scared to startle you and you turn abruptly in her direction causing her to flinch momentarily.

You seem to snap out of your adrenaline high before concern washes over you, rushing over and engulfing her in the tightest hug ever. “Lena…” You breathe out before pulling away, looking her over. “Are you okay? Did they hurt you?”

Lena’s eyes are as wide as can be and her green eyes sparkle with disbelief and wonder. “No, but (Y/N)… you just crawled up a wall.” Lena states and you raise a curious eyebrow at your girlfriend.

“Yeah?” You say with a bit of confusion.

“And punched through bullet proof glass 10 stories up…” Lena further explains.

She can see the gears turning in your head, confusion still in place so, she grabs a pen off her desk before swinging it down to pierce your leg. In less than a second, your hand is tightly around her wrist, stopping it before the pen touches your leg and that’s when the realization hits you. Your eyes widen with disbelief before they snap to Lena’s green ones.

“No way…” You mutter and a huge smile spreads across Lena’s face. You huff, still in shock before you’re once again grabbing her in a hug, swinging her around happily. “Oh my god! I have my powers back!”

Lena giggles in your arms, her arms securely around your neck before she crashes your lips together. It doesn’t take long for you to begin kissing her back passionately, dopey smile still grazing your lips. When you two finally part, Lena rests her forehead on yours, staring into your sparkling eyes, mouths only inches apart.

“I knew you were too strong for Lillian.” Lena says, breath tickling your lips and a huff of air escapes you, smile still in place.

“It was you that kept me going. I had a family to get back to.” You explain, and Lena’s heart is soaring farther than the sun could ever reach.

Lena doesn’t think anything in this world could replace you. “I love you, (Y/N) Danvers… you are my kryptonite.” Your girlfriend declares, pulling herself impossibly closer as she nuzzles into the comfort of your neck.

“And you’re mine.” You respond back, letting your smile grow, eyes never leaving Lena’s.

However, because of this, you fail to notice Kara and Alex flying off towards the DEO with the biggest smiles ever, knowing you would finally be okay and everything was back in it’s place. 

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