oh the horrawr.

i just want to emphasize how important this is. and do not let it happen. do not let it slide. do not pretend this is okay. it’s not. i know what this feels like, and it’s absolute garbage.

i’m still not brave enough to share this on facebook or anything. but with recent laws and bans its always important to share my own story. i had mine in my second trimester. i was convinced to keep mine after my ex convinced me, promising he would provide us the best life possible. and after i had agreed was when the abuse started. i was left broke, manipulated, shoved up against the wall, slapped across the face, and made to feel worthless every day of my life. i had to make a choice, bring a baby into this abusive relationship, or decide to move on with my life and give myself a chance to find a loving caring life that my future children deserve. i felt it kick days before the procedure. i was left broken, devestated, and depressed. it is not an easy choice women face, but their motherly instincts kick in and they decide what’s right for them and their child. don’t you dare take that away. you do not have a right to regulate our bodies. no uterus, no opinion. i’m the 1 in 4.

this is truly the end of it.

lived one life, and on to the next