“Dance with me in Hell…”
—Welcome to our blog!
We are the Angelic System, or Raine. Nice to meet you.
Nineteen years old.
Slur reclaimer extraordinaire.
Complex dissociative system. (Still working on the exact diagnosis, but dissociative levels and types are acknowledged by professionals.)
Polyfragmented — 200+ parts.
We collectively go by it/he, but asking pronouns is good.
Transmasculine, polyamorous, pansexual.
Based in Louisiana.
We’re justaraineyboy in most places.
Likely neurodivergence (no paperwork but very genetically predisposed and strong symptoms) and physically disabled. We use a mobility aid day-to-day.
Some of our frequent alters.
Ryan — he/it/neopronouns. Host and internal persecutor.
Raine — they/them. Co-host and several other roles.
Ryder — he/fae/it/moon. De-stressor.
Midas — he/they. Gatekeeper and system researcher. Fushiguro Megumi fictive.
Shidou Ryuusei — it/he. Companion. Shidou Ryuusei fictive.
Noran — he/gray/it. Private role.
Kriss — fae/faer. Disability caretaker.
Citrus — it/he/shx. Destressor.
Orou — he/it. Socializer. OC fictive.
Clarity — they/star/bug. Soother and more.
Jin — he/him. Subsystem host. Bubaigawara Jin fictive.
Quill — xe/xem. Memory holder.
*There are many more than this, these are just a handful of common fronters.
Interests.
Animanga at large. Ask us about what we’ve been watching
MHA
Blue Lock
JJK
Language learning
Art and writing
Mythology and religion
Psychology
Politics
Vídeo games
Shadowhunters
and more!
Boundaries.
We don’t have a DNI — we will block if we feel the need to, but we don’t feel that DNI’s do much or are helpful. (Personal opinion — if you use a DNI, no shade!)
We do not get involved in syscourse or similar topics of discourse, please do not bring it to our page. If you don’t see the discourse IRL, we probably won’t touch it for personal reasons. This doesn’t mean we don’t have our opinions, we just won’t be expressing them on this platform.
Use common sense while interacting. If there’s a post that’s clearly not meant for children, don’t interact with it if you’re below 18. We generally consider our account minor-friendly, but there are exceptions, so keep that in mind. We will not DM anyone under the bodily age of 17 unless there’s something in a community that needs addressing (e.g. a minor is known to be in need of help).
Please do not ask who is fronting repeatedly. Every once in a while is fine, but we get annoyed quickly. Please do not make “front requests” — we will not purposefully trigger ourselves for your entertainment. You cannot meet every alter; Besides it being dangerous with how vulnerable certain parts are, it’s very impractical with our level of fragmentation.
In general, do know we do tend to get a little uncomfortable when people try to be very positive about some of our disabilities. If you notice us get quiet during a conversation about something like DID, it’s not because you necessarily did anything wrong, we are just not in a place where we can see good in our disorders due to how badly they cripple us in our current state. This may change when we have access to better treatment.
We find tone tags helpful!
Some System Stats.
This current round of system discovery began in December of 2024.
We’ve had our “syscovery” moment several times, but had the information buried due to how layers of fragments came in and out. (We’ve found journal entries and such relating to it.)
We do not have a precise alter count, so we go with 200+ since we know there’s at least 200. Our system structure is complex with a lot of strict barriers, strange layering, and fragments, so it’s very difficult for us to maintain an exact count (and oftentimes not very helpful, since some fragments serve such narrow purposes).
We currently use PluralSpace as our tracking app after migrating from SimplyPlural.
We present with a structure of factions and hierarchies rather than a more close-knit group. There’s a lot of internal conflict.
We are severely disabled by our complex dissociation. We have a lot of blackout amnesia, tend to have physical symptoms close to switching, and our triggers can be highly inconvenient, sometimes being very commonplace things.
We do have some psychophysiological differences between alters! A few notable ones are a few alters seeming to have intolerances most of us don’t, changes in handedness, some changes in pain levels, and vision.
Most of us are nerds. Please let us rant about scientific papers.
Credits.
Userboxes are from @kosmicsuserboxes. GIFs come from their respective animes. All writing is done by Raine (they/them) of our system.
