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misha m&g, the most interesting things they could remember:

first of: Misha was sitting in kind of a bubble of destiel fans, with the people to both sides of him using rainbow fans for most of the m&g,

after he sat down he was told that he was sitting on something,

he slowly pulls it out from under him and it's a bag that says "they're a set don't seperate" (i wanna add earlier in the day i had seen a person with a shirt that had that line over a green and blue heart),

in the little bag were two metal hearts that are intertwined but could be extracted from another, so misha tries and does that. While doing so he talks about having adhd and his habit of fiddling stuff when he used to read lines with an older lady back in the day,

he actually gets the hearts apart relatively quickly and people tell him, there is actually more in the bag,

so he pulls out a little piece of destiel art (it's like an almost kiss kinda drawing),

misha to the person who gifted that to him: "this is porn" pause misha: no it is not porn". Person who gifted it to him: "i do have porn. I can show you porn". Other person: "rob would approve" misha: "oh would he?" Same other person: "yeah. On his podcast... he is the [dedicated?] perv. Rich said that",

moving on to questions...,

the very first question was a destiel question (from a different person, but still right next to him), about what his favorite dean and cas moment was, "it can be destiel coded. Doesn't have to",

they had to elaborate for him what destiel coded means exactly. They defined it as a scene with dean and cas alone. Maybe involving some emotional intimacy. Someone named the mixtape scene as an example

misha starts talking about how it wasn't intentional for the longest time. Also talks about how the writers put some vague stuff into it, cause of fans reactions. At some point he joked that he probably is the person at the con that knows the least about the show, cause he only has seen bits of the show. Now when he said the writer thing, someone jumped in with "the writers probably watched the show". Misha laughs and says "actually i know some of the writers did not watch the show",

he keeps talking about how going back now seeing it with the confession scene knowledge it actually tracks, that one could see it even if it wasn't exactly intentional. He goes on to say some of the lines were actually quite gay. His example: "i gripped you tight." That does sound quite gay",

misha said he and jensen also played into it at times, going "haha i bet people will read into that",

Same other person from earlier mentions the change from script to scene of dean not saying "i love you", but "i need you". They also say they think that only made it gayer than if he'd have said "i love you" Misha answers: "I see. So there was no way... by trying to make it less gay he made it gayer." (Some more back and forth between him and the people around him). Then Misha says that when the "i love you" was in the script Jensen was like "come on guys, I might as well suck his cock then". misha also called it "dean's own confession of a sort". The same other person: "when he was on his knees?" Misha: "yes" same other person's face goes something like

misha mentions that in that scene they joked around between takes. People go "yeah we know". Misha is surprised it was on the gag reel. People go "the baby daddy one right?" Misha: "yeah". Same other person: "the one with the gesticulates the head pulling to the crotch thing Misha: "yeah... i thought that was a private moment.

he looked actually surprised that was on the gag reel, hides half his face behind his tea cup staring into the air for a few seconds.,

then he goes on with "here i was thinking i'm telling you something new nobody knows and you are all 'yeah we know. We watch it all the time'" ,

(I think then we moved on from destiel. There was some googling and info of that later by one person, but yeah...),

Nightly This Dean & This Cas

Jensen Ackles getting straddled and choked on stage is something that can be so special